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Changing... (Melinoe)

I feel I am changing... Growing softer...

I don't know why.

Perhaps living in this body is causing me to become soft like its flesh.

Or perhaps it is really a part of my nature. Though one would think I should know my own nature. But I've been in the dark for so long. Maybe...the lighter side of my nature is finally starting to show through?

Or...perhaps it is because of the influence of others.

I seem to have become a bit more tolerant of others. I have even found myself...seeking companionship...from time to time. Though I always have the company of the spirits, it's almost as if that is not enough anymore. For, lately, even amongst the spirits, I find myself feeling...alone.

And then...there is Janjaweed...

The one being I...enjoy...being with. Aside from the bat. Somehow I feel...different...around him. I'm not sure how or why. When he appears...I...it is as if my mood seems to suddenly lift, and I feel calm. And when he leaves, I feel...bereft... I feel more comfortable with him than I do with anyone else.

If he becomes too close... But, no, I cannot let that happen.

And yet... I'm not sure I could tear myself away...





Melinoe

~Riddle me N I G H T

.:The Past:.

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Main Active Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
Inactive Deer: Toxic Creed, King Iviran, Imperial Claudia, Khalid, Ghost Maliran, Ghost Mikaila, Tlanextli
Picto's: Load fast and No Lag
Computer: Sometimes the computer will do a RANDOM restart. If this happens I get offline.

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Health: 85%
Health Conditions: Recovering from his illness, his leg of course is still a bother where it gives him a limp. But his mind is plagued by guilt and the want to apologize.
Mental: 35%
Mental Conditions: Lonely, and seeking his former friend.
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'As the Days go by....'| Blog | Isis | No. 4

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As the Days go by || Isis' Blog




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November 1


'My stomach continues to beat me tired, yet I know inside is a gift from the Gods so amazing I can hardly comprehend. Please, grant our child the health and prosperity of many other residents living here...'


"Halloween has passed, and sadly enough I say that I missed most of it. The fawn I bear brings me so much joy and pain in the same moment, but oh how it is a blessing, our succesful bearing. I know that Virgil and I will spoil the fawn rotten. What a lucky one it will be. We both hope, and believe it will be a girl. Whether or not it will be loved the same."

"What a prosperous year it has been, yet finally it is drawing to an end. But much to my delight, for the winter air brings a joy unheard of! Im very aprehensive of it though, with all the new fawns coming, I hope they all make it."

"The snow is upon us now, which surely is a sign of a chilly winter as it has always been in my years. The light snow is great, but the real suprise will be waking up covered in it. My favorite weather, snow. How I hope this season will bring pure happiness, and few occasions of sorrow. I pray this to you, Gods."




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October 4


'The rut begins tomorrow! I have mixed feelings of it, but I assure you I will be around.'


[=white] "How exciting! Halloween, the rut, goodness the forest is just bursting with excitment! Its got to be my favorite holiday, I really hope the Gods will pay us a visit."
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