Diary Entry


Sable I am scared, where have you gone?
I think I must have slept for a long time for the forest around me has changed in many a small way...
I don't want to sleep deeply again... Why do I keep getting so tired?
Sable... I miss you and Sadiki.... please... find me soon.

i'm baaack

hi! omg it's been so long. i genuinely can't remember the last time i was on here, but i've missed it so much.
i doubt anyone would remember me, i didn't have much of an active role within the community, but even if you do please.. don't, i was such a cringe kid back when i first started playing and i apologise for how annoying i was aha.

in recent years i've really picked up art as a hobby and now planning to as a career. it's something i adore and this game has such a huge artistic community, it really makes me motivated!
i have a youtube and instagram to showcase my own artwork! but i'm not active on anything other than that since social media is bad for my mental health, but i really love sharing my work with others. but i'll post some of my artwork on this forum, too.
i may even draw some people's deers from time to time!
ig - https://www.instagram.com/deathbytwiliight/
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBGt16fydcSijRaGb3F8jjQ/featured

i really can't wait to get back into this game again, especially the community. i love seeing everyone's artwork and having such a peaceful place to feel relaxed while i draw.

if anyone has any spare time to help me out with my deers pelt, etc. that'd be so kind, they haven't had a makeover in like 4 years :') will most likely draw you deer in return because y'all have such pretty deers
i hope you're all doing well, take care <3
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got back my old deer

hello. i'm back again. after.. over/around 20 years in the endless forest.

support was kind enough to help me remember my old deer's accounts.

i just had a big hit of nostalgia and had to see if this lovely game was still alive.

looking back at my old posts, sheesh. now i can appreciate how far i have come with my endeavour of learning english on my own. yes, i still screw up, but i screw up far less than back then X3

i always wrote everyone to check out my artworks, sheesh , i had also come far from then

the old deviantart account is pretty dead. i have moved onto other social media and art profiles.

i will post them below. in the rare situation that someone , vaguely remembers an old baby deer constantly looking for elder deers to learn from, and showing off the doodles it did. would like to look how far this now old deer has reached.

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/shadowmeere/ <- please turn on SFW browsing in that one 0,0''

anyway, i should check on my secondary deer, the one i made when i forgot the login for this one. hopefully i will get back the skins i got in both of them, and do a drawing of them.. so many memories. i hope to find new friends over here.

everyone please take care.

R.S <3

[ I’ll be the shadow, you’ll be the light, nothing ] ever lasts forever

Personal Shadow work.
Working on healing.
If you read, forewarning I curse.

[ all your rage, all your pain, & I ain't talking ] about forgiveness

Personal Shadow work.
Working on healing.
If you read, forewarning I curse.

***TRIGGER WARNING: SA/Physical abuse is mentioned

[ can you see me longing for you ] forever

Personal Shadow work.
Working on healing.
If you read, forewarning I curse.

[ darkness in the heart of my love ] for you

Personal Shadow work.
Working on healing.
If you read, forewarning I curse.

Fawn Adventures!


Today had been a lot of fun! I woke up early at dawn and saw a fellow fawn. We ran across the forests together, casting spells whenever we could and rolling over in laughter after mooing at a deer deep in slumber. We found another deer decorated in gorgeous gold and velvety red and had fun dancing and traveling together as a trio. Drowsy from all the energetic fun, we took a nap together beside the ruins and poppies

First Friend

To the wonderful brown/honey marbled deer that took time to goof off and play around with a fawn, thank you! It was a lovely time and I enjoyed the company. Hope to continue seeing you around!
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