OH MAMA MR WORLDWIDE'S STARTED STUDYING THE HIGHER LEARNING, IM LOSING MY MIND IN THS WACKY BURNT CATHEDRAL, MY FORMER TIMES SQUARE, THE HOTEL LOBBY WHERE I HUNG OUT WITH ALL MY HOBBIES.


I WILL PARTY TIL THE DAY I THROW MY DEGREE INTO THE ORANGE SPIDER'S 8 HEELS, I'M ON MY WAY TO THE HOTEL LOBBY, WHERE NOBODY CAN CALL ME,

BACK TO WHERE THE SPIDERS BITE ME,
I'M PARTYING AT THE HOTEL LOBBY,
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AND I WISH JENNIFER SAW ME...

It's nice to see this place still had a pulse.

I used to play long ago, though my old account has long since been forgotten. I'll consider this a rebirth ^^

The forest was sorely missed.

Converging paths,
Thread but no needle.
Conversations.
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Please open in a new tab to see all the details.
It turned out way more detailed than I originally wanted this piece to be. Next time I'll keep it simple.
More to come soon, possibly maybe.

It's a gif image because it compresses details better than jpeg.
Some colors are lost this way but the gif compresses in a very straightforward manner,
only keeping the most important colors in the picture.
Thanks, gif format, very cool. :J

It's hard making time and space to do art these days.
Give this a listen, it inspired this piece.
Thank you for viewing. <3

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oOo
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I originally created this account when I was around 12/13, and way before a lot of life happened. I’m shocked I managed to remember the password to this, but I’m pleased I have it back.

My main account is corvusrattus now, but I’ll keep this one around for another picto/character

It’s so insane to think I made this when I was transitioning to middle school, especially since I’m a sophomore in college now,,, but I’m so happy to have this back! I plan on giving the account a facelift of sorts to update with how I identify now, but I’m so happy to share this recollection of memories with all of you

I CANNOT BEAR TO RETURN THERE...
OH I CAN'T BEAR THE TURMOIL, THE GRAVES THAT LIE BENEATH THE COLLAPSED AND DILAPIDATED CHAPEL THAT LAY. I CRAVE THE TASTE OF TAPIOCA AND BROWN SUGAR TO EASE THE TURMOIL.
MY CHONKY COKE NOW TURNED TO ASH BENEATH THE ROTTING STATUES, THE SPIDER BECOMING A DISGUSTING SHADE OF DEHYDRATED URINE, NO LONGER GOLDEN BUT JUST A ROTTEN ORANGE.
I DREAD WHAT MAY COME, BUT I WILL PARTY LIKE WE'VE GOT NO TOMORROW, LIFE IS NOT A WASTE OF TIME, TIME IS NOT A WASTE OF LIFE, LETS GET WASTED AND HAVE THE TIME OF OUR LIVES.


I HAVE 15000 KILOGRAMS OF BROWN SUGAR AND MILK LINED UP AND WITH AN INTOXICATING STOCKS OF TAPIOCA POWDER!! LET US LEARN FROM THE GREATS BEFORE US

I'M SITTING IN THE RUINS OF WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE THE ONE WAY I'D REACH ULTIMATE DIVINITY, BUT SLOWLY OVER TIME I REALIZE THAT I ONLY TRULY SAW MY GOD THROUGH THE BLACK MIRRORED EYES OF JENNIFER, SHE SHOWED ME HOW TO LOVE, HOW TO TRULY SEEK MY INNER PEACE AND CONFIDENCE THROUGH THE TOUGH TIMES, BEEN THERE, DONE THAT.

NOW SHE'S OFF TO ACHIEVE HER DREAMS, EVEN IF IT WAS AT A COST, GONE SHE GOES, IF IT HAD TO BE THIS WAY, i MAY GO WITH HER IN SEARCH OF FINDING THE SAME DREAM.
BUT I MAY ALSO WAIT UNTIL THE FOREST RETURNS TO PEACE ONCE MORE, I WILL BE THE MR WORLDWIDE 305!!!!! NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT FROM ME....

I apologize for my ugly English.
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Appearance:

by me
Art by Fernelescent
Art by Rindea (petaldance)


Nature: The soul of a dead man in the body of a deer with a human face.

Name: Saater. It was a word he remembered from the first time he woke up in the Forest. Maybe it wasn't a first name, but a surname. Or maybe it was the name of his best friend or his cat.

Gender: Male. He has trouble adjusting to his deer form, so he avoids romance.

Age: Saater died as a human when he was 21 years old. He is now an immortal creature and is able to change his age at will: he can be old, an adult, or a fawn.

Sign: Possibly Pisces. Saater can't remember what day he was born when he was human, and he hasn't found any recognizable constellations in the sky in the Endless Forest.

Character Traits: He is very kind, trustful,, compassionate and empathetic, but carries a hidden pain in his heart. He suffers from bipolar disorder: sometimes he is active, cheerful and playful, sometimes he is melancholic and unsociable. Believes in God. Fatalist.

Theme and voice: https://youtu.be/EFz6lXzcyFQ

Art: https://toyhou.se/31417014.saater/gallery


Saater (we'll call him that) grew up with loving parents in a world similar to ours. He was thoughtful, empathetic, friendly but a little cowardly. Avoided conflict, loved poetry, philosophy and music. He had an older brother, weak from birth, who was seriously ill. Saater was very attached to him. Overcoming his cowardice, he always defended him and read poetry to him at home.

I WISH I COULD'VE SAID GOODBYE... I WISH I COULD HAVE DONE MORE,
JENNIFER IS HURT, AND HIDING IN THE FOREST'S UNTOUCHED SPACES THAT I'LL NEVER SEE, FAR FROM THE GLITZ AND GLAMOUR OF THE SECOND DECADE'S GOLDEN TOUCH, THE PLACE SHE AND I COULD NEVER REACH QUITE JUST ENOUGH.....

THE SPIDER STILL FEEDS OFF THE REMAINS OF A FALLEN CATHEDRAL, LINED WITH FAR TOO MANY GRAVES WITH THE NAMES DEGRADED OVER TIME,
THE SPIDER DOESN'T CARE TO RENEW, FOR HE MOST LIKELY DREAMS OF MORE TO DECORATE.

I LOOK AT THE STATUES WITH MY FACE HOT WITH ANGER, MY TEARS RAIN DOWN MY CHEEKS LIKE BOILING WATER.
I'D GIVE ANYTHING JUST TO SAY GOODBYE TO JENNIFER AND TO MEET THE LOVE OF HER LIFE...
IF ONLY THE SPIDER KNEW THE TRUE LOVE YOU SHARED.

IF ONLY HE DIDN'T DESIRE YOU MARRY A MAN AND HAVE MILLIONS OF LADYBUGS SHARE YOUR SAME FACES AND DEVOUR MORE OF THE LAND THAT BE.
HE DOES NOT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU, NOR I, JENNIFER. BUT I'LL MISS YOU.

I WILL BE IN SEARCH THROUGH THE RUINS FOR OUR PICTURES WE TOOK TOGETHER OF ALL THE PARTYS IN THE HOTEL LOBBIES WE TOOK... THE PICTURES IN TIMES SQUARE WITH THE KODAK...