February 5, 2010 - 7:26am — OokamiAzura
Two kinds of trouble in this world,
Living... dying.
I lost my power in this world,
And the rumors are flying.
So I go insane,
Like I always do,
And I call your name,
She's a lot like you...
--Go Insane, Lindsey Buckingham
She remembered it all.
She remembered the crying, the crawling, the fleeing, the dying, the devouring.
She remembered standing over her starving sister, a strange, sick feeling twisting in her stomach, recognizing it as, “Helplessness.”
She remembered Mitea tackling her brother, Seven, as he tried to call out to their missing mother and father.
She remembered yelling, “Amaya, come on!” as the poor wolf cub tried in vain to make it to the den, before collapsing in a heap, Death’s hand lightly patting her, much like a parent offering affection to their offspring.
She remembered the ravaged look on the coyote’s face, as an easy meal was finally realized.
She remembered the way her mother and father cried out in agony at the news that they were minutes too late.
She remembered hearing the neighboring packs howling as well, her body rattling with yet another strange feeling, which she had recognized as “Sadness.”
So…why?
Why does she seem so cheery, so happy-go-lucky when her sister had passed just two days before? Surely, this wasn’t normal. Surely, she’s still grieving on the inside, the sounds and images fresh in her mind.
But the truth was…it was normal.
Well, to her, that is.
The pretty brown wolf cub, splotched in hues of white and black, much like her father, tilts her head quizzically, gazing out at the land that was collectively called Slough Creek. Perched on a pretty throne of rock that was the overhead of the den, she is a little queen in her own little space.