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Hear my cry my friends for it might be my last

I am crying like a child
Not able to hide behind the mask any longer
I was the daughter my mother once desired
But ever since I was young Ive disappointed her
No in her words she used disgusted
Ever since my brothers death
I feel her regret of giving birth to me
Becoming more pronounced
I am a failure
My father would not go against my mother
He would be on her side on any case
So I have no hope of that what soever
This front I have put on is falling to pieces
Before my very eyes
Once my mom used to hug me with her motherly warmth
But only her cold demeaner remains
If both me and my brother were both in danger
And she could only save one
It would be my brother living now
And me burried six feet under.
But maybe there is an escape
The route my brother took to severe his pain
I have always wondered about the world after this
And maybe I would be better in the next
Instead of burdening others with my existence
If you think this poem is fake
Then by all means pay no head to it
But this ache
I feel in my heart is real
And it will not go away.
Would it shock you that I am crying
For this is not the first time my mother has spoken to me this way.
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Day4's Tips on how to get moar Frps.

=Reading off of everyones tips and using my own=
1. Turn player ident. off
2.Turn nature detail low or off
3.Turn character animations lower, to your liking
4.Turn off reflections-might work-
5.Turn off blinking eyes-just one of those "you dont really need' things-
6. TURN OFF SHADOWS YO.
7.Turn "Show players" to minimal. You may not be able to see everyone but you'll be able to see the ABIO
C:
Hope this helped!
And for those who have labtopies like meh.
PLUG IT IN YO!
x3

Mothers Cast Shadows (Repost)

"You have not known me, O traveler, but I pray you listen to the tales and misfortunes that befell a most curious old she-deer. Such a tale comes smooth and strong from oil-black lips, flicked away by tremendous ears. Once more however, ye olde stags with tines that thorn the heavens, and ye hinds with withered visage, come hither, and I pray you listen. This tale of a most curious old she-deer is not to be repeated, it will escape the lips of a nomad as the truth only once, and only the air shall retain its melody. The tale of a most curious old she-deer whom I never met, in which a thousand soft stares of pity could not arouse her from her dillusions. I watched her live, and I watched her die. Now; time rolls back and many suns fall, and we arrive nearly one year ago in The Endless Forest."


The First Encounter
[=9]"The first time I saw her, she never saw me. She was emersed in her activities; browsing the grass and lower branches with a syrupy-warm demeanor. Her belly was round with fawn, and now and again she lifted her head to chatter sweetly to the sleeping infant. I moved on, uninterested, clodding along to the fading maternal tune of her voice.

The evening drawled on uneventfully, and while I rested wearily in the reeds, a noise startled my rumination. From the cattails poked a most curious older hind, adorned with vivid plume and the same tasteful cheeriness. She drank deeply and noticed me not. She was not very keen on her surroundings, this one, humming with pleasure and having her fluff of a tail fly madly behind her. This old hind was more birdlike than I had given her credit; even the forest floor was draped with a magnificent train of feathers, long and glittery green.
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JUST WANTED TO SAY.

I've been here for one year and three days on this account.

MEANING...

I've been on TEF for more than 2 years now! To think, I joined the game before this community site was even up and running.

DEDICATION MY FRIENDS.

GAH.

<3

WHOOOH, GO ME!

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Spelldata Question

Okay, recently, my computer had to be reloaded, and I had to switch from Vista to Windows 7. I have my old spells backed up, but I don't know how to move them, or if it's possible at all. They seem to be in a different format or something than the new spelldata files... :/ Can anyone help me? Or if not, can someone help me get my old set's back? I have Adonis's regular full sized set, but I need his others...
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=::Demon::=

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Plotting blog

NO TRACKING, NO COMMENTING
D8!
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Whispers Diary 28/3/10

Where to start!? Well I met a new deer...he's.. really nice...and smart. He comforts me verey well..better then others have ever. Have I fallen for a boy with dark blue hiar!? Have I lost my heart the way I once feared..but now I think should be revired. I'm A question to the world not an anwser to you...I'll never be what you want me to be. I stand here on my own...cause im not here. I want a moment to be real to touch things i can't feel.. I want to hold on and feel like I belong! How can the world want me to change!? I'm am who I am..I was who I was..now im just me..I've changed for the forest but now...they can't tell me who to be cause im not who they see!! There words are just whispers and lies that I'll never bealeave!!

With love and questions...
Whisper
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Arsenic - Notoriously Poisionous


This world don't give you nothing it can't take away
Everybody holding on to something
Nobody wants to fade away





Black dress with the tights underneath
I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth
And shes an actress(actress)but she ain't got no need
Shes got money from her parents in a trust fund back east
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