[=10]YES. Thankyou, Fled. >D

Have you ever:

Anyone knows the reason for the rain in the forest? 8D

* me like *

Love
~ Bellie

Prepare to learn all the nitty gritty on my deer that they don't like telling. TORTURE. I LOVE IT.
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Have you ever:

Lied to your parents?
A few times, yes. Usually to avoid getting someone else in trouble, and thus me not being harmed.
I constantly lied to them.
Well, yes. I might have, once or twice. About my grades, I think.

Stolen from your parents?
Never done that, no.
I used to steal money for drugs.
No, I would never.

Yelled or physically fought with your parents?
Eh, more like I provoked them to yell at me a couple times. Nothing physical.
Felt like two or three times a week. I tried hitting my dad once and got my ass kicked.
I did yell at her once. I feel bad about it, though.

Resented your family?
Hm. I don’t know, sometimes.
Yeah. My parents more than anything.
No, I loved my mom and I don’t hate my dad based on what she said.

Snuck out of the house or run away from home?
Mhm. Permanently. :<
Ran away a few times, sometimes for months, until they just kicked me out.
Well, yeah, I ran away from where I used to live. I’ve run away from a few places I shouldn’t have, but I just don’t like them.

Injured yourself on purpose?
No.
Nope.
Why would I do that?

Had an eating disorder?
No.
No.
I haven’t but I know a girl who throws up after she eats. She says it’s supposed to make you pretty, but I don’t get it.

Considered or attempted suicide?
I…might have considered it once. Briefly.

1. What are the forest nuzzles for?

2. And does anyone know if it is possible to make the glowing you get when you're practically on top of another deer go away? It's kind of blinding...

3. What exactly is an Abiogenesis?

4. How often does the weather change?

5. How do you get the animal spell?

That's all for now. Thanks for your help!

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Sometimes ... sometimes I wish that everyone would see as I do.
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I've never experienced the other sight, but I do know about it.
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Material Seeing is like watching a façade, it may tell you about the inside, it may not.
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Mind Seeing is like looking directly into the inside.

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Which of course never means that you can understand it immediately.
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You need to learn to comprehend.
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Would you take a closer look if you didn't like what you see,
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because they taught you it's not like you should be?

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Perhaps it was wrong listening to them.
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Everyone bares a deeper self, which even my eyes won't ever recognize.
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If I've learned something in this 'endless' forest, that's what.
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Let me think about it again, is it right?

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You won't ever know. There are others, so much better than me.
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Don't forget your visions about light and white.
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There can be other ways to be happy.
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But is there a way away from sadness

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if it shows that it's true what I'm already assuming?
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One could say it was never meant to be.
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I am not meant to be here. My home's far away.
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Homes can change. This is my new home.
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Will she ever understand to see like me?

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I can feel the loss, stronger than ever.
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It's not supposed to be there,
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is it?
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Everyone will loose someone someday.

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But it feels so wrong...
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I miss them all so much.
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It's my biggest wish for them to return.
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But it seems like it's difficult for wishes to become true.

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It's not like I deserve it.
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No, actually not. I never did anything but being comforted,
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by my dad, by my friends. I have no rights to be sad,
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it's not fair.

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Everyone feels jolly rotten someday.
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I could show some strength by fighting these feelings down.
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Good morning, what's up with you?
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Oh, I? I'm doing fine, it's no big problem.

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The more I think about it, the more unreal it gets.
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Did it actually happen?
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Luck will come with happiness.
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My mother wouldn't want me to cry.
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I cannot lie to myself forever.

I'll try this. I think it'll help my RP skills too.

So.. have at it. I'll see what I can do. Dunno if I'll get responses. xD;; or how well I'll respond... xD;;;

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Responses:

solitarystag:
What is your favorite activity in the forest?:
I love to run. It doesn't matter where I'm going. I may not always be as fast as other deer, but it's fun to feel the wind on your face.

Have you realized that there are ducks quacking by the pond, yet there aren't ever any ducks?
Hmm.. maybe they're ninja ducks. We do have a ninja deer, after all..

What's your favorite weather in the forest?
The young doe grinned, her face lighting up. "I have to say twilight.. everything looks so pretty, and I love to dance with the fireflies! When the other deer have the candles on their antlers lit, and the moon shines down in the sky.. not much is more beautiful."

Do you know any really cool secrets about the forest that you wish to share?
I'm still learning myself.. and I learn more every day. I don't have much wisdom to add, unfortunately..

ToxicCreed:
Kaoori looked over at the stag, as if studying him before making a response.
"The stag would be my mate, Wesker.. he and I were wondering that day as to why you were taking out your anger on a defenseless fawn, but I know a bit more about you now.. so although I don't condone attacking fawns, I do understand why you did what you did."
At the mention of her sniffing the smoke, her ears flattened, and she looked rather sheepish, although she tried to hide it. "Let's just say.. sometimes I make stupid miskates. As I've said.. I know more about you now.. and if you have questions for Wesker.. I suggest you ask him. As to my thoughts of you? I'm not sure what I really think of you.. but I've had my share of demons lately that you do not shock me."

Aegle:
[=#800080]"Aegle..

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Don't you love me anymore?
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I ... I admit, that's a new experience. This may sound selfish.
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But what isn't new is the loosing.
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I'm loosing my love, again.

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Is this what I get for being a bad leader in the past?
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Is this what I get for ... for leaving my friends for such a long while?
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I know, I've done something wrong.
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I shouldn't have been gone for so long.

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I wish I could turn things back, change things,
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but who doesn't?
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Too much 'I' in these sentences.
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Maybe it's just me acting up.

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Perhaps it's just another phase I must go through.
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It's okay, then. Life isn't happybubblebouncy, everyone should know that.
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It's just another important experience.
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I should be there for others, those who need me.

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I have abandoned them for long enough.
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If you may, allow me to have a walk with you again?
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Excuse me for being that selfish,
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for staying away that long.
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Excuse me.

[=10]Written from Lorak's point of view. He sits by a sick fawn...






I sit by her, curled around the frail body that refuses to stop shivering. Her friend, whom I believe is named Elle, has left, leaving myself and this youngster alone. I can hear the wind, but there are whispers mixed with it that do not belong solely to nature.
I can feel it coming for her...
Blood sprays from her mouth as she coughs and hacks, tears filling her eyes.
"What's h-happening, mister!? What's the red stuff!?" Her voice is panicked, high-pitched. My own voice is shaking as I respond.
"It's...it's blood. It's...it's from your heart....Your name's Faeylah, isn't it?" She nods, then speaks again.
"What's that?"
"It's...something very special. It's the Gods' way of telling you they love you, and that...you're special, too..."
"I-I'm special?" She coughs again, then sniffles sadly. "Why?"
"Everyone's special, little one. But you...you're more special than the others. Th-the Gods have...a special journey that you need to take...quite soon, I believe..."
Faelyn's face is panicked as she stares at me, watery eyes into orange. Tears fill my own orbs. "Are they going t-to take me away? I-I d-don't want to leave!"
I explain to her that noone ever does...We talk more, things that I will not reveal here to anyone's eyes and ears...
She asks if she can talk to Elle, Teacup, and Nine...
I explain that I can tell them what she wants to say.

The poor fawn...It's too early. She doesn't deserve the pain, or the gentle lies that I have to feed her, though most of it is true. It seems to help, the way I word things. I pray that she won't hate me after it happens...

"Will you look after me?"
"...Of course."

I'll do my best for her. I'll lead her.
Take care of her.

But I must meet the ones she loves.

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So, yes. Poor Faeylah :c