Saved, yet again, by Zombies...
10 . 03 . 14
10 . 03 . 14
WILL THIS EVER BE UPDATED AGAIN?
Last update Rossamund was still dead ffs.
The first time.
Fuuuuck.
Little self-reminder/MOTIVATION to at least go and try to archive as many RPs as possible before Skype deletes them so I can actually remember what happened when I do get around to it.
STILL LOVE YOU, CRAZYBITCH. I'M SORRY.
least you get a bio tho
Doing everything in her power to keep her presence in the Forest lightly-felt and difficult to trace, but inevitably brought out of her seclusion on a few noteworthy occasions.
Reunited with Castallion when she first caught scent of the buck, glad to see he was in as great as shape as ever (and just as colorful in personality as appearance). Tended as much to Rossamund as she could, finding the boy needed counseling through an admittedly difficult chapter of his time in the forest. Tried to work with him on fighting in his ghost form and encountered a hostile June during one their sessions. Spoke with the Rabbit and attempted to diffuse a little of the ire she understandably felt for both of them, succeeding on a few small points she felt. Vowed to take advantage of what communication had been established to try to follow through on it in the future, and from that could only strongly advise Rossamund on how to handle interactions if he valued having a chance of a relationship with his "sister." (It seemed he had been stalking a few of her friends. No idea where he learned that kind of behavior...)
More than the "physical" however, being relegated to this form had the Myling contending with heavily emotional turmoil. Did her best to offer her support where she could through these dark times, not minding when he came to visit her and Indi although made it clear after an encounter with Rohit that he understood both children were to be protected at all costs. Didn't feel she had to say more than that, and Rossamund appeared uplifted by her mentioning that she considered him like family. Less enthused about received the title of Aunt, but it was neither the place nor time.
Speaking of confusing familial ties, had been making gradual progress in her relationship with Indi's son, still finding it imperative to get him on accepting terms with her before approaching Abhiri. Starting to consider it wise that Rohit learn to spar, as he's a quiet, serious little thing with a lot of pent-up energy, and she frankly thinks he could use the outlet. He'd (unfortunately) seen his first fight not too long ago, despite her and Indi's attempts to keep him out of it knows he saw far more than he should have. Attempted to egg him on a few times on a lazy evening at the Playground, under Indi's approval of course, and probably only succeeded in cementing her Weirdo image. Though was able to deadpan though her joy in causing him some adorable frustration in the process of trying to get him to wrestle.
Ended up laying off him finally, and he'd retreat back to his mother on the boulders glaring at her as if she was the single greatest source of evil on this planet. Joked with Indi a few times about how much he seemed to take after his mother and just kind of gets this look back that made her question if the Sangai also noticed a certain
other resemblance the children bore... maybe JM wasn't going crazy after all.
One of the most significant recent occurrences to memory was no doubt Rossamund's safe and eventual return to life, after a long and frustrating journey. Saw to it that he was fed and accompanied for the first few days of his recovery, incidentally using up each of the rabbits she had asked him to kill just days prior, when food hadn't been of interest to him but was to her for a project. Didn't find out how it had happened, not finding the timing right then and also not having seen much of the Myling since that week, though hearing whispers here and there of some of his exploits, for better or for worse.
Caught Rohit and Abhiri out running around one night without Indi's usual constant supervision and got just close enough to keep an eye on them without alerting them to her presence. Indi showed up in no time, so she relaxed and fell into her own thoughts as the family played. Completely caught off guard when the trio came and took Red Hill by storm in a confusing game of
Zombies, no doubt initiated by Rohit, and ended up getting involved in it whether she wanted to or not. Somehow had been promoted from "Evil Zombie" to "Zombie Hunter" in the little guy's eyes, which while it sounded like an improvement at the time, Jokerman quickly realized still made her the antagonist in the little game. Though she fought back, was quickly outnumbered, mobbed, and infected to his seeming delight before Abhiri tired out. Rohit still looked at her like she was nuts when she rubbed the trees afterward, in an attempt to get him to play a little more. Would have to try more drastic measures later, but for the time just took it in stride and settled near the group tentatively. Heart all but seized when the smallest of the trio wandered over and ended climbing onto her back and falling asleep there. A whole myriad of fears put to rest by seeming to get Abhiri's stamp of approval and Rohit's growing tolerance. Didn't say anything to Indi at the time but knows it meant as much to her, too.
Her time and visits with Indi had been occupying the majority of her mind in one way or another, either working during the day on small schemes and building contacts with deer relevant to those schemes, visiting the family in the evening or stealing moments alone with Indi during the night. Hadn't been sticking her nose into much else that was arguably not her business, at least not in any obvious way. And while things were definitely much improved from where they started, the last thing she wanted was to any way encroach on the Topaz's time with her recently reunited family, or to be perceived by an intruding force by either of them. Found Indi by the flower patch near the river alone tonight and gladly took the opportunity to spend some time with the mother.
It wasn't too long before they were being watched. Waited to see if the other (Indigo) would approach on his own, but aware that her own companion was a little less comfortable with the bird's approach (Player assumes Indi felt tacky being caught wearing the same name so embarrassing) and went to deal with it head-on, as was the Sangai's way. Watched this as well though eventually interfered just to make it clear to the newcomer they weren't going to be chasing him, giving him the chance to come closer if he wanted. Could remember every one of her run-ins with Morioch since returning to the Forest and they were intentionally few and far between, but had seen enough of his small bird companion to make a few conclusions about his presence. Knew it was likely that nothing more than simple curiosity that had spurred the visit, though there was a few other possibilities too.
With this thought, plopped herself on the ground, intending to see how the rest would play out. Laid her head on her forelegs and watched with half-lidded interest as she waited for him to either come closer or Morioch to show up, standing enthusiastically when the older male came by. Took the opportunity to observe his behavior and appearance, nothing more than a sniff to his small companion which caused a small stir of amusement in the Kudu as he took off again. Watched the littler one leave, regretting that she hadn't been able to exchange greetings but time enough for that later. Maybe. Whatever it was, it was still better than Xetkal, and she resumed her earlier stance that there was no need for her to get involved.
Aware as they settled back down that Indi was still tense. Assumed her own omniscient Jokerman way what it was about without even asking, leaned close and quietly launched into the best reassurances and promises she could give her friend. Was cut off with Indi's words of knowing, and complete trust in her, and that was enough. In a moment of intimacy responded with the only thing better than that that she could think of which brought the doe pressing closer, things instantly seeming a lot simpler and a lot more complicated in that action. Shut out the world and lingered in each other's companies for as long as possible before Indi had to return to the kids.
Left as well, figuring the twilight hours would be the best time to do this. Despite Rossamund having promised to replenish the rabbit supply, had taken it upon herself to kill, cure, and preserve a variety of small vermin carcasses over the weeks following his return. Gathered them now and went off to the Birch to speak to a contact she'd made there, wanting to pursue a little whim.
It's good to see you both.
...We'll have to do something about that maternally-instilled sense of virtue.
Keeping close at Indi's family's heels should the need for aid ever surface; apart from that, busying herself with other things.
Many visits from Rossamund, to her relief. The Myling was doing a good job of checking in and putting her mind at ease. Watching his appearance shift from avian to vulpine to, at times, something like his original form. Which is at once heart-rendingly gratifying and more than a little bit amusing when he couldn't seem to perfect the hue.
Helped him work on his coloration this afternoon, the process being long and consisting of much trial and error and doubtless lots of effort from the Ghost. Eventually he got it right and their efforts were rewarded. Definitely didn't fall into the pond at any point. Settled into a mood for a moment and took note of the little Ghost sneaking off. Equally curious of where he was going as she was what he would do off on his own, and opted to explore the latter today. Feigned slumber and waited. The thought process being "He can't get hurt... right?"
Wrong. The Myling came back a short while later and settled back next to her. Could sense something was off and kept her mouth shut, just eyed him thoughtfully. At last he started spilling. Questioned him on it a little bit about his participation in a fight, as much interested in his ability to be hurt as the source of his injury. It seemed to be another hallmark of him gaining aptitude in this form.
Joined by Ciel and Neela as well, greeted the pair somewhat briskly as Neela was being adorable and shy and what was Jo supposed to do with [i]that? Felt bad; she really needed to work on how she approach fawns, little girls in particular, but that thought was intermingled with the one that most kids start crying when she looks at them, and more lately have thought that she was going to eat their brains. Didn't want to do that to Ciel's family, and entertained other ideas, all of which consisted of staying seated for now.
Resumed talking with Rossamund, though noted his change in behavior with the pair's arrival. Found out about... something. Unsure. Ushered him a bit closer to Neela, perplexed at both their behaviors when she found out they were supposed to be friends. Also barked out some orders for any future 'incidents' with protecting others. Trying to work with him as it was evident the buck's code of honor was a part of him, and there was no use trying to pretend it couldn't get him hurt anymore.[/i]
...He has my ears.
Visited the Sangai's homeworld in projected vessels and succeeded in establishing her children's souls' connections with the Forest. Concluded the long and arduous 'adventure' and returned to the Forest approximately a month ago, where they immediately set about trying to find the youths, both unsure and nervous that it hadn't worked out after all, or knowing if they would be able to recognize either fawn. Eventually mother and children were happily reunited, though it was clear it would take time and effort for things to settle down. Understanding of this, backed off immediately so as not to make the transition any rougher, even though falling back into old habits of withdrawing was the last thing she wanted right now.
Has busied herself with relearning the Forest. The first order of business being to touch bases with Henna. Accepted her sister's scolding for her lengthy absence (with no way of contacting) and insisted on learning of recent news. All worse fears seemingly came to light. Heartbroken to hear of Rossamund's passing, all the anger she felt directed purely at herself and even saddened that she had put Henna in this place. Made a sort of peace with it a few weeks later, however. Found a way to keep in touch with the boy's spirit and has not given up on finding a proper conclusion to these events. Treasures his attempts to make contact with her and does everything she can to increase the frequency of his visits.
A few other small visits here and there with others. Sat with Ciel at one point and was grateful as ever for his presence in her life, however little their paths may cross. But for the most part, drifted through the Forest like a ghost. Embracing the solitude and spending much time seemingly wrapped up in her thoughts near the riverbed, hardly moving to acknowledge the glances from certain passers-by; wisened up to a few less-friendly individuals in this way, though hasn't acted on it yet. Uncertain if she will. Also been crashing at the Topaz's home when she wasn't there, for a change of scenery. Sentimental like that. Found by Israel one afternoon in her favorite spot, and filled in on his recent travels. Unsure of how to receive the buck now that he's older, and treading carefully but firmly. Intends to learn more about him in light of Indi's relationship with her adopted son.
Rarely sees the Sangai after helping her to reunite with Rohit and Abhiri. Missing Indi like crazy after the events of the past months, which was expected and only natural. Using the time wisely, making preparations. Beginning to take small steps towards encountering the trio and familiarizing them with her presence, particularly Rohit, who already has a negative impression of her. Reassured by Indi that the boy has always been the cautious type. More endeared than anything with being able to see so much of his mother in the fawn. Happy to have them all here, and Indi so obviously happy.
Thoughts and perceptions challenged, even more than she thought they would be, by the two perplexing, spirited little creatures now in both their lives. Trying to do her best to give the newly-reunited family time to adjust, but acutely aware of certain aspects that are incredibly familiar. Keeping these thoughts to herself for the time being as she really isn't sure what it all means, though muses on it a lot in her spare time. Already charmed by and devoted to the fawns in mind, it seems.
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le track~
Ryuu didn't mean to cough on
JD & Carson - Thank you! OL
OL - Rofl! I didn't notice it, or else she'd probably have been a bit grossed out. Oh well, now she knows him a bit better.
I'm was sure, Jokerman -male,
Anyways, it was surprise for me. Love her (:
Haha! I really liked the way
Saburo befriending Jokerman was a really great thing for me, as a player. Jokerman is kind of a background character right now (as you've probably noticed, she's very reserved) and it's always really appreciated to know one or two people notice, regardless. ♥
GIMMEGIMMEGIMMMEEE~ -slobbers
-slobbers on-
I believe I'd like to track
I believe I'd like to track this. :3
" Excuse me miss. I can't
I can't help but notice I go out of my way for you and yet you treat me poorly. I keep you company, I frolic and play with you even when my legs grow tired. I once even gave you the very flowers from my tines, and what did I get? All you did was stare off into the distance blankly as if you were not lavished with such a gift. When you sleep I watch over you. I have shared my hill with you. I have introduced you to some of my friends. I even protected you against a large bird not too long ago while you slumbered. In return I get your sharp horns in my face and taunting. Today, you're avoiding me and I'm not even sure why.
Perhaps you are having a bad month? I want to know what is going on here. If my presence is bothersome please let me know. I would rather not waste my, or your time. "
^ OR A BAD TIME OF THE MONTH.
This means I'm tracking this. Hi. xD
XETKAL, I WANT TO HUG YOU.
also /temp speech color
"Avoid you? That's what you think I'm doing?" Like a switch the dark doe rounded and advanced on Xetkal, stopping just short of eye-to-eye and snorting a challenge in his face. "Is this direct enough for you??"
It was testament to her unimpressed state at the time that Jokerman had no recollection of the flower-gifting incident, although she was reasonably sure that by the sound of it, she had tried stoically just to not lose her temper.
"Flowers? Protection? I got to sit on a fucking hill with you? Thank you, your courtliness, except I don't ever remember asking for any of those things. Think back the past month. What have I asked for? You to stop marking the trees I sit at, nuzzling my ass, and hovering. ...God, the hovering. You thought that was frolicking? Are you an idiot? Your legs grew tired because half the time I really wanted to pummel you into the ground. If I say I don't like something, I don't like it. Your mind may be slow to the uptake but at least your body is aware of the fact that I'm a match for you, if not faster and stronger. Next time it's telling you to back down, listen to it, hm?"
Ocean - +1 for saying what we were all thinking. ROFL
Ocean made me giggle. |D I
I think 've seen this character around. consider this a track too :B
LOL... destroying
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He quirked his head. Yes, he thought she was avoiding him. As the doe slid close to him and snorted he would shake his head with eyes closed. Ah yes, he remembered that one time with the fiery little idol child. He took a deep breath and prepared himself for verbal abuse... this time he would not be dragged down by heated words.
Every second that she spoke he struggled to maintain a solid poker-face, but in the end it would deteriorate into nothing but a frown. The orange stags ears would fall flat against his head, which was slanted slightly to the left, saddened eyes peering at the ground.
"It was not about asking. It was about giving and sharing these things with you out of kindness", he pauses for a moment in thought. Her words struck him like a knife. "I thought we were playing. One minute you allow me near you, the next I get a nuzzle, and now you act like I have been nothing but a burden. I'm sorry... that some of my actions are an annoyance". Xet would turn from her, distancing himself, "I have tried to accept you for you... I promise you, I will never make you suffer again from my slow mind and ways".
He was not sure what else to say. He was taking everything she just dealt. Yes... he was in the wrong. He should have never hovered her, or tried to show her compassion via nuzzles. He should have known they were not playing... he was so slow... she was right.
"I will never bother you again, I promise, I'm sorry. You're right".
He had nothing more to say. If she was done abusing him, he would go about his way sadfacing across the forest.
omg jo you monster.
omg jo you monster.
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LOL, god. Sadfacing all
Edit: For some reason, having a rude character makes my brain think it's OK not to thank you guys for tracks and stuff. THANK YOU, GUYS.
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"Well, the things you gave and shared at me are actually considered harassment when they are unwelcome." She tossed her head, displaying her antlers menacingly, and gnashed her teeth together, grounding out with barely-concealed agitation, "'Tried to accept me for me'...? And why are you keeping track of your progress like I'm an ogre you've been trying to civilize? Ignoring, for the record, is not the same as accepting. You're finally seeing me, now. I don't think you like or accept it. No flowers and nuzzles to be had, after all, as you may've noticed," she laughed.
There was, truthfully, more than a glimmer of satisfaction in her eyes at seeing a frown break through the calm exterior the orange buck was obviously trying so hard to maintain. Good. That would teach him. The brown doe did so hate it when others tried to disguise their feelings. What Jokerman didn't count on, though, was the gradual slumping posture of the male, the increasing despondency and submission radiating off him as his emotions proceeded to practically slaughter him before her eyes.
At the very sight, both ears pinned themselves against her head and one flickered repeatedly until she felt compelled to speak. Her rage cut short, she rolled her shoulders and gave a frustrated growl.
"--Christ. I can't decide if you are a reprehensible, doubled-standard prick who's allergic to any doe who shows symptoms of a backbone, or just a coward with no prejudices, for better or for worse."
With that, her head inclined invitingly. It was her way of asking him to share his thoughts. Not that she would press him. Her stolid glare still suggested that if he thought he was better off leaving, she wasn't going to contradict him.
Why am I not tracking this?
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TOMBOYYYY. Ilhersm~~
Hey Brit, thank you for
Lyss and Jessie - THANK
Uruushou - Ha! Normally she's a grouch, but she's seen how nice Oliver has been to Tandem these past few days, and right now that's more important. Very easy decision for her to make. Thanks for the track.
Well now, that's a relief! XD
♥ love this so muuch
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Ohhh. Pretty new CSS.
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Dis css is so deliciousss~
You do not need to sit so far
Everyone who's validating me
PandaXiongMao - (♥! Sorry, didn't mean to ignore this until now, I had to go AFK for a little bit.)
The dark doe appraised the stranger from the corner of her eye. She needed nothing from him, and he didn't seem to need anything from her. He was being kind. In point of fact, he was here first.
She moved closer.
"It's a nice spot," she said, before returning to watching a group of fawns play at the pond.
(No problem, Ravus. Oh, and
My most frequented in the forest. He agreed, lowering his head to the flowers. He was being polite, considering her to be a visitor to his "home" and to be welcomed accordingly.
(Aw man, thank you.) By the
By the look she gave him, she seemed to understand what he meant by his statement, and what it didn't mean for her. She visited this flowerbed often, yes, because it was secluded, had many trees, and was often busy without getting crowded, but it wasn't her home. "I'll wipe my hooves next time before I come here," She promised, giving the stag a half-smile.
There is as much dirt beneath
(You are very welcome. )
She met his eye and returned
He was here earlier, shoving
((No seriously, that deer acted like the one from earlier, I think it was the same one, though I cannot find the picto))
(Oooh, if it helps, I'm
The doe nodded her head, a smile curving her lips. When she sat again, it was closer, getting more used to the other's company. "Some deer are pains," she granted, no small amount of amusement hinted at in her tone, though she duly noted the calm demeanor the stag had managed to retain while dealing with the offender. She filed that bit of information away for later and glanced to him before returning to scan the river. "I'm Jokerman."
Halcyon nodded in agreement.
Track. Im sure I've seen her
"Jo...are you ok?"
Ooh;; Tracking
Tracking !
♥
Stitchez.
PXM - Ugh, sorry I didn't
Dampir and Stitches - Thank you both so much!
RiverCatRa -
"Me? I've never been better... How long have you been watching me, anyway?"
(Oh dear! I started TEF but wasn't playing---when I looked, my deer was running around on her own with the wrong pelt on. I didn't see anyone around, so I just hoped no one saw that. I guess you did! Was she doing anything strange? xD)
oh lol x) Now I understand
Now I understand whats' happened x)))
Jo jumping for a long time *facepalm*, Saburo was very confused about her behavior ^^"
LOL. That's hilarious. No
tracking!
I'm honored!
pfft
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WHAT??
LOL
adorable art by Tuoho! ♥
WHAT????
WHAT
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the haaaale?
ARGH YOU GUYS ??? it's like
???
it's like the internet equivalent of "we need to talk."
sob
sshhh shhh its okay brit shhh
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mmhmm >_>
mean, both of you.