Anything you want; whether it is about my characters, my life, anything. Do not hesitate - I will not bite. And I will try my hardest to answer to the best of my abilities.
I understand that I am not the most active person here, and that I'm not the most popular person here either; but still...even the most random of questions will humour me, spur me.
I often wonder what it would be like if my mother was still here. The peacful chirp of her beautiful voice. The sound of the river, and the sound of the birds, and insects buzzing harmlessly...Except for the day she left me forever.
" ... Feven? are you alright, dear?" i opened my eyes and shifted to look at my mother." yeah... was i screaming or something?" i whispered silentley as i looked over into the pitch black darkness outside of the thicket. " yes, you were kicking and screaming so i wondered about the nightmare you had." i could only see the thin outline of her face in the dark and her ghost white breath clouding the outline. i could here the crickets and her breathing, and the drip of rain outside. " i am sorry, mother. I wont have any mor nightmares!" i smiled and layed down to rest my head in the thick, plush grass that mom flattened out in the corner of the thicket. "ok, get some sleep now." i heard her chuckle, her high voice was peaceful, and to that i drifted into another restless nightmare.
I woke up to the sound of birds and the bright sunlight shining into the thicket. The bright day slid through the thick branches. I looked up and noticed my mother grazing outside. The thin outline of her skinny body was so beautiful, her pelt gleamed, i thought my mother was the most fair of the deer in the forest. She flicked her long tail and looked up to see me. She smiled and shook her beatisul striped fur, it was long and wavy. "good morning, feven! I hope you slept well." she grinned and stared at me, hoping i would answer. "yep! im mighty hungry though..." i drifted of and glanced around the big room in hope of finding something left-over. she chuckled and looked over to me." well, you aint gonna find much in there, so come on out!" She walked away until i couldn't see through bright sunlight. I got up and walked outside slowly, blinking my eyes, and smiling. " yeah, its better out here then it is in the thicket.
Currently: In forest.
Feeling:Nothing/Glad to be back
Mental:-
Physical:100%
Overall:72%
Thinking:"....Did he miss me?"
Last seen;Sitting by her scent.
I apologize if I'm ignoring your deer at all, if they're trying to interact with Nechtan; there's a ton of people on right now (At last count, there were 47 people on), and as a result, my game is doing one of those "freeze moments," where a deer is moving, and then freezes for several minutes. The last freeze up that happened lasted almost half an hour.
So, if it seems that I'm ignoring your deer, it's simply because you're not moving in my game.
I probably will not be on here much during the weekend. And Monday I wont be on here at all cause Im going to a Bon Jovi concert. And I have to drive 4hrs,so Ill be back sometime late Tuesday afternoon.
The moment I looked in your eyes
I saw your soul
After that I can not recollect
You spoke and I listened
Your voice so soothing
I nearly melt at the sound
For these reasons
I look away
For I am afraid of love
But ever since I left
I can not forget you
I should have known better
I should have ran away and never seen your face
I should not have listened to your voice
For now my heart is aching
For that familiar sound
It will not settle
It is rebellious
It will not listen to my case
As it shouts in protest
At each step I take
To separate us
But each step is harder than the last
It wont be long
Before Im running back
To you
So that you will hold me in your arms.
I only hope that you will forgive a foolish girl like me.
For being afraid of love.
