Skie's Diary




Today was my first day in the forest. I was a little scared at first, but then I came across some other deer. There was a big group of them. There were a few fawns, but most of them were adults. They were all jumping around and dancing and casting spells. It looked kind of fun, so I tried it. One of the deer came over and started dancing with me! They even used magic to make my pelt look like theirs - all white and glowing. The other deer came, too, and we all danced and played together. It was so fun! I had never imagined that life in the forest would be so exciting. My first day, and I already have a friend. I wonder if I'll see them again? I really hope so.

(Tell me if you know who the deer in the photo are, please! ^^)

But don't worry I hadn't forgotten about TEF. With all this stuff I've been doing to prepare for college my life on here got stolen and in my absence my little fawn Fests grew up. I'v already got a neat anlter set for him but I suppose it's up to him what he wants to become! I'm just thrilled that he's a proper deer now.

(I'm not exactly sure where this would go, so I just put it here.)

I can't login to the game. I put in my username and password, and it says the password is wrong. I have changed my password today. Does that only affect the website or something? The reason I changed it is because I had no idea what my old one was. I don't have it written down anywhere. I'm pretty sure I used to play an older version of the game, and I downloaded version 3.30 this morning. I CAN'T get the newest version, because I live in the USA and there's no option for that for the newest version. Is there any way I can login to the game? If not, I guess I'll just have to stop playing... which really sucks, because I just came back after leaving for a long time. T.T Please help...

I saw the oak tree in the distance again. I've been running the length of the endless forest over and over..I keep coming back to the oak.
I hate the oak.
Serenity and Tamerec are there, curled up together.
I stop. This is madness, I can't keep running.
I hear hoofbeats at my side, It's that doe Skuturz again.
" Sparx, are you ok? " She asks, concerned.
I look at the oak, gesturing to Serenity and Tamerec. Skuturz, I feel, has a way of knowing how deer feel and what they mean.
" This doe, you love her. Yes? " She says.
I nod my head, my eyes not straying from her sleeping body.
" Then tell her. "
" No..I can't. " I say back, I am too nervous. Afraid that she does not feel the same way.
" You can't keep burying your head in the sand, Sparx. " Then she trots off, to find her fawn.
I think about what Skuturz has said. I guess that comment meant I can't keep running from it, it's a stupid idea...I let out a mournful sob.
Serenity wakes up and stares at me with those beautiful blue eyes.
" Sparx...? What's the matter? " She asks, looking confused. I felt angry, how could she not know.
I say nothing, my face wrinkles up with hurt and I turn and run to the ruins. Serenity follows, she can run faster than me and she catches me up. We stand over the graves.
" Sparx, Please tell me whats the matter. " She sounds worried.
" No, Serenity. Just stay away. " I snap.
She looks hurt.
" Sparx....please, your the only thing I have left. " Her voice is pleading almost.
" What about that Tamerec. " I snort angrily.
" Who..? Oh. Is Tamerec what this is about? " She sounds annoyed.
" Yes. It is..he's a nasty piece of work- "
" How can you say that about him?! What does it matter to you anyway.. " Shes shouting now.
" Because....I...Well I, er. I love- " I was cut off by an amused voice.

" Well, well. This is a dramatic scene. " Said Tamerec. Serenity and I looked up to see him standing on a stone pillar. We did not hear him coming, he just...appeared.

I decided my second blog post ever should be a bio. n__n
This will be updated as my deer develops. For now, she is a fawn and still learning.


name : Quinn (kwin)
age : Fawn (one year)
gender : Doe
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eyes : Pale green
pelt : Spotted, darker than other fawns
antlers : Prefers no garland at the moment
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+ Curious
+ Rambunctious
+ Affable
+ Jovial
+ Sociable
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+ Loves to bound and hop
+ Only nuzzles when the other does first
+ Follows and imitates older deer
+ Climbs and hops over logs/rocks/streams
+ Enjoys frolicking in water
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+ Confused by aggressive behavior
+ Frightened by rough adults
+ Dislikes seeing others sleeping alone

"Didn't see them, but its ok"
"Hope to see them Tomorrow"

...I find this forest tinted so.
It would seem the creators of this land have a strange sense of humor, for I found not only flowers of massive size, but also red-capped mushrooms! Never before had I witnessed a sight such as this. Not even in those dreams.
I am beginning to wonder if this place is even real.
After all, one does not find overlarge plant life everyday, now do they?

Alas, something tells me I shall be here for awhile. That there is no going back to where I was before, even if I wanted to.

...
And I do not believe I want to.

That...doe at the pond. In that pelt dark as the night sky.
She seemed to recognize me.
And yet she did not.
She seemed to radiate a sort of disappointment at finding I was not who she thought I was.
This has peaked my curiosity. It is not the first time an encounter of this nature has happened.
One other, who called themself "Priest" - an odd name if you ask me - said I bore resemblance to another. I was unable to get a clear answer as to who unfortunately.
I hope this matter is resolved. I wish to confirm or disprove my - hopeful - suspicions.

In the meantime, perhaps I shall partake of more of those blue-hued fruits I came upon an abundance of.
Their sweet and tangy flavor has proven to be quite appealing...

swearin' at the sidewalk..
and I am overcome..

_{I want to create something, but I don't know what..
I'll likely delete this unless I can fill it with something later..}