Illrose had to admit she was surprised by what Crucio told her. She wouldn't believe him to be any kind of devil, not even despite his appearance that could seem intimidating to some - even without his antlers.
"I didn't even know there was a place outside of this Forest. I wonder what it's like." She commented, before realizing that was not the important part of this topic.
"Yes, death still exist here. And if I'm not mistaken it's the job of Velocity to take care of the souls that fall here." Yes, Illrose had forgotten everything, but the memory of the Gods had returned to her the day she was lucky enough to be in Micheal's company one day. Even the memory of the God of Death, the great zombie deer.
"And you do look very much alive, at least to me." The last sentence was supposed to be a compliment, but Illrose wasn't sure if it was what he wanted to hear.

Was it really true? Was there really many worlds out there, worlds other than this one? The thought made Illrose shiver - some from excitement, and some from fear. A part of her was really curious to see another world than this...but at the same time, this forest was so safe, who knew what she would have to face if she tried to travel to another world?
"Hm, I'm sorry to hear you are condemned here." She said. For some reason Illrose had a feeling that was something she could relate to, even though she had no idea why.
"And yes, I do think so." Illrose smiled again, shifting to sit in a better position next to Crucio.

( Edit; Btw, I didn't see you had stolen the new page until now, lol. xD )

Illrose gave him a faint smile.
"I'm glad you look at it that way. It would have been terrible to be trapped here and wanting to get out." As she said this, Illrose got a strong feeling she was talking about herself, which made her even more confused than she already was about all this. She frowned, but her features softened when Crucio lowered his head. Yeah, she was very tired too, both mentally and physically. She leaned toward Crucio, and carefully rested her chin on his back, while she closed her eyes.

Can't remember if I tacked this, I'll do so now.

Xemi;
Yes, it was a good place to end. Thank you too. :') ♥

Quin;
♥

Hormagaunt;
The big cow snorted in annoyance.
"Go away!" She growled, and raised a hind leg as a warning. Still, she was hesitant to harm this weird little being, at least before she knew it's intentions.

( Haha, Illrose got pretty annoyed but I just found it amusing, so thanks for that. :b )

:'D

*Raising her head in an arrogant manner despite her mininess* "Yes, you will!"

Pfft, I love random mini spells like that. xD And sorry for Illrose's taunting, it was meant to be a playful kind of taunt. xDD

Haha, I'm glad you think so. xD Ah, yes, I saw what you wrote on their bio, good you got that misunderstanding sorted out. :')

Haha, I just posted on your blog too. xD That post almost work as a follow up on this one, lol.

The white doe peers at the sleeping dragon doe from across the stream with a new found respect. In awe. Perhaps Illrose, deep down inside her heart, really did love Gustiro more than Dinah did. She brought Vodun to him, a vital necessity, something Dinah herself couldn't manage. Dinah, sits, staring and admiring the dragon doe's strong will and strength, with gratitude, and finally lets go of all previous hostile feelings.

Akira chuckled. "I suppose it is a nickname, yes." His expression did not change with hers. He remained aloof and casual as he replied to her next question. "There is no one I can name off the top of my head. I simply speak from experience." He paused a moment, a bit puzzled. "Do you know what you are?"

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More lateness |D;

Despite their size difference, Walter is still trying to be a flirt-head. x)

He's glad to see she's happier about Gustiro.

"Attention", hurr hurr.

*Keeps it PG-rated*

Poor Walty would try his luck anytime just because he can. He probably won't get far since he's like, at least a foot shorter at the shoulder. x) He'll just have to do some grooming.

(lawl yeah this RP looks like it's nearly finished anyway x3)

The unicorn laughed in great amusement, and his voice was full of delight. "Hmm, I suppose I'll let your memories come to you then!" His grin became a smirk once more. "I have a feeling your true self will find its way, in time, but I will tell you now, the truth of your past might be a bit surprising. Certainly more interesting than most." He let out one last soft chuckle. Akira was eager to see where events would lead, but he could wait. That was part of the fun, after all.

Okami;
She looked at him with an almost pouting expression when he laughed, as if she had said something funny. Illrose also wanted to protest to what he said, but she then raised her 'brows'.
"Hah, I doubt it will be that interesting, but I guess you are right." She sighed.
"An amnesia isn't exactly something that can be pushed." After all, Illrose did already remember a few things. Hopefully the rest would come in time. It simply had to.

Quad;
Oh my, that is so adorable! ._. Actually it reminds me of this moose I saw when visiting Langedrag last summer. She's older than the calf in the video, but was really just a big baby. :')

I love moose and their big, silly noses. Thanks for posting the video.♥

Illrose was very worried for her friend. She had never seen Judas in a state like this before, and it almost scared her. So she stood close to him, attempting to give him comfort, but not nagging and asking him what was wrong. If he wanted to tell, he would do so when he was ready. But his words were like a punch in the face, and it made Illrose jerk backwards.
"What the hell do you mean by that? You are my friend, of course I care!" Her voice was sharper than intended, but Judas had no right to say things like that, no matter how upset he was.
"I don't even know what's going on, so you are probably right. But I still want to be there for you."

Her body flinched as he threw his face into the ground. It did look painful, but Illrose had seen others using the same method while dealing with emotions and feelings. She tilted her head, looking down at the plagued stag.
"Is there anything you need to talk about?" She then asked, carefully, after a while.

"It's alright. There is no need to talk." She murmured, before she began to groom him on the back, to calm him down and perhaps herself too. One ear pointed at the direction of his voice when Judas spoke again, and his words made Illrose stop her grooming abruptly. An almost saddened smile touched her lips.
"That sounds just like me." She said. And it was true. Illrose always tried to make choices, but no matter what she said or did she would never be fully content, because she would never know if she had made the right choices or if she should have done something different. Or said something different. She swallowed.
"But please don't say you want to be dead. It may seem dark right now, but there will be better times. There has to be."

Again she began to groom him. But her movements were almost mechanical, because she was busy listening to him as he spoke again. Illrose then lifted her head, shaking it slowly.
"That also sound like me." She said with a laugh, although there was a laughter without joy. It was a sad laugher. Things had been so simple in the beginning, when she had been here only because she was trapped, because she had no way out. But then the forest began to change her, gave her friends and family, made her feel for others. Sometimes she wished things could be like they were, when she cared about no one else than herself, when her instincts had been driven by her dragon-self, not her deer-self. Illrose blinked, and turned her attention back to Judas. She then froze completely, not sure what to say.
"I'm sorry." She then said, after a while.
"I hope you understand that it was never my intention to make you feel like that?" She turned her head to look at Judas.
"I care about you, but you were always just a friend to me, nothing more." Still, she had to admit what he had said was heartwarming. If she had only known.

Awh. x'D

She smiled slightly back at him, but still felt extremely bad about it all, even though it had never been her intention to make him feel anything for her. Illrose sighed too, before she laughed slightly.
"Deal." She replied with a nod.
"Is there anything else you want to talk about?" Illrose then asked, remembering how Sianna had lurked around earlier, but Crucio and others had kept her away from Judas. It could seem Judas' current mood had something to do with the phoenix deer.

What Judas told her made Illrose feel even more sorry for him, but also slightly irritated - at Sianna. Sianna and herself hadn't exactly been best friends, but at one point Sianna had asked for a second chance, and Illrose had decided to give her one. There had been no troubles between them after that. But it did sound like Sianna had pulled Judas in one of her games, where she used the feelings of others to her own entertainment. This way of 'playing' was the main reason Illrose still didn't quite trust her.
"I am so sorry to hear that. But I guess it's just how Sianna is." Illrose shrugged, before frowning.
"Although...she did seem to regret her actions. She might wanted to apologize, if she hadn't been chased away."

Haha, it's alright. Your fawn is very sweet. ♥

Awh, no worries. Illrose just got a bit confused by it, lol. xD

She don't mind at all. Sorry she ran off though, she had to run and fetch Gustiro. xD But Blixt are welcome to be with them. n__n

My big frog seemed to be even bigger next to mini illrose xD

Thanks for your nice company again! c:
And Happy Birthday!