I love getting the chance to have a new experience. I hope I have fun in The Endless Forest.

...but first, I really must figure out how to get my deer's name displayed...

Just wanted to know who he / she is. I even wrote the question on the forest's ground while I was spending some time with him / her again. Unfortunatly he / she didn't understood the meaning.

Well... look's like it stays a secret.

Because THIS wouldn't happen to you ever again. XD -> clicky

I hear your voice inside my head

And instanly theres a smile on my face


Your the one I want with me

Through the days I live


Because of you


I can smile


And reach my arms to the sky


I feel as though I can do anything

When you look into my eyes

My heart beats faster

I can hear myself laugh

Whenever you do

Everthing I do

I do it for you

Your the reason

I have a tomorrow

The reason why this heart still beats

And every time I hear you say

Those three words

I love you

I count the stars and my blessings

That I have you

I don't care if other people ignore me

Cause baby your all I need

Your the only one for me

I can go through anything if your by my side

I cant go a day without hearing your voice

And the reasurrance that your all right

I toss and turn in my bed at night

Wondering if your dreaming about me

Some say Im crazy

And honestly I can say

Im madly in love


And there is just one question I would like to ask you


Will you stay with me

By my side

Every day of tomorrow.

(imaginary proposal to Faunet from Kiowa. Whatcha think?)

Seasons come and go

There never the same for very long

You see people with smiles on their face

But you wonder about some

You feel as if its just a mask

Your curious mind wants to dig deeper

To see the truth behind the act

Your curious yet cautious

But your even more aware

Of the ones that never smile

That just seem to drift

From one place to another

To you it's more obvious thats something is wrong

But you stay away

To afraid

To say a thing

Your just afraid

To say the wrong words

That might rub the wrong way

I quess it's human nature to be curious about the things

Were not sure of.

So while you pursue the one that wears the mask

The other is left behind

The one who is vulnerable the most

Because the person shows their true feelings

Instead of hiding behind a mask.

(Alright, I'm still testing quality and video editing in this. There are apparently a lot of things I can do with the program I'm using and I've only used a couple things so far. Anyway... In this video I really wanted to add a lot more of the things I captured to this like, the last dancing group but I couldn't squeeze it in. I did get a small video of you guys when I was leaving though... :< Anywho... enjoy! n.n;)

Ignore the pun.


Man, I've been neglecting this site. Man, my previous blog entries are embarrassing. I actually typed like that? Really?

...Riiight. I'm back. Nobody will notice because I was never really active in the first place, but I am back, for all that it matters.



Edited for typos/ cos I'm a silly git.

*headdesk*
Wow, another year has gone by. I'll be turning 20 on friday... darn I'm old.

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Last night started out...oddly. I was sitting alone for a while when Saosin showed up. He bowed, and I bowed back. Then he sniffed me and gave me a nuzzle, and offered to sit next to me by the riverbank. I have never much cared for Saosin -- he and I have, in the past, had less-than-pleasant encounters before. But, given that he is close to Nevilly, and that I have no serious grudge against him, I've always made it a point to be civil, and I've always felt he probably felt the same way. Other than a brief greeting the other day, this is really the first not group-motivated gesture of friendship he's offered me, or I him. As odd as it was, it also felt very nice. I've been feeling rather lonely since I got back; I haven't really seen anyone. I had been hoping Scape would arrive, or someone, but was actively planning on just sitting there, and was probably just going to end up feeling sorry for myself. If I had sat there on my own, I likely would have starting thinking very foolish, self-indulgent things. Things I know enough of the shape of to take a stab, but I'd feel awful saying and knowing that anyone, even people who would have no understanding of what I was saying, would read it. It was very nice, having him sit beside me. I think I see a bit more of what many of my friends see in him, which is nice on its own. I think that if things continue this way, we can be friends.

Then Scape arrived, waking up a little quicker than he usually does. I asked Saosin to excuse me as I went to greet my friend. While he had gotten up quickly, we were both feeling very calm today. Rather than our usual ruckus, we elected to have a slow walk through the forest, moving slow enough that the forest seemed full of the minutest things – where each tree or sunbeam had several faces to show us as we moved by.

Hello ,

I'm Jirim and relatively new. I hope we come together in good.

We see us in the Game.

(muhihihi bad english i know ^^)