"Hm...bad...I guess the answer can be both yes and no, depending on your point of view." Those magicians hadn't really been the bad guys,
they had been the good ones, fighting to defend the place from a terrible destroyer...her.
"I think it was really nice there. I mostly lived high up in the mountains, but I had to fly down to the valleys and forests to hunt. And there
was villages, where magicians, humans and other two-legged creatures lived."

Okay. ^^

Illrose never got properly peacocked in the end, but she did become a dove. xD

(I feel almost bad, hahaha. Kheiron just tricked Illrose into one of his traps that'll send her right up a corner if he says too much. xD he kind of protected himself from possible accusations. I'll explain later if it doesn't get explained in the RP, but you might already know what I'm referring to just by what I'm saying here)

His ears shifted, but he didn't turn around. "I'm... I just... I've heard things around here... Gossips spreads fast."
What to say, what to say...
He turned his head around, his eyes almost brightening in despair.
"I... Don't look at me like that. I'm not... I'm not..."
I can't lie to her and say it's nothing. That would be too obvious.
He shut his eyes tightly and shook his head.
"Could we change the subject..? I'm sorry I got into this in the first place... I'm sorry..."
The last words that left his mouth almost got choked before leaving his throat, but they were audible.

"So, so heavily pregnant... eh? Heheh.... and I thought you were jsut fat... my bad.. my bad... he he he..."

*spams bio* xD

He moaned and stretched his back as if he tried to avoid the questions and make his way out of the situation. Not that he thought it would help him.
"Ehh... No... No I haven't..."
He wrenched and didn't look at her at all when he was talking.
Then his voice became more confident and stated as if he had been accused and tried to protect himself. But that was more or less the situation, anyway.
"And I didn't hear anything specific! Really! I'm telling the truth!"
That's it. Short sentences. The more words - the more trouble. Stay to the facts and keep it short. Yes.

"Your are not allowed to have those children without me there at your side. I don't even care if I am not their father, I love you and I want to be there for you when this happens."


((just thought Illrose should know what Cadaver is feeling. xD what day do you plan on them being born?))

edit: ((im in-forest but im not really in forest at the same time. im doing homework.))

mini;
Illrose 'raised her eyebrows'.
"Really? Well, if you have never met them, or haven't heard anything spesific, why do you act so weird?" She asked. Something wasn't right,
and she wanted to know what.

AliceV;
"No, I can't. But I'm insulted you actually thought it was fat."

lolamad;
"Thank you, Cadaver. I really appreciate that. And I...I care about you, as well." *nuzzle*

Awh. :') They were supposed to be born today or tomorrow, but I haven't got the chance to talk to Estme yet, so I don't know. xp

Ginger;
"Oh, I know it's really not a good idea, I can feel it both in my legs and in my back, but it's also hard to stop when one have so much energy.
I think it's the large mushrooms fault."
Illrose smiled at the stranger, not really bothered by the other doe speaking her mind.

Oh, I had no idea who that was. :') Sorry I turned L'oreal into a rabbit, I was just showing my friend ( playing the fawn Illrose was with) a bit. :b

"You don't need to thank me, it comes from the heart. Have you decided on names for them yet?"

"Illrose. I suppose we should get this out of the way before your fawns are born. You know I love you. I know you don't love me. This doesn't bother me. In fact I'm glad, if we were to fall in love and have an offspring of some sort, it would destroy everything we know and love. If you combine our capabilities you will get a monster. My magic and overall power mixed with your destructiveness and overall power would create a super.... thing. I think you forgot that I can sense what you are thinking. But yes Illis, I love you. The feeling is not mutual, I understand entirely."


((i remembered he could read minds. yay!!! it always spices up RP))

lolamad;
Silently, Illrose listened to Cadaver's words, and she realized how right he was. An offspring with their abilities could be a living disaster, especially
if it got out from the forest, away from the strong magic surrounding this place.
"Yes, I did forget. But I'm really glad you understand. I truly am. I don't know what I've done to deserve a friend like you." She smiled slightly, before
nuzzling him again, to show how grateful she was for his understanding. Perhaps she one day could be able to love him, as well, although she didn't
think so. She couldn't imagine being in love with anyone, to be honest.

AliceV;
"Yes, it was rude, but not really surprising, coming from you. But apology accepted." Her voice was sharp, but an almost teasingly smile was playing
in the corner of her mouth. She then laughed.
"But you are mad, aren't you, Jack? Perhaps that's what I like about you." Illrose gave his shoulder a light push with her head, still with the
almost teasingly smile on her lips. No doubt she was in a playful mood today, despite her aching feet and back, thanks to the large stomach she was
walking around with.

"Maybe it's not the humans itself but the experience around it", he said sharply, suddenly acting more annoyed than sorry.
He understood why Illrose was curious, but he did not want to tell her the whole story. Not when he had already avoided her questions and she was so suspicious about it. And besides, she had no idea what she was really asking about.
A part of him wanted to tell her, but the other part said he would regret it big time if he did. He could not risk it.
He frowned at her.
"Why are you so curious anyway..."

"oh... oh i apologized, yes? Hm hmm... okay, okay.. hehe..." he gave her the most sweetest smile he was able to. It was not clear if it was just fake ore a honest smile... "Oh, mad, yes? verrückt yes? tze so many tell you, hehehe but i ... i think they just don't understand how... how i see things that's all he he...just a misunderstanding" he nodded quikckly before he started to prance around her

His breath got heavier and his body was tense.
"Why are you doing this! I can't lie to you, you know!"
He was beginning to stress. He was speaking the truth;, he couldn't lie. Not directly, and at least not to a friend.
"You shouldn't even see this side of me...", he whispered.
He closed his eyes and took a deep inhale. It could seem as if he was going to cry, but he was far away from that yet.

(pfff I'm not even joking, he's a dramaqueen)

He suddenly stopped sliding, turned around and grinned at her. "is... is that hopping around good for you, yes? Heheh not that your little brat gets stupid in the head, eh? heheh... i remember when hannah..." he stopped all of the sudden, turned around and started to prance again, like he never said a thing... he giggled slightly and constantly.

He lowered his head.
"Someone's watching me...", he whispered, afraid someone would hear.
Then he got silent. Didn't want to say more.

He crouched and began looking quite worried. He appreciated having Illrose near, but he also knew she couldn't do a single thing to help.
No. No one could.
"It's not a who", he answered hesitantly.
"It's a... what..."

"No, no no... Not a human... Not as far as I know, anyway..."
He looked up at her, innocence covering his eyes.
"Only I can see him...", he continued.
He quickly realized how messed up that sounded.
"But it's not like that! He's real, I swear!"

He stopped in his movements, turned half around again. A strange smile on his lips "Wer?" (who?) he asked and giggled again. "You need to be careful, yes?" he changed the subject again "you always need to be careful, hear me, yes?" for some resons his voive had a somehow treatening tone now.

He floped down, seememed he needed arest now "Sooooo~ and who is the father of that little brat, eh happened in this rut thin i gues, yes? hehe" he asked incredible blunt... for him the last minutes of their conversarion obviously nerver took place.

"So so. Sithrim Sithrim" he replied... he remembered hearing that name once or twice somewhere. However, he hadn't been affected by the rut anyways... for him it was just an opportunity to 'play' a bit.
He perked his ears as she repeated the question for a few seconds he froze...
..then he suddenly snapped at her "She's dead, dead DEAD!" his face was close to hers now, he glared at her with an insane look, before he lent back again. He looked completely relaxed again "hmm not worth to talk about, yes, yes... he he.." replied calm and again with a slight smile on his face.

"Hm sorry? Sorr? 'baut what eh?" He rose an eyebrow, he thought he just saw her srew her face... probably this was just imagination.... or it had something to do with the fawn inside.... He started to grin again, his eyes went down her body, stared at her stomach. Somewhere inside his mind suddenly a voice bagun to whisper You shouldn't be here. he shook his head, looked in her face again "Fighting like its mother, yes? he he.."
You shouldn't be here Jack again this whispering You want to hurt her, yes? That's what you want. Yo shouldn't be here Jack. She will be a mother soon. he shook his head again. forced the whisper to silence "heh.. funny, funny.. most does in your condition would beat the crap outta me to get me away from them... he he" he remembered Night Shade all of the sudden and started to snicker

This is bad, this is bad...
He knew Illrose enough to know what she was thinking.
He made up his mind; he had already said too much, and he didn't want Illrose to think he was going insane. Why not just come with the whole story...
"I'm telling the truth! How would I even know what a human is if he didn't tell me! You can't imagine stuff if you have no knowledge of it in the first place. See, I even asked you if you were from another place! How would I know there was another place if someone didn't tell me! He knows everything!"
He paused to catch his breath. Lowered his head. He did not like that he had told her this much already, but he had to keep it going. "He is real, I promise... I mean, his voice even vibrates as he talks. That doesn't happen if you hallusinate!"
He stopped again. He hadn't planned on it but he had to think for a moment. Evaluate.
"I haven't seen him in a while though... But he'll show up soon. He always does when I'm... like this."
He looked up at his friend again, first with despair but then with anger. "It's your fault. You shouldn't have asked me about this! It is your fault!"
Then he slipped back again. Sighed. "You think I have always been like this? No. He did this. He did this to me. Showed me... horrible things. I want to be the old me... The one that always had a smile to show the world and didn't know about any bad stuff. Ignorance doesn't really get you anywhere, but it makes you happy. But that was what got me into this situation... I am just getting more and more like him. Oh man, what if... What if he's trying to make me like him... So that he can... take over me? Is that even possible? Please say it's not... No, no..."
He cowered and moved closer to Illrose as if to use her as a shield. He felt safe near her.

(i'm obviously writing a book here, haha)

Congrats <3

If only the pictos would spread... >___<

_{Oh mai gawd, congratulations<333! 8D}