Diary Entry

How could this happen? (Amary)

(there's some mention of violence here, but it's not really described)

[=#9966cc]I can't stand fighting...especially when my friends get involved... But when my friends fight each other...

I...don't know what to think anymore...

It had been a good day. The snow was beautiful, and those giant mushrooms...I've never seen anything like them before. I felt better than I had in a few days. I even played a little bit with Riptail and a couple other deer. But I had to rest. Being injured makes it hard for me to keep up that kind of activity for long. At some point, I ended up falling asleep.

When I woke up later on, I noticed two of my friends were in the forest. The Priest, who I hadn't seen in a long time and don't get to see very often, and Aegle. They were together. I was excited. I ran up to them, though I shouldn't have with my wounds, but I just couldn't help myself.

When they came into sight, I stopped dead in my tracks. I was shocked at what I saw. Antlers being lowered and hooves being raised. They were fighting...my friends... And it wasn't just a spar, like the one I witnessed between Virgil and Baal. This was the real thing...

The pain I felt inside was awful. Much worse than the physical wounds on my flanks and chest. I felt like my heart was going to break. I called out to them.

"Priest, Aegle, please, why are you fighting? Please stop!" I called, but they either didn't hear me or would not listen. I moved closer. "Please stop this!" Another deer, I think he is called Masque, stepped in front of me and tried to stop me from getting any closer. But I ignored him. I could not just stand by and watch as my friends hurt each other. I care too much for them to not at least try to do something.

I walked right past Masque, still calling out to my friends to stop. The Priest looked at me sadly and shook his head, and the fight continued.


Intrigued (Melinoe)

I have seen that stag before, but only now was I able to meet him properly. He is an interesting one. His appearance is quite unusual, but there is more. I could sense darkness in him, more than I have ever sensed in any one being before. But there was something underneath it. I could also sense that he, too, had some kind of connection with the spirits. Especially to one in particular. I think he must have sensed something of me, as well, as he seemed to know of my own connection.

He pointed out a particular grave to me. It was one that I have liked to lay on sometimes, as its size and shape are perfect for such. Now I know where the poppies I have sometimes seen there come from.

He explained to me the grave is that of his lost love. Normally I would scoff at such a thing. Love... What's the point? But his respect for the buried was not something I could scoff at.

A short time later, the very spirit of that same grave appeared before me. I have to admit I was surprised. Although I am able to sense and communicate with the spirits, I have never been able to actually see them. I did not think they could be seen. To be honest, I wasn't quite sure what to do. I did not want to simply linger around her or follow her around.

In any case, it was quite an interesting experience.


So, Melinoe got to meet Darkweaver and Laghodessa. Laughing out loud
She doesn't mention their names here, but I'm sure she knows them by now.

(sorry for the bump, had to fix a typo x.x)

~Malicious pursuit

~Riddle you...

I don't know... (Amary)

I noticed that after seeing...um, a certain friend...the other day...the next day I felt kind of disappointed, in a way, that he wasn't around.

And, when I did see him, I felt...well, maybe "excited" isn't the right word... I'm always excited to see my friends. Especially ones I haven't seen in a while. But this was...different...somehow... I mean, it's true, I hadn't seen him in a little while, but...well, he wasn't the only one that I saw that day that I hadn't seen in a while. But... Oh, I don't know, I really don't know how to describe it, or... I just don't know how to put my thoughts, or feelings, or whatever, into words...

I have other friends I've known longer...

Speaking of which, I've been missing Skeevah. I haven't seen him in a long time. I have met his sister, though, and she's fun, though I still don't know her very well.

Well, anyway...
I guess I'm just kinda confused. I mean, I'm not sure...why anything should be different... And...well...I guess, really, there isn't really anything different. It's just... Oh, I don't know, I don't think I'm even making any sense.
It's nothing, really...
That wasn't the first time...
I don't know what else to say, I guess I was writing this to try to get my thoughts together, but I just...don't...know...

I guess I'm just thinking too much. All I'm doing is confusing myself. I'll just have to forget it, I guess.



Okay, I should not be up still...But I wanted to get this written, because if I had waited I would have probably forgotten.
Anyway, just a little drabble, nothing special.
Hmmm..... What do you suppose is going on here? ;3
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