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Sorry for the disappearance...

Again. Sad

It started out as merely lack of time, and was soon added to by a combination of mono and anemia, which made it so that I could no longer even get out of bed. Now that I'm recovering, however, I think it's time to get back into the swing of things. I'm really sorry to have missed the rut, and I'm even more sorry that I haven't said anything about why I've been so scarce, until now...

I haven't been keeping up with the fanart a thon, either; but hopefully I will be able to start participating, again. (:

Love you guys! I missed it here. <3
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::Nothing I Say Will Wash It Away:: [T H E . P R E S E N T]

*Will put more info later*

EDIT: Coding is a pain in the ass; I'm sorry that the one chorus line isn't colored, but the coding won't let it work, and I've been trying to fix it for the last 5-10 minutes. I'm fed up with trying to fix it.

I really wish I could have remembered what I wrote out originally, because I know for a fact that it was twice as epic as what I've rewritten. FML =/

Story's told in Myu's POV, but it's not all blue, because I want people to actually read it, and not bitch about how the text is hurting their eyes. Blue text signifies speech only in this one.

Song lyrics used are from the song "Manic," by Plumb.

::Nothing I Say Will Wash It Away::

She breathes in,
She breathes out...

The sun peeks through the trees, touching me, caressing me, as if trying to bring out of this sorry, miserable state.

It could be worse, it seems to say.

Bullshit, I spit back, my anger seeping, like a wound left to fester.

Oasis and the fawn may have cheered me up, but only slightly.

Just slightly.

When Oasis left, and the fawn went to romp with others of their age, I retreated back to the comfort of the Ruins, allowing my thoughts to tear me asunder again, like a predator lustfully ripping his prey apart.

It's not my fault. It's not my fucking fault.

She wakes up,
And lays down...

A quiet snorting noise cuts the air. Glancing down at the white doe sleeping beside me, my mind beings to boil over, like water left to heat too long.

She sleeps so quietly, so soundly, as if nothing can bother her. She is a blanket of diamond snow in a world of plain dirt.

Kita...your fur is so white, so pure, how can you be an abomination, as he puts it?
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"Do I Truly Care..." ~*~ Prose, Feedback ~*~ (Auto-Music)

All right, I needed to type something and this is what came up 8B the MUSIC I was listening to is on here and I'll say it now... I was all O_O I KNOW THIS MUSIC! HOMG *spazz* It's the music from the Opening Cinematic to World of Warcraft: Wrath of the Lich King if you own the game you will KNOW THIS! And it's one of the best cinematic musics at that! XD Don't mind me, I think it rather flows with the story itself actually.

Anyway... the story here is a bit based on Nightmare's semi-recent emotions. He's a mess completely and he doesn't openly want to confess to things. A lot of what he's saying is in his mind rather than openly. Of course... it can be taken as him speaking out loud as well Sticking out tongue You decide. Feedback would be nice though if you read it >>

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HAIIIIII~

(lol I'm sure no one remembers who this is by now)

How long's it been? meh, I no longer care Sticking out tongue

Just thought I'd be a pain and poke my head in over here to see what's going on. Not much, same stuff.

I probably will not be active on here anymore, I actually haven't even re-downloaded the game on my computer :/ But this place dissappoints me now. Too much has changed for the worst i think, and a good portion of my friends either left or are ignoring me. Maybe I'll get active again when I have the time. Right now, I have a lot to do.

I got invited to join an Original Character Tournament on deviant art, where you basically take one of your characters and beat the crap out of other people's characters in a creative and aesthetically pleasing way. And that's where Lier went. He apparently isn't welcome here anymore and I always had better plans for him. so hah. he wins.

i know I owe some of you some trades, and yes, I WILL keep my word, it may just take awhile. I have college to think about as well and building up my portfolio as a digital artist. It's going to help for when I transfer to the Art Institute of Pittsburgh in the summer. not to mention the 11 pages of the tournament audtion that are calling my name >>

If I do become fully active again, I want to start over. and I'll just keep atiq and Silas, because atiq is my baby and silas is interesting. I'll think about Elani. Adel and Lier were failures.

It actually hurts to come back here, because i know that it will never be the same again, because people will be people; they will fight, refuse to reconcile, and generally mess things up. i know they are capable of fixing things, but it's rather hard on the net. I used to not doubt the ability of this place being able to do so, but now I'm not so sure.

i'm EXTREMELY active on deviantart, so feel free to check me out there. and you're always free to e-mail me to chat: phantomhellsing@yahoo.com

Secret Santa Information 2009 Wishlist

HELLO SECRET SANTA.

So, here are a few things that I hope will help you out on your way to finding a gift!

I'm not very picky, but I really like anything unusual.
Or old, like an old pocketwatch from an antique store.
An old smoking pipe.
I love anything strange, if you have a cleaned small skull of anything...
A leather-bound journal or a calligraphy pen.
Any small or large clear glass bottles?
Im your woman for anything OLD AND STRANGE.

I'm into Japanese traditions, not modern stuff like Anime, but old things. Like a Japanese coin or a talisman...

Anything with Meditation or Buddhisim, I am studying them both and would enjoy anything that has to do with either!

I love candles! Mostly regular beeswax, or bayberry.
Have any crystals or interesting rocks?

I collect anything that has to do with angels! I am an angel FREAK. Any books or figurines on them?

Have any books you enjoyed reading as a kid, or now?

Anything Celtic Irish or Scottish that doesn't have to do with beer. An Instrumental CD of Celtic music would work perfectly! Any Loreena Mckennitt CD that isn't The Book of Secrets or Live in Toronto.

Anything Lord of the Rings other than the movies, I'm a huge fan!! Maybe a How to Read Elfish book? Do they exist? Haha!

I love Moonstones! Be it a nugget of clear moonstone, or a small bead!

Any quality gift that is unique!

Each of the things I've listed have their economic range, from extremely expencive to quite cheap. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not spend more than you can on these/this gift! I enjoy quality, but if the quality item is too much to buy, DON'T BUY IT.
I enjoy antiques but I know they are PRICEY.
I shop mostly where I know I will find a quality item for a fair price!
Good Luck and Merry Christmas!
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GraveRobber is...

All gwoed up! 8'D

...he actually grew up a couple of days ago, but I forgot to announce it. xD;

So yay. c8

And I haven't picked out a set for him besides the skull mask. D: I unno' what else would fit. ;c

Yeah...

Okay, I'm not going to go and talk about how I am new to the site (which, of course I am) and say that I know nothing about it. Which is true, but, this is a blog so, I'm going to blog.

Okay, now that we know some of my personality... (Yeah right....) I have to say that I am indeed excited to play this game.

That ladies and gentlemen is my blog.

Nothing said nothing gained..... (None of this makes any sense... ) I'm even confusing myself..

~pruitprine99
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DOE'S SIGGY DEERS. GASP.

[center]OKAY. UH. I guess This is for updates and stuff. I have no idea.

I also guess I'll be posting new siggies here.... So check back often if you're expecting one. Laughing out loud

HERE'S ALL OF THE WAYS YOU CAN GET A SIGGY DEER Laughing out loud

1) Donate to me, and once I get enough, I donate a chunk to TEF. (:
PRICES:
Premium siggy: $2
Premium couples: $2.50
(add on $.34 for each dollar if you use paypal to pay)

2) Win one of my silly contests, which are randomly posted, and not planned at all!
3) Join the TEF lightbringers! When you earn you "Badge" You recieve a siggy deer with a little lightbringer necklace on it!
4) I do accept art trades, but pleeeease ask first!

Smiling PLEASE ASK HERE IF YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR LIGHTBRINGERS BADGE! (:


Here are the defaults:


I've finished the following pieces:
Antlers:
Gazelle (both)
Fan
Butterfly
Poppy
Purple flower
Default
Kabuki
Key
Long
Magpie (both)
Space Beluga
Ram

Masks:
Skull
Forest spirit
Human
Long
Kabuki
Crying
Fan/hands

PELTS
Default (both)
Beluga
BAN (both)
Devout (both)
Gazelle (doe)
Gray (both)
Orange Stripy
Nightfall
Kabuki
Crying idol
Secretary bird (doe)
Golden Butterfly pelt
Magpie (both)
Butterfly
Dark brown
Yellow stripe

[b]If your deer is made up from pieces in the list above, I'll probably put them together for you for free if you ask nicely!
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