[center][=9]I don't know.
It's so hard for me to fit in with this community.
I was looking at some of the really old blogs, from, what, January of last year? So much has changed. Yes, changes do take place, but not always for the better.
Members used to be so welcoming, there weren't yet any groups or cliques, simplistic biographies, everyone was welcomed with arms wide open...
Didn't have so many of the frickin' updates that are like spam to me, and that cover the diaries page like an infestation.
Or the players who feel the need to update them multiple times in one day, just to add one little detail or fix errors. It doesn't even have to be for those reasons.
I don't know where I'm heading with this. Maybe if you go back-way back-and read some of those blogs, you'll see what I mean.
I love my character, Sapphieal (Sgro), and I won't delete him; he's only staying for Emiva and Gweneth, if they ever decide to come back.
I'm leaving this site. Yeah, I'm one of the thousands of others who complain, and who'll keep complaining. As far as I'm concerned, we're not making any progress in fixing this site.
And while I'm complaining, I laugh at the members here who take what they have for granted. Some of them are oblivious to the ridiculous amounts of attention they receive.
It seems like people are selfish here to. What, because someone has good art they're automatically better than someone who's still practicing, and may not be as skilled. This applies with artwork and biographies.
Here are some example of what I'm getting at.
Example 1;
Bio. 1
Bio. 2

They were releasing them again! I just saw someone get the crying mask and dotd mask cast on them!
Will someone please help me get the dotd pelt?

W hat little light there was that night in the Autumn air, reflected off of the pure pelt of a new arrival, a presence that had made himself known to Jettem over the course of a mere few days. Sleep did not come so easily to her as it did others. Even the feared Bylah of the Forest had been seen out of the corner of her eye with his head bowed against his rotting breast, the fire in his eyes dimmed to smoldering embers.
So she sat, waiting. His fur brushed against hers in his sleep, light mumblings coming from his lips as he dreamed on beneath her watchful stare. What few bugs and dirt she found in his pelt she pulled off him, a rare need inside herself taking shape with each time she did so.



Just watching him sleep brought a peace of mind, a light thought, a humble action to her personal being. Where she had felt nothing, she felt now, as when with Nor. A tiny pull at her lips hinted at a smile but it was gone before anyone could tell. How funny, that she had come to be the Guardian of Sleep lately. Nor, Nine, occasionally Bylah (though sometimes she even doubted he ever slept) and more often now the strange deer of the Forest. They came, they sat and fell into slumber at her feet, as if being near her brought you to your knees for the deep need of rest, suddenly you felt fatigued and needed someone to watch out for you as you are pulled into the peaceful world of darkness. And it seemed Jettem was perfect for the job.

normally looking right now though, he's sporting a red coat X3

whooo devout!! X3 was nifty1!


yaay i'm currently hanging around the crying statue just for the heck of it!!

and figured out my deer's name, its Valdryion X3 Val for short <3

*New* (I wanted to change the name because I usually make my characters name according to my new "character" P.s. I draw so thats why XD)

Name: Arrow
Nickname: Ay (Air) or A.
Gender: Female
Age: 20 human years or young adult
Color: Blue with yellow dots+stripes
Family: None yet, but has a sister named Sherry (catwolf111)
Herd: Leader of: Whispering Creek
Info: As Arrow grew up, she began to yern something, and she really hasn't found out what it was. When she was 19, she and her sister decided to make a herd, but hadn't put much though into it. One year later they make a herd. Arrow decided the name because she knew the forest was mysterious and she wanted the name to be to. They hadn't made the herd even after they made the name, but they remembered to make it over time. After the two traveling, they began to complain a bit. They both split up for a while until they thought they needed to end their "vacation". A week later, Arrow had disapeared. Sherry disapeared to. Arrow and Sherry hadn't even remembered where they were at that time. When they myesteriously came back, it was mid winter. Arrow hadn't found a den, and Sherry didn't have time to collect food, so they both wandered in the cold, harsh forest. Arrow and Sherry finally decided to make the herd, and now they still travel together looking for new deer members.

I HATE YOU ALL Because now I'm making one.

GUESS WHICH BIRD HE'S GONNA BE BASED OFF OF?




The male Superb Bird of Paradise. 8D


HE'S. GONNA. BE. AWESOME.

/yay.

Everytime I come on TEF, I see peoples amazing art & stories they write and that inspires me to write and draw my own. But when I post something, its either no comments or negative comments. I've had my share of 'Take it down' & 'Delete that character' so dont tell me what its like, okay? I bet if I could draw like Seenya or write like VCG does none of you would care. This community is so.. UUUGGHHH! I actually want to write 'I hate you all' but that would be wrong because all I really hate is this god damned community. Sue me. Its like, I try to fit in but then im pushed away or beaten out. What the hell? Do I not belong here or something? No, wait. I know what it is your all so elitist.

I dont see why I had to take it down, It /was/ to do with TEF. >:/ & if you call that detailed then, wow.

Two young strangers in this forest. I have no big idea for this series...but i like to draw more deers.

Try it here plz ~> CLICK

Snowrift told me it looked all messed up to her, and I really want to know why, and how to fix this for her. since it's a shame

Any ideas? D8 And please tell me if you're having problems too.

edit ~ common guys, is it so difficult telling me if you see my bio right or not? 8|