I lie in bed
Awake at night
Watching him toss and turn
Wrestling with the memories of his past
Frightful nightmares Im sure
The only things is that they were real
It really did happen.
Sweat glistens on his forehead
He moans here and there
Sometimes he wakes ands embraces me
Bringing me closer to him
I have no objection
For I want to comfort him
In any way I can
Although I can not help it
I still feel useless somehow
Lieing next to him
My fingures unconsciensly trace
The scars that started this all.
His breath
And his heartbeat calm
As my closeness gives him security
This eases my mind
But not entirely
For these reacurring nightmares will surley come again
At this thought a tear rolls down my cheek
And my hands seach for his
If only there was some way to remove the pain
To erase those memories
Those scars that bare them
If only I could
I would
But unfortunately I cant
At these sad thoughts I cling him tighter
I cloose my eyes
Not asleep
Because I can not find peace.
That is deserved

Hi everybody !

I know I haven't been in the forest for so long... Life is not always kind, and I had to deal with it so there was no time left for dreams, friends and fun in the forest.
But I'm back now on. I certainly won't be as active as I used to do, but I couldn't imagine to stay away from you all and from the forest forever.
So I hope to see my old friends and the newcomers I haven't met yet in the forest !

Using mom's computer until I can get it fixed, so I'll be online less often.
;-;
my poor laptop *pets it* /shot

Heres my two since if you give a crap.
For one thing I do not like t be told what to do/
Second I thought I could express my views the way I wanted to.
But after this morning or last nights matter or whatever want to call I dont think Im welcomed in the communtity so Sianara.

[=10]also may be considered an INTERACTION blog.

HUMAN or DEER, though as of now I'm preferring deer for whatever reason.

currently in the family of Magpies; all is well. though NEVER has been dormant for an unnervingly long time and there have been signs that AZALEA is returning soon, days still continue as normal. the seer CHANSE has recently, albeit in embarrassment, admitted his slight feelings for the German boy, GABRIEL. this, in turn, has sent the golden girl, DEVI, into a bitter mood, due to her lack of luck when it comes to love and even friendships. her mother, ASPEN, snorts and thinks of it as no more than a bother for her family, though her half-sister XYLIA worries that Gabriel's charm and indifference could cause clashing in the family. VIPIN has become slightly sheepish, worrying over his apparent, eventual proposal to his love Her, and his niece CARILYNN [CAL] is attempting to push him into it. they have all been stalking among the Ruins more frequently and, in Devi's case, hanging around or even under the bridge. she has been making forced attempts to regain her usual peppy, flirtatious personality, much to Gabriel's. Chanse's and even Cal's bemusement. Gabriel, being a gargoyle, has often been snoozing during the day and wandering at night. there are several fawns now terrified of him. Never, as per usual, lurks in the birch forest area, hiding rather well for his monstrous size, and seems to be planning something, much to Vipin's and Aspen's worry. Aspen's leg is rather numb, though it pains her now and then and she must grumble and rest it often. Cal's euphoria from her ADHD is finally dying down and she is mellowing out. Chanse's healing abilities are growing in strength and are more well-executed.

This fawn seemed really polite and nice about meeting Ikibe. We played for a long time and it seemed to be looking for someone if Im correct. (it kept on mooing and listening/doing the sad emote). We would like to play with whomever you were again.

[=12][=orange] Just a small collection of the stuff I write on TEF. Easier to keep track of when I post more stuff. I was hoping this way people would leave more comments and ways to improve and all. Everything is 100 % written by me. Enjoy!

The heart against the feather
The soul against the clock
Pray to which every gods you worship,
Before the time douth stop.

For no flight will come if the heart has (broken) given out

The weight must balance out
No matter what the size
Heart and Feather
Feather and heart
Freedom and desire
Both know how to burn upon the pyre

For all shall fall by there pride.
Wings spread wide
Filled with unresisting pride
Heart full to bursting
Rise above the cursing
Soul Glowing bright
Able to face all deamons of the night

A victory is grand
no matter what the size
But always remember
There really is no prize

What is broken
must be fixed
With heart , mind and soul
Otherwise shall open a deepest type of hole.

Thyne wisdom shall glide ye to the true gold.

Your wings be strong
Your flight is full
Your head is high and gay (old english means Happy)
But in the vastness of the blue
You are not only you.

Beneth your wings they glide
Like golden shimmers in the air
They hold such feeling for surely they do care.

They hold you steady
never letting you fall
They smile and dance around you
keeping your cool.

They turn the north wind aside
They Guard your name from those who lied
They stand over you through the poring rain
They sit beside you and feel your pain.

Though they are but names upon a brezzes
whispered form time to time
Traveling within dreams
Guiding and giving
There and gone
No matter where
They will stand
Surround you
Till the song is sung
Till the end of time.

In a tree weighed down with blossom
Made light by grace of song
No prison holds the mind
As the mind is alway strong.

A song as old as time
A heart golden as the sun

Surround buy those who dance
Prace and play
These are the ways to spend the day
Golden wings reflect the light
Banished are the fears of night.

Free sprits gather Under the brightness of this one.
To share a pleasure of a scone.

I haven't written about Sparx' adventures for a while. I guess I was running out of ideas and was very busy. =S If you don't really know much about Sparx this is the first of his adventures.
And the one below is the latest!
Enjoy! =)

We sat in a wide meadow of beautiful purple and pink flowers that afternoon. The aroma of their smell wafted into our nostrils, making us feel calm and contented.
We lay down on our backs, our white bellies facing up to the sky and being warmed by the sun.
Serenity was by my side and Latte on her side.
The Two Sister fawns.
Serenity: The deer who is possibly the love of my life. She has eggshell blue eyes and a little bit of a floppy blonde fringe.
Latte: Her sister. An excellent story-teller but does not speak to me much. Her pelt is honey-coloured and she has an overally long fringe covering the right side of her face and flowing down to her chest.
Her one eye showing is blue, like Serenity's.
As I thought and looked up at the sky I realised how much older Latte seemed to be compared to Serenity. Her fawn spots were already fading whilst Serenity still had hers.
I had never thought about it before, but the more I thought, the more I became interested.

I was too shy to talk, of course. So I just listened to Serenity singing. She was really happy, and I was glad. I'd brought her back from the dead, as she tried to save me.
It had only been a week since this terrible incident and we all remained eerily quiet.
Especially Me.
To save Serenity I had to journey into hell itself and bring her back, without being slaughtered by Death. And who showed me?
One of the Twin Gods. Her beautiful silver fur and long flowing mane...She called me Son.
Son...
It was weird to think of myself as one.
I had woken up in The Endless Forest with no clue as to whether I had parents or not.