Betrayal
Such a strong and cruel world
But there is no other word that fits
I was deceived blinded by your words

I should have never tried to fix
What should have been left in the past
You just wanted to use me
To rebound from your past
At the very end you said this to me

I was honest trying to make things right
Then you ask these things of me
That I will never do
As you soon see that I would not budge
I refused to give in to your requests
You retaliate with hurtful words.

I'm am shocked
For you were not like this before
This wasn't the you I used to know

You screwed up in more ways than one
I deseve respect
And if you can't give me that
Then you don't deserve me
And you will regret it
For you just lost somthing you will never get back

I cried not over you but the way you treated me
I'm still sick
Shaking and nauseated
It's time to rid myself of you
Forever
Even if you call or next
I will give you no response
Your messages will be errased

Do honestly think I would waste my time on a creep like you
You were exposed for who you really are
And now I want nothing to do with you
I will move on from you to a happier place
And that journey has already begun
I don't want an apology
That is not what I desire

I desire a life that you are not apart of.
For my readers you might think that I'm being cruel
But if you only knew what he did
You would truly see why I feel this way
Trust your gut instinct it's always right
Coming from a writer who has now had experience in the cruel world of men.

The subject came up in a conversation that a lot of my gestures can be mis-interpreted... And this is always the problem with a game like TEF, where gestures can mean a lot of things, and there's no course for immediate correction. Some things, of course, there's no helping... But if I give the wrong impression, that's no good, and should be corrected.

And, I figure, if someone misunderstands me in a way that's problematic, they're probably not going to say anything unless I ask, because we're kind of a paranoid community about that.

So I might as well ask the question in the title line, and see what I can do about the answer.

BLEAAARG. Artface is overwhelmed. Heart is pounding.

*has more art anxiety* This creature I have given birth to is growing quickly, and its getting a mind of its own.

Yes, things are good. It is also scary. I have a lot to do. Always.

Unveiling of Cathay WiIlliams Portrait at Ft. Campbell on 14th of April, which has been almost two months in the making, and far more complex a process than I ever imagined. And more than I even signed up for... signing and embellishing prints right now.

Submitted 4 T-shirt designs at Gallery M.I.A in Asheville. Go check it out.

Another huge but beautiful commission that I am behind on due in 5 days... ACKACKACK.

Hopeful art show in May.

Still need yet more commissions, need to produce more prints.

Want more time for my own art again. rawrawrawrawr!



... I can be calm.

-Emily

Hi guys. :3

I'm trying to build up Rice's 'relationship' section for her profile, but I have a terrible memory and can't remember some of the names of the deer she's played/interacted/met with since I joined. I have a small list of the few I remember just off the top of my head, but I know there's several more and would hate to leave anyone out.

So, if your deer has interacted with Rice, please let me know so I can add you to the list!

I hope everyone is well! <3

Hi guys I want friendship! How about an art trade?

Please observe that my art fluctuates heavily and is bound to be messy so please don't expect any masterpieces! Also it might take me forever to finish it.. xD

I'll trade with anyone so don't be shy please It's first come first serve. Just one spot for now.
CLOSED for the time being. No calling ahead, please! (I'm sorry about this but it stresses me out to have stuff ahead of me and really puts a block on my creative juices.)

Pending trades:
Rice
Toya

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First trade: Rice for Rice



OR


Rice in water!
Messymessymessymes-
This was a lot of fun to do!! Rice's design is so great, I loved getting more closely aqcuainted with it. I made her coat too red, but my opinion kept telling me, brighter, brighter, make it brighter, NO it still needs to be BRIGHTER! So here we are.
I'M SORRY IT'S SO MESS- *shot*

Warning: This story contain blood, violence and gore.
Under cut. (:


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Ideas I have for new sets on TEF.

Tiger set:

An orange pelt with black stripes, still thinking of what the antlers would be like, and a cat-like mask, making a roaring sound when mooing.

Valentine set:

A pink pelt with red hearts everywhere, a red mask that makes a kissing sound when mooing, and antlers the shape of hearts. Only available during Valentines.

Christmas set:

Red pelt and a green face if the player decides to leave face naked, antlers with bells that ring when the deer walks/ runs/ hops/ jumps/ does an action, a mask that looks like the real deer mask with a red glowing nose and makes a ringing sound. Only available during Christmas

Werewolf set:

A pelt with shaggy gray hair, a mask that resembles a wolf's face with red glowing eyes and makes a howling/snarling sound when mooing, and gray, broken antlers, like the ones you see on a person playing an older version of the game, and are covered in blood.

Lighting set:

A pure black pelt that has lighting bolts on each side, a yellow mask which makes a thunder sound when mooing, and antlers shaped as lighting bolts.

Will provide pictures soon.

I need help...

At school at the end of each semester students with good grades will get an honor roll. Honor roll, which I got last time, will be given to students who have one C, and the rest As and Bs. I forgot what the second honor roll was called, but students who have all As and Bs will get this. Distinction Honor Roll is for students who get all As (only four people got this, lols). I'm getting all As and Bs, so I'm sure I will get the second one. Dad promised me he will get me either one of these two things as a reward if I get it: An Xbox 360 with Kinect, or an IPod. Which one should I get? I cannot tell!

I have asked people on three sites: Feral Heart, this one, and Wolfquest. I will chose the one with the most votes.

Wolfquest:

IPod-3

Xbox-2

Feral Heart:

IPod-

Xbox-5

TEF:

IPod- 4

Xbox-5

Total:

IPod-7

Xbox-12

Thanks.