My best friend and I have been friends for nine years... until recently. She seems to be obsessed with my other friend, and they hang about each break together. I try to join in, but I feel left out, as they are joking and laughing, not paying any attention to me. I feel kinda embarrased to say this, but I feel as though I'm being abandoned. I'm pretty sure I haven't done anything wrong.

Whenever I approach my best friend and she is on her own, she asks me why I am there. I've been hanging around with another friend for a while, but she has other friends, and I want to still be friends with my best friend. She does have problems at home and she used to talk to me about them, until recently.

I just dont want us to drift apart, but I do want the best for her.

Also, I feel quite guilty, as I think the friend she seems to be obsessed with has been telling her that I've been saying nasty things about my best friend(which of course I havent), as my best friend has been glaring at me for some reason. Then she comes up to me later, and tells me how my best friend is quite selfish and annoying..

Does anyone know what to do? I have considered asking my best friend about this but she gets awkward and shy when this happens, and would probably say that it was nothing and what was I talking about.

Dear diary,

In a few day it will be my birthday, I will be a grown up deer. I will miss my time as a fawn. I have learned alot from my deer friends. In a few days it's also my task to help little fawns their way out in this magical forest and teach them the stuff they need to know. But more important to have fun like I have now..

Movie will be hosted here!

hope y'all enjoyed<3

I am serious. I'm testing things out, and I'd rather rage face in peace.

i got a new siggy and now im testing it.

Alright so seriously, what does a cracked rib feel like? OR SEVEN holy hell we were working out on Tuesday and ever since, my ribs have been hurting like hell every time I laugh or cough or twist the wrong way, which is a problem since I have a cold and I've been coughing a lot as it were. And I'm always laughing anyways. Then again, the cold is subsiding and I've still been coughing a lot, so that could be something to do with it...but today was the worst. Got to last period before I started feeling really sore and sick not doing anything, like something wanted out of my upper abdomen right then and there. Now every time I strain my torso too much it starts up, and it takes a while standing up for it to calm down. I think it's an eight or a nine on the pain scale, when it happens. If it persists through tomorrow I think I'll go to the doctor ASAP. I'm hoping I didn't do something serious...8| So mainly I'm asking A) What can get damaged in the frontal torso, just below my boobs lol and B) could this be something more serious than a pulled muscle?

OKAY I stop whining now. augh it hurts so much. ;_;

How do people do that?I want to look like how I WANT to! I only know how to do it on other people.

P.S. I'm a Full Grown deer now!YAY!

School ended this afternoon, leaving me once again gloriously free. I have an online course I'm taking this summer, but in the meanwhile... WOOO!

So, what'd I miss?