6/21: I really need to get relations on here. Lol

Please do not track :)

Well... I'll start this off by saying: It's 3:27 AM and I'm pretty mixed up.

I'm almost regretting the deactivation of my deviantArt and tumblr accounts, but I remember I never had any fans on either of the two, so making new ones would probably make me feel even worse-- starting from scratch again. I want to draw, but each time I look at the pencil and paper I remember how bad I am at it....

I am lonely. I'm pretty certain now that the remainder of my Summer vacation will be spent on my own, which... doesn't bother me TOO bad. I'll be doing one or two things/activities which are too vomit-worthy and boring to mention, so I guess I'll get to something more... eh~ interesting:

I am gay. I am quite gay, actually. And it sucks to, 1. have to keep 80% of my important thoughts and feelings from all humans in my physical world, and 2. be THAT much farther from the hope of finding love/company. Things are just... confusing right now. But I do know that I want to wait a year or two before mentioning anything to my family. I am now fourteen (I think).

You know what I hate? Grammatical errors. Like... ERROR'S. Were people just fuck there English up the ass. I just hate it. It proves that the human race has become, on average, stupid enough to see something done right every time one opens a book and still not applied the information to their horridly-composed minds. It's so annoying and embarrassing. I sometimes wish I wasn't a member of the human species because of this kind of shit. (ALL RIGHT YOU DUMBFUCKS, THE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS IN THIS ONE MOTHERFUCKING PARAGRAPH WERE ADDED ON PURPOSE AS EXAMPLES. I EVEN USED THE CORRECT WORDS AND CIRCUMSTANCES TO EACH EXAMPLE IN THIS FUCKING WRITING IF NOT THE SAME GODDAMN PARAGRAPH. YOU'RE NOT SMART SHIT FOR PICKING THAT OUT BECAUSE YOU OBVIOUSLY CANNOT PICK OUT THE OTHER HINTS SHAT ALL AROUND THE INTENTIONAL FLAWS. "Like... ERROR'S. Were people just fuck there English up the ass." THAT WAS PRETTY MUCH THE ONLY GODDAMN SENTENCE WITH THE ERRORS I PUT IN, YOU CUNTS.)

Yeah, I think my brain is trying to fall asleep. I should probably go.

It's 4:00 AM, and I am still pretty mixed up.

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I was wondering...

I've been in the forest for some time, and I've often noticed how some players' calls, bleats or "sounds" are different to the ear. Some sound like moose, others normal deer, and there may be a few others that aren't like my call or the typical (and quite sadly annoying) fawn call.

I was thinking the sound of your deer depended on its mask/pelt. But what is it exactly that changes a deer's call?

Thanks~

Well this is quite a pleasant mistake. I seem to have come upon my older TEF account! I'm not sure if my profile page successfully displays my symbol, but I think I have a picture of my character and its symbol which I posted on my new account.

~Krusis

TEF needs a bigger server
TEF needs a lot of things
you know, new things
which we'll never get because
as everyone's been pointing out
constantly
to anyone that says a fucking word
they need money!!1!
8D

If I want to change any account settings the system says I need to put in an email address, right? Well when I put in the address I registered with it's all like "THAT'S ALREADY IN USE". Well no shit. What the fuck am I supposed to do...?