Illrose; Ancient wings unfolding.

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May contain mature language/ violence.



October 20, 2022

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physical- x mental-


Aaand added TH, will probably keep updates on there for now :')










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Lol, the one they peacock'd

Lol, the one they peacock'd was Legion. xD And thanks for the track. n_n
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I see you. :3

I see you. :3
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Lol, Illrose is keeping an

Lol, Illrose is keeping an close eye on Cypher now, and she is not happy about him making Jack unsettled. >.> But then again, she has no clue what's going on. xD
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Oh don't mind them; they're

Oh don't mind them; they're just being crazy men.
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Well, one of those crazy men

Well, one of those crazy men being her best friend, she'll definitely mind. xD
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TRACK

TRACK <3 thihi
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Lol, thanks. ^^

Lol, thanks. ^^

I have to ask and please

I have to ask and please excuse me for asking this but what ever happened to Armageddon and Apocalypse? D:
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Nothing really, they have

Nothing really, they have just left TEF. n_n

Ahhh I see

Ahhh I see Laughing out loud
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BAW &hearts; I'm late, I

BAW ♥ I'm late, I guess. Congratulations anyway <3

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Waah! I missed it! ;__; I ahd

Waah! I missed it! ;__;
I ahd it marked down in my calendar and everything. *whacks head on wall*

Congratulations, though. ^_^ Sorry I didn't make it. >_>
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Thank you, both of you.

Thank you, both of you. :')
And no need to apologize, Silverpaw, Illrose was glad to see Juliet afterwards. ♥

"Congratulations, Ill."

"Congratulations, Ill."
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"Thank you, my dear."

"Thank you, my dear."
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"Thank you so much for

"Thank you so much for looking after Morikiah, Illrose. I wasn't myself. I don't want to see him now. But he needs help...so.. thank you."
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"Of course I'll look after

"Of course I'll look after him. I understand how you feel, but remember that Mori wasn't himself either. He didn't mean to hurt you."
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"I know I know.."

"I know I know.."
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"Mother... what have I

"Mother... what have I done..?"
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"You've scared the hell out

"You've scared the hell out of your mother, that is what you have done." Illrose replied, her soft, happy voice taking the edge off the words. She continued to groom him now and then, not wanting to let go of her son a second, not now that he was back with her.
"Don't think about it Mori, it is alright now. You are back, that is all that matters. I thought I had lost you."
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"Djinn... I've lost her

"Djinn... I've lost her haven't I? Because of what I did..." It didn't matter much to him that he had almost been killed; hell, he would have preferred being dead than losing Djinn just because he couldn't maintain his self control.
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Illrose's face got harsh at

Illrose's face got harsh at the mentioning of Djinn. She had always found the doe to be sweet and caring, a perfect mate for Mori; until today. She had tried to bring Djinn over to Mori's body, assuming she was unaware of what had happened to her mate. And the cowardly doe had refused. She didn't deserve Morikiah! But Illrose didn't speak of this. She only turned her head to give him a glance, along with a reassuring smile.
"Don't draw any conclusions before you have talked to her. Djinn even said it herself; you weren't yourself when that happened. I don't know what it was..the 'thing' that got into your mind...but you managed to get it out. Do not blame yourself for it, it wasn't your fault."
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The stag rested his head

The stag rested his head wearily on the floor of the Old Oak. Although he was comforted somewhat by Illrose's presence, he could shake the shameful feeling that plagued him. "But it was my fault. Whether I was myself, or not, I shouldn't have attacked everyone, especially not... her." He sighed heavily, moving his head so that it was against his mother.
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"It was _not your fault!"

"It was _not your fault!" Illrose said, sharply. She then sighed, and shook her head to calm herself down. She just hated to see Mori blaming himself for this. She shifted to sit more comfortable next to her son, watching the snow that fell slowly outside the Oak.
"I've been through the same thing, you know. I don't know if you saw me when I was in that state, I don't remember anything, but I got infected and turned into something they called a 'black deer'." She paused for a moment, and turned to look at Mori instead of the snow.
"I wasn't myself either, and I began attacking those I love and care about. I even bit my own sister and infected her as well. I did terrible things, but I wasn't myself, it wasn't really my fault it happen and I was forgiven. And if Djinn can't forgive you this, then she is not the right doe for you. I won't let you drown yourself in self-loathing for something you can't take the blame for."
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track (: I think it was you

track (:

I think it was you my mini Domino took a liking too. Were you the one with the zombie pelt and antlers?

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Oh, so that's who it is. And

Oh, so that's who it is. And yes, that is Illrose, she was quite amused by Domino. :b

Thanks for the track. ♥
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aww, thanks. (: she was very

aww, thanks. (: she was very attached to Illrose. Thanks for the company!

why am I not tracking this.

why am I not tracking this. |:
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Well, you are now.

Well, you are now. >D

must track.

must track.
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Thanks. n_n

Thanks. n_n
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Jupiter had a lot of fun

Sticking out tongue Jupiter had a lot of fun romping with Illrose today.

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Oh, so that is who the fawn

Oh, so that is who the fawn is! Illrose had fun romping with her as well. n_n
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This looks nice. ^_^ (And

This looks nice. ^_^
(And major "aww" points for the text about Juliet. You definitely made me smile. Juliet adores Illrose.)

oh man... all pretty and

oh man... all pretty and new!

awesome <3
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Thank you guys, I'm glad you

Thank you guys, I'm glad you like it! :'D

And awh, Illrose adores Juliet too, very much. ♥

i would either let them grey

i would either let them grey like your content is... or make them this purple you use in he backround.... hm... but that's just me |D
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Thanks for your input. :')

Thanks for your input. :') I've actually tried both already. xD The purple one made it just look weird, but I did actually think about perhaps using the grey one again. ^^'
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"......I ...... Just wanted

"......I ...... Just wanted to.... thank you. I owe you one."
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Lol I'm so embarrassed. XD
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"No need to thank me. Nidhem

"No need to thank me. Nidhem was very worried for you, so I'm glad you seem to be doing better now."

( Pft, don't be. ♥ )
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As Nidhem fled to talk with

As Nidhem fled to talk with Umay, Morgül panicked, and ran to the only one he felt comfortable to talk to. "I..... He.... Nidhem is with Umay......." He was worried, as he wasn't comfortable about Nidhem being alone with anyone but himself."..... What if.... She says to him that... He can't be with me anymore.....?" He feared that if something like that would happen, Nidhem would blindly trust at his mother's word. "He is... The only one I got. No one else accepts me as myself.."

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I had to! o3o
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Illrose's eyes narrowed as

Illrose's eyes narrowed as she saw Morgül approaching, and he seemed very upset. Her ears perked as she listened to his worries, and a tiny smile appeared on her lips, hidden behind the skull mask, as she did appreciate that he actually came and talked to her about this instead of keeping the things to himself.
"I am sure you don't have to worry about that, Morgül." She calmly replied, smiling slightly at the stag.
"Nidhem have told me he loves you, and I have told him not to make any decision just to make others pleased. Besides, if Umay really cares about her son, she shouldn't force him to make a choice like that." She silenced for a moment, then shook her head slowly.
"You are wrong. I have accepted you and I'm sure others have too, you just haven't seen it yet."

( Haha, it's alright. :') Also, I dropped Illrose's speech color, it's barely visible on this background anyways. xD )
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The stag listened nervously

The stag listened nervously what the wise doe said, but couldn't shake the pressure out of his shoulders. He was sure that something bad would happen and he would have to see Nidhem's tears again. The pessimistic sat down, as there was nothing else to do but wait.
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Illrose could tell he didn't

Illrose could tell he didn't really believe her words. She would be really saddened if Nidhem gave up the relationship he had with Morgül because he was told to.
"You two are lucky who have each other. Don't let anyone ruin that." She finally said, after a moment in silence.
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"I.... I tried to talk to

"I.... I tried to talk to Nidhem. It seems t-that.... Umay left him and he blaims me. And now he.... he doesn't want me anymore!" The stag was in shock, tears running from his eyes as he couldn't make them to stop crying anymore. He had been betrayed once again, he knew that he shouldn't have trusted anyone because this always happened. But this time with the one he loved the most. Suddenly he realized what he was doing, said sorry and bolted away.
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Illrose had been so sure

Illrose had been so sure everything was fine between Nidhem and Morgül now, especially since she had seen the large stag running off earlier, and had later understood he was with Nidhem. Therefore it was quite a shock to see Morgül here again now, but most shocking of all was the words he spoke.
"I don't believe it." She said, shaking her head in confusion. And at that moment she felt angry, at Umay for making this so difficult between Nidhem and Morgül, and at Nidhem for not standing up to himself. Illrose shook her head once more, and parted her lips to speak, but at the same moment Morgül ran off again. She could only watch as he vanished into the distance. She would certainly have to talk to Nidhem soon and ask him what the heck he was doing.
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Thank you. ;3;

Thank you. ;3;
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Pft, no problem. &hearts; I

Pft, no problem. ♥ I feel sorry for poor Morgül. D:
Illrose would have followed Morgül if she had been alone, but she didn't want to leave the deer she already was with. :c
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Understandable &hearts; :3

Understandable ♥ :3
Lol he feels kinda dead inside right now.
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hii, I was wondering if you

hii, I was wondering if you can cast the crying idol mask on my deer? he's sitting next to the twin god's statue in the real deer light pelt. It's okay if you cant.