I had my first negative forest experience today so it prompted me to write my first blog entry. I was genuinely excited to see the number of deer in the forest today. Perhaps I'm never awake during the times when most other deer are, but for me, it was the most other deer I'd ever had the opportunity to roam the forest with. Generally, it's quite easy to make friends; you walk up to one another, greet each other in some way, and then if there is mutual interest in casting spells or leaping over rocks and fallen logs together, then a new friendship is born.
I've noticed that some deer, older deer most likely, have formed their own little herds with whom they spend their time with. What I didn't get to experience until today was the exclusiveness of said herds. I happened across a large group of frolicking deer, who seemed to be doing nothing in particular, and I thought to join them. I bowed to the group and greeted each deer with an exchange of sniffing and perhaps playful rearing. However, one deer didn't return my greeting, but instead stood shaking its head repeatedly. Afraid I'd somehow offended it, I began a nearly 15 minute long ordeal of trying to express I was merely trying to make friends. Apparently, none of this made sense to the deer that had given itself brain damage by the repetitive shaking of its head.
Now, I know there's some deer that are just more likable than others, but instead of leaving me alone, the deer started to try to pick a fight with me. It followed me around and made aggressive motions toward me until several of the other deer caught on and did the same thing. So it was that simple. I was being shunned in the peaceful endless forest. It was a disturbing psychological experience, finding that even through simple gestures, and even through knowing absolutely nothing about another deer, there's already cliques and prejudices going on. Instead of feeling hurt, however, I was fascinated.

((I'll write their origin story later. Pseudo bio here))


He took his usual sip of pond water, cooling his body during the unusually hot day. Quad sat up, sniffing the air. Something was off, he could smell something familiar...he sensed danger close.

The blackbuck noticed something out of the corner of his eye. Two faint eyes seemed to glow from the cover of a willow tree. The glow was green, nearly camoflauged through the leaves.

He tilted his head curiously. He knew there were a few creatures in the Endless Forest whose eyes had a glow, but this seemed more like a threat...stalking him.

"Hello?", he asked. The eyes moved just slightly. Quad caught a whiff of the scent again, and immediately a shiver shot through his body - Iugulare! The creature smelled like her infection. He was more alert now, his eyes locked on the glow.

The creature approached, passing through the leaves of the willow, revealing himself. Quad was surprised to see him as a skeleton, though he didn't look quite like his deer friends who had skulls on their faces. This creature was different, it had sharper teeth and the face was different.

"What are you? A wolf?", he questioned. The creature opened it's mouth, rows of sharp fangs that seemed to snarl quietly at him. The creature didn't speak or make any noises other than strange creaking sounds as it moved the bones of its body. Quad took a defensive stance, calling out, "Stay back!"

The creature didn't heed his warning, and when it got close, Quad attacked, slamming his zombie antler into the threatening creature. Quad watched as the bones hit the ground, and then he noticed the bones seemed to be covered with the black infection. This had to be Iugulare's work!

"At least that's over...", Quad began to say, but then he saw as the creature's body reformed seemingly quickly.

kikistar2 -

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You know the drill. Some Feral Hearts shots at the bottom (that you can ignore if you want) too.

Anyone wanna parteh?And cast random spells on each other?

So reliable
Desirable as she me may be
She can deny you with simple words
Enticing has her voice may seem
Listen closely to the words


Proove yourself you must
For she gives nothing but loyalty and trust.
Betrayal triggers that timeless temper
It could rival al the others
But you'll see it only for a moment
There is always a reason behind her outburst


Simple touches are simple ways she communicates to you
That she like you
Stand-offish behvior indiates her undcertainty about you
If she act like statue she is ignoring you
Perhaps because she does not like you.

Confrontation is not something she seeks
Or finds enjoyable to be around
She is rather the peacemake in the group

She is stubborn and rarely changes her decision
But is open minded about things in life.
She kind,gently and affectionate to her friends
Always there to support.

She puts her heart in the relationship
Giving him honesty,love,affection,and adoration.
Be not fooled by these words for she is an independent soul if she so chooses.
But she seeks the equal amount of treatment from her mate that she gives to him.


Nature is beauty in her eyes
All that brings puts a smile on her face.

Guys, I've been thinking that my mom may have some problems... She is never pleased with things, and is almost never happy.
Even if I'll clean the house or something, I always do it wrong for her, and she gets mad at me if I don't do anything... It f**cking confuses me! And my lil' brother, it's like, I'm the filthy big angry dog, and he's the cutest little puppy ever -_-
And things are always my fault, the cat pooped on the floor; my fault. My brother destroyed a glass; my fault.
And this morning, before I went to school, she even said "Go to school now, I can't bare seeing your face any longer"...
It's grandma that does the most for me, and my grandma means alot to me.

Sometimes I think about shooting myself.

Sorry for throwing my trash here.