I'm not gonna lie
I'm not afraid to die
The life after this holds a greater joy for me
My life on earth is just that
It's a life to be lived
These obstacles that hit me
Again and again like the rolling waves
Really are not so important
I toss around the idea
That I would want to make a huge impact
Probably not
I prefer to simply help others in smaller ways
That I feel comfortable enough
That I would not let them down
My friends I hold dear to me
They are just like family
I marvel at the lightning in the sky
During a rainstorm
And wonder what would it be like to fly
You can think of so many impossible things
And you can cherish each and every one in your dreams
Dreams are for the soul
They help you live your life
For where would be without dreams today
Probably no where great
With every choice there is a chance
Every chance envolves a risk
Some slightly higher than the rest
There are many things I could list
But all I have to say is everything
From day to day
Has beauty and love
Give it a chance
Open your eyes
To see
Open your heart to feel
What truly is real
Never be discouraged
And die in piece
I'm having serious problems with TEF.. and it's driving me mad.
I open TEF, and I connect like normal. The pictos spread, but when they do, no one moves at aaalll! And I've walked around a bit and no one is doing anything. I can only see them standing around.
And a less serious glitch... I do the simple permadevout glitch but when I connect my deer falls asleep, wakes up, and I see a copy of my deer going to sleep. Then my deer keeps trotting on the spot. I can't do anything, but when I go to the menu my deer stops trotting and just stands there. When I close it down I can do actions but I can't move.
These issues are really ruining TEF for me. I've been going there a lot lately for peace but it just won't work. Any solutions would be greaty appreciated!
[=10]I'm sick today.. and bored.. Anyone who wants art or art trades please say, you will be saving me from boredom (: I'll probably do it on the computer but maybe hand drawn..
One of my new chars needs the nightfall pelt, anyone who helps thank you. His picto is: This and if it is glitched then I would also be grateful if you could tell me, don't worry if you can't see it though.
I've always been sad for the worms I find dried up on our sidewalk in the mornings. Every morning brings a new batch of them, they die in their own unique shape.
It must be a horrible feeling not knowing where you are but your body becoming unbearably hot and dehydrated. Not being able to find safety back in the grass.
Brandy as a puppy did her best to honor these creatures. She would enjoy eating their dried bodies on our morning walks. I used to scold her for it, but now, I kind of see why she did it. It wasn't just an easy treat, but rather a tribute to them.
Much like my views on hunting, I always hope that those who kill an animal honor it and use as much of every part as they can. Brandy had the same idea - honor the dead and enjoy them in our own way.
This morning I wore flip-flops out to an area on my university campus that we call the 'well field'. We have five small water wells in a grassy area on the edge of the campus. My teacher wasn't there this morning but the assistant took over and showed us a few things about wells, part of it I already knew about.
As I stood there, I felt something cold between my feet. Looking down at my left foot, a worm had wiggled between my two smallest toes. I raised my foot and it moved back to the grass. I watched it crawl away, and I wondered if it was happy or enjoying the weather. I hoped it would never find a concrete sidewalk.
There are little things in life that seem so very pleasant. Most people would have been disgusted by a worm finding its way to their toes. To me, it was a small sign of life after seeing so much death this year. I hope this tribute honors the worms who die on sidewalks every morning, and I hope they have a good afterlife.
