Illrose; Ancient wings unfolding.

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May contain mature language/ violence.



October 20, 2022

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physical- x mental-


Aaand added TH, will probably keep updates on there for now :')










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Character © Snow - Artwork © Eyestrain - Size chart © Apeldille - Music and videos © their respective owners.
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Dragon Lady x Hefna x Blodfest x Crimson tide


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Parler; "I miss you too,

Parler;
"I miss you too, sweetie. Hopefully we'll see each other soon."

Beaumont;
I think colors would be interesting, but you do what you think would look best. n__n
Honeyfur's picture

She's very interesting! I

She's very interesting! I like how she use to be a dragon before she came to TEF. Very creative, and it makes me wonder if she'll ever figure out what really happened and how she ended up in the forest.

Definately tracking! ^^
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Thank you, I'm glad you think

Thank you, I'm glad you think so. ^^
And thanks for the track. <3

For you...

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Thank you.

Thank you. <3
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"I saw you today.." She was

"I saw you today.." She was pointing out the obvious, something she always does. A slight bow and a twitch of her lips; a smile. It was a calm guesture. "I am Ellowyn."
Seen her around the forest the past couple of days, she is interesting. Im sure Ellowyn and her will become aquaintences over time (:
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"Indeed you have." Illrose

"Indeed you have." Illrose smiled slightly at the other doe, remembering to have seen her the last couple of days. It was nice to finally have a name to put on that face.
"My name is Illrose." She then said, with a slight nod with her head.

( Thank you, Ellowyn is very interesting too. (: Yes, they probably will. ^^ )
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I'm sorry if Blue Boy

I'm sorry if Blue Boy suddenly disappears, but we have absolutely horrible weather right now, and our college has lost power. So, he won't be sticking around for very long, I'm running on my laptop's battery.
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Sianna: "How does it feel

Sianna: "How does it feel Illrose? To be kept from those you want to be near yourself? All of those times you chased me away". Sianna laughed under her beath. "I'll make you a deal though", she'd flick an ear, eyes held onto the other doe, "Just give me the affection I want and you can have your precious Gustiro, baby. - It's not so hard to bite the bullet once in a while", she'd smirk.
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She tried to hide her

She tried to hide her frustration, but her ears was pressed down to her neck.
"I chased you away because you were just playing games with him. Cruel games, Sianna." She hissed in return, giving an aggressive flick with her short tail. Illrose then shook her head.
"Forget it. I can't have him anyway, you are just another doe standing in the way. Getting you out of the way wouldn't have made a difference." She added, in a forced calm tone. If it wasn't Sianna, it was Dinah Moon... or Evania... or someone else of Gustiro's claimed deer. It made her wonder why she bothered, why she still cared for him when she knew she would never really have him. And still something inside her refused to let go of him.
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"And for good reason. You see

"And for good reason. You see how he acts. It's called getting even", she rolls her eyes. "Furthermore, even without me he gets himself beat up. It's not always my doing. It is his fault, you know. So what? I can't even show affection to my own friends if I wanted? He would go after them, he doesn't listen. You would already know about that though". The phoenix shakes her head. "Not with that attitude. - I can assure you though, sweety, if you give me the affections I am asking for, no one will ever stand in the way of you and Gustiro again". Was she lying? Who knows, but it seemed convincing. "So how about it?".
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"I know very well he is able

"I know very well he is able to get in trouble all alone. That doesn't mean I'll just stand and watch you getting him into trouble." Illrose replied, ignoring the other part of the doe's sentence. Oh yes, she knew about that, unfortunately. A smile then crossed her face, and she laughed - without joy.
"What? You would act like an personal guard and keep anyone away from us? Whatever you have in mind, I doubt Gustiro would like it. My answer is still no. I don't trust you."
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Laughed. A personal guard?

Laughed. A personal guard? Would it even require guarding? Sianna had a good idea who was on who's side. She had spent so much time with Gustiro and stalking Illrose; sure, there were probably some deer Sianna was not even acquainted with that may have wanted Gustiro too, she wouldn't stand up to them... if they were overpowering enemies. she had not met them yet. So far, Illrose was the only one. Those Sianna did know of however, were on good terms with the phoenix.

"Consider it an alliance with benefits". Sianna would purpose the same thing again, "If you refuse this time, are you prepared for what will happen if you do? Anyways, if it's a case of 'forget it', than why are you even still lurking around? Get the hell lost then".

"I don't want to be your enemy, Illrose".
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She was sitting beside

She was sitting beside Gustiro as always, Kahlan had come to expect one of two things from Illrose, to either be near him or to be fighting him. Seemed to be all that she did. It sort of amused her to watch it, their endless cycle of fighting.

"Look," She said in a sort of polite manner, as close as she could get. She was not friendly with Illrose, she probably wouldn't be for a long time, but she was tired of fighting her. She no longer felt the burning fury when she looked upon the other doe. "I'm tired of fighting...so what are the chances of a truce?" She asked, ready to make sure that she would be ready to defend herself, if that was what it came to. Not that she thought it would but old habits died hard.
--Mick--
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All of her body language told

All of her body language told how suspicious she was, and that she did not at all trust the phoenix deer. She then turned her head and looked at Sianna.
"Is that a threat?" Her voice was calm, but a slight growl could be heard in the cold undertone.
"Why should I wanna go? Gustiro is still here." She simply replied. Right now she wanted to be with him, she wanted to be his friend again, even though he was sleeping, and surrounded by deer Illrose had a strong dislike for. She didn't reply to Sianna's last statement. In her eyes, they already were some sort of enemies.

Mick;
Illrose frowned in annoyance when Kahlan joined the herd already sitting around Gustiro. Great, another doe she had a strong dislike for. But she treated Kahlan the same way she treated Sianna and Dinah right now - she ignored her. That was until Kahlan spoke to her. She flicked her ears slowly, before she turned her head and looked at the other doe.
"Fine." She simply replied, her voice cold.
"But that is only because of him." She added with a slight nod in Gustiro's direction. It was only so he shouldn't have to deal with them fighting everytime they came together.
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Shook her head, eyes closed

Shook her head, eyes closed with a partial smile. "Oh Illrose, perceive it as you will", is all she'd say regarding that.

"You are willing to go so far for a bull who cares so little for you. What are you expecting to come of it? You may be fearsome with your antlers, but without them you are frail. This is chasing after a lost cause, a dead dream. He will never be all yours, and like him, eventually become broken every single day you step foot here. You are willing to carry such a burden? You will come up empty handed. You can not change him. Unlike him though, you can".

Sianna rests easy, compassion heard in her voice.

"With all of that said though, we could make it workable. - I have never deceived you directly. Yes, I have played Gustiro against others, but as I said, for good reason. Unlike some, I refuse to sit back and take it. You have yet to give me a reason to be after you. - If I didn't know any better, I would think some little birds might be spreading lies; you to act this way towards me over this one bull who doesn't even care about you".

The phoenix would flick her tail. - Time to get back on track.

"Answer me Illrose. Yes or no. Last chance sweety".
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The phoenix deer was perhaps

The phoenix deer was perhaps disliked by her, but she was right. Absolutely right. Gustiro may had cared about her once, but that time was probably over. And she doubted he had cared more for her than for the rest of 'his' deer. Still she had been there, still she had watched over him when he was sick, protected him when he was hurt and comforted him when he was sad. And what did she get in return? A broken heart when she was driven away because of a misunderstanding between her and the red stag. And still she crawled back, begging for forgiveness. This forest had reduced her to a pathetic being.
"I have tried to change. It is easier said than done." She replied, and for once her voice was completely calm, without anger or annoyance.
"That is the reason I act the way I do toward you - because of the way you set Gustiro up against others. He may not care about me, but I still care about him." She shook her head, she was beginning to believe in Sianna's words. The phoenix deer could be pretty convincing if she wanted to. But it didn't change anything.
"My answer is still no."
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"Fair enough," She replied

"Fair enough," She replied with little concern in her voice, though deep inside she was a bit relieved. Kahlan did not like to fight if she did not have to. the act of violence seemed against her nature to heal.
--Mick--
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Illrose simply gave a nod in

Illrose simply gave a nod in return. She knew it would be hard to tolerate Kahlan near Gustiro without doing anything but...what wouldn't she do for him?
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Vera whispered to herself,

Vera whispered to herself, doing little to dodge antlers and hooves as she lavished affection on the much larger doe. "She plays too rough, but I still love her~ Will always love my gifts~"

Dampir's picture

Nice to see that Illrose

Nice to see that Illrose feels better.
and beautiful picture (:
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Shaku; I didn't see this

Shaku;
I didn't see this until now. D: it was hilarious though. xD

Dampir;
Yep, she feel much better now. ^^
And thanks, Kaitlyn made it. <3
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Hey there! I'm the player of

Hey there! I'm the player of the mini deer with the grey pelt, owl mask and fan antlers. Harlequin. She's been kinda bumping into Illrose now and again and is all awkward and just... sits there. I hope it doesn't bother you. xD;; She's taken quite a liking to your Illrose~
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Haha, I think she is very

Haha, I think she is very sweet, and no bother at all. :b
And that is really nice to hear, Illrose is quite curious of Harlequin too. ^^
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ohaithere.

ohaithere.
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Hi. :b

Hi. :b
Kirness's picture

Tracking yay. c:

Tracking yay. c:
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
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Thanks! : D

Thanks! : D
DinahMoon's picture

The photo of Illrose at the

The photo of Illrose at the top is completely badass! Very cool.
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Thank you! :'D

Thank you! :'D
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A number of my deer know

A number of my deer know Illrose, and.. after tonight with Incubus, I just had to add her to his bio. ;w; Don't be shocked if she has him on her heels a little.. and Mori's and Gustiro's for that matter, I hope he doesn't become a nuisance. xD

Tracking. <3
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Ah, I knew I had seen his

Ah, I knew I had seen his picto before, but Illrose was too busy dealing with Sianna to really pay attention to him. x')
And Illrose doesn't mind having a fawn in her heels, she really adores them. ♥
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Oh, no worries, he noticed

Oh, no worries, he noticed that. I think he caught on and started taunting at Sianna with them too after a while like the good little tool he is. xD <3

Hm noticed you updated their

Hm noticed you updated their relationship again. <3
and Kheiron WOULD sit with Illrose you know, but can't say he feel very welcome. xD
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Xemi; Illrose noticed the

Xemi;
Illrose noticed the taunting, and she approved. It was so cute. xD ♥

mini;
Yeah, I had to. It felt wrong having him as a close friend and not the best friend. :')
Awh, it's probably better not to, at least right now. xD
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Lol, yes.

Lol, yes. <3
I should seriously considering changing his personality to "good tool." lD

Track!

Track!
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Xemi; Haha, I think you

Xemi;
Haha, I think you should. xD

Ensk;
Thank you! ^^
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.. It justed clicked. What

.. It justed clicked. What you said on Judas' profile?
Ohmylord ;A; I almost NEVER meet people who've even heard of Kamelot, let alone listen to them.
Marry me. Now. (8
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Kidding? Kamelot is on my top

Kidding? Kamelot is on my top list of bands I like. ♥

Edit; Only if we can have our honeymoon in Narnia, I see you are halfway there already. xD
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It's Kir's and my all-time

It's Kir's and my all-time favourite... ;A;
Incubus was inspired by the four-part continuity from Poetry for the Poisoned. <3
His bio title includes some lyrics.. and Succubus' has more from 'Incubus' as well. ;w;
OhmyGod I love you. LOL

NARNIA IT IS. (8

Tracking ^^

Tracking ^^
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I'm the awesome person who

I'm the awesome person who introduced Kamelot to Xemi.

And pssst. I own Xemi's ass and soul, the only things of him worth having. ;D
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
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Xemi; Ah, cool. :'D I was

Xemi;
Ah, cool. :'D
I was actually thinking about adding Rule the world to Illrose's bio here the other day, I think that is one of my favorite songs from Kamelot. :')

Yay, Narnia. *runs to pack bags*

bluejay;
Thank you. : D
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Doublepost. >.

Doublepost. >.<
Xemi's picture

.... shaddap. ;; I HAVE OTHER

.... shaddap. ;;
I HAVE OTHER THINGS THAT ARE NICE but let's not talk about that here
... Can we still go to Narnia?

Love that song. <3

No probs, I keep looking at

No probs, I keep looking at this everytime you update it but never track it ^^'
Just thought it was time to do so Sticking out tongue
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Kirness; What? I have to

Kirness;
What? I have to share? :c

Xemi;
Of course we are still going to Narnia. *looks at Kirness*



bluejay;
Lol, I'm sometimes like that as well. :')
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I don't share. :c BUT, he can

I don't share. :c
BUT, he can go to Narnia if I can come? :c

I have Kamelot's discography we can blast on the way? o3o
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
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We may need it.. that's one

We may need it.. that's one deep closet.