The players stopped working halfway through.
o.0
NO. MORE. JOKER.
-screams-
In other news, mom hasn't come back yet, but she should be home soon.

Hey People,
Some of my friends from WolfQuest also play TEF so I'm making this blog to find my WQ friends.

Comment on here so I can find you guys in the game! ^_^

Vessel misses the spooky weather. and he hates Skokey for keeping him out of it, AND WEARING HIS SET AGAIN XD

Vessel is quite protective...

anyway, ive been bored. there i said it. ive been drawing more in my sketchbook than anything else, and its all Legend of Zelda related XD i swear, LOZ has taken over my brother. first he played Four Sword Adventure, then Wind Waker, and now hes playing Ocarina of Time, and AFTER THAT he'll play Majora's Mask... man... so much Zelda.

so thats what ive been drawing. and lately ive been getting to bed too late to write anything in the comfort of my room, so thats why i havent really been writing. or drawing. ill try to get the rest of my gift arts and special self-assignments done soon. i have 7 giftarts left, give me some time plz!

and something supernatural has been happening... every time i log into the forest, i get sick to my stomach. i try to ignore it and enjoy myself, but i cant seem to shake it. its happened before, but for a while, the experience has left me. i believe it has something to do with playing deaf. a lot of the time, i play while my brother is down here, and he doesnt like it when im hanging around a huge group thats having a spell spam party. he says the spells sound like a rusty swingset XD sooo.... well, lets start another paragraph XD

i apologize in advance to those i hang around in the forest. i might not be feeling good behind the screen, so i may not want to run around and hop and stuff. ill still buttonmash though

right now, ill go into the forest as Vessel, because ive been neglecting him. and since my brother isnt here, ill turn up the sound for as long as i can. hope to see you there (and i hope you see my set this time...)

EDIT: And how do you change the size of the font? :<

Hehe. I love writing poetry, I can't help myself. I've been procrastinating recently x3 Oopseh.

This poem may or may not be understandable. I'm going to let Painted Lady speak...

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Is...
Is this me?

Coat plagued by golden blotches
Eyes blurred by blue
Yes, this is me

Sniff, and I whistle
Through this mask, abliss, anew
As fawn to doe, transform

Chisper, crisper is the forest floor
Betrodden with crunching leaves
The hiss I hear that others feel protects them
Cruel, cruel, deer

Bouncing happily in place
Anzel Ghost Deer speaks to face
With me, that we are cursed

And companion of the vanity mirror
Snickers at the fate befallen
By our kind
Whose Human is one

I shan't take it
Escape is my only option
As I leap through the doorway and run forth
Screaming to the sky, "Why, why?"

Hooves charred with dirt
I hurt
And look towards the sky
We never look to
Never see the clouds

The fogs that hide in the sky
Trying, they try
To join the fireflies
Up there, up here

The millions of eyes
That created We deer
Staring down on us, before them

My fur stands on end
As I stare up,
Up and away
Into their other world
My true home

Sweet deer no longer, my heart is Tainted
Taint me no longer, cruel being
Cruel Human

I will take it no longer
I will be free

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I'm beginning to believe that Taint represents my philosophical side. What do you think? o.o;

So much for me trying to have a sweethearted deer. Looks like growing up has changed her.

Joker finaly got her doe-day!
now she will need a set.. can someone help me, please?

(edit):
I'm on an other computer now,
so can someone help me get my pelt again? x)
It's the Secretary Bird pelt, doe antlers and deermask.

Anticipating the funeral-- hoping all will go well.

Sitting by the Crying Idol alone
Only the silent forest is heard
And the sleek waterfall ahead
Her body is close to the Earth, hugging its warm soil,
But her mind is far off.... to places uknown and... well...
who knows?

The...the internet here is amazing.
8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I FRIKKING LOVE MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE
I still can't get into the Forest, but I can acess everything else. I'm working on more art, pondering what to draw for Lieka, and getting my new doe ready for her big debut. n.n
NOW
Now tell me again how awesome the Joker is because if he's awesome enough I'll...watch it.
IT WILL TAKE TIME BUT I CAN DO IT.
-scream-
[edit]
ITS WORKING
AH
AH
AH
AH
[editedit]
Something's wrong with my grandmother. O.O My mom and her husband are going to the hospital right now to see what they can do. I'm a little...freaked out. And understand that I laugh under stress.
D:

I'm speaking to you...



I'm lucky that I didn't know you were there until later...for this mask could not hide the redness of my face.

I stare out into the world, fog-born and ghostly, like I. Is this my realm? Is this from whence I was born? I shiver, watch a stray ray of sunlight pass through the mist, see the little dewdrops, microscopic, floating about me.

I have cladden myself in ghostly wares.

My pelt is that of a fae long passed, who chose to end her life to pursue things we deer could never dream of.

My mask is of a self I used to be, more naïve, more hopeful to be normal.

My antlers are the key to my freedom, but they have instead locked me in place.

And you...

They've locked me in this cage...so that I may never be with you...

"To crush is to be crushed,"

So the bats said.

...

I wander.

I wait.

I don't hope.

But that's a lie.

...

Best regards,
~ Anzel

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Don't mind Anzel, she felt like rambling...

Her costume change was partially to match the weather, and partially because she's always kind-of liked the Secretary Pelt, the legs, specifically. And she's wearing a hand mask, even if you can't see it.

Also, I'm kind-of stressed because my connection's very unstable right now, and I can't tell when it is or isn't connected. UGH.

*giggles* For fun, I checked how my computer was doing. About 1k download speed, normal...upload speed, 11 kbps, very slow...ping...1665. o____o; You won't be seeing me in the forest for a little while today XD; Heh. Oh well.

Rubbing against a tree multiple times; Not trying to get a spell, just got an itch or something. I often follow this up with Spar+Yes/No, to show rubbing velvet off my antlers (if I have any at the time).
I'm not attacking the tree, as a deer I was with just now thought.
(Redkora? Is that the name?)

EDIT: I'm bumping this, because people are still being confused at me, and I thhink the post got buried.