Wanders Silent Dream

"to be human?"
Is it the shape of one's body?

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Misako on the left.

(I'm not on my normal computer at the moment and have a dodgy mouse, you can be 99% sure that Ayal is not rearing or attacking you i've just failed in pressing the right emotion button. I think he scared some fauns today by accident.)

I woke up in the playground, the rocks stealing the warmth from my body now they had cooled down. They had been warmed by the sun when I had nodded off there yesterday afternoon. I stayed where i was trying to clear the fuzziness from my head, antlers feeling far too heavy as they tend to do when i wake up. Finally making it to my feet I stand and stretch out the kinks shaking my head to dislodge the morning dew from my antlers and taking slow steps as i make my way down the rocky terrain and off the playground.

I bellow into the still air and wait for a reply as I sniff the air trying to pick up a familiar scent, finally catching one and trotting off towards it slowing as I hear the sound of water. I find the little red deer Vala resting by a sleeping deer and after only a moment of introductions she has cast a spell on me turning me green and scaly. It does feel rather odd no longer having fur and as the new scales of the kirrin pelt begin to itch I sneeze it away and bowing to Vala trot off back away from the water only to stumble upon Stella with another deer.

I stop amazed wondering just who this stranger is, i've never seen the white doe with a friend before having always found her on her own. Its not long however before we are introduced and both of us trying to tempt the timid doe into some games. She rises to the challenge magnificently and soon we are all hopping around like spring rabbits and laughing so hard we roll over. I grew hesitant though as the prancing about took us closer and closer to the pond, the thought of going near such a large body of water terrifies me to the my core.

But c'mon...

Lately I've been feeling... Dunno, mostly forgotten, or invisible. There's a select few that still talk to me and stay close, but most people seem to be generally not-there. I mean, I've tried a few things to stay part of the community - Drawing people's deer as aliens, trying to hold a contest (Which only one person participated in! *dies*), interracting in forest (and mostly not recognising others anymore), and trying to RP when I have time, among those things. Even including others in stories, which I've mostly stopped writing since poeple don't seem to read them anymore or care to interract with my characters or keep them around. I don't know what people want anymore.
Now, my B-day just passed, and I did flag a statement that it was coming ahead of time, but the only response to that was people just saying 'happy b-day' on that one thread, and leaving it at that...

Yet other people with days in the same week get fanart and in forest parties.
I hate to complain or sound jealous, but I've been here a few years and wonder why I don't get nearly the same response. It kind of hurts, and I do feel a bit left out.

Seriously, I'm starting to wonder if I'm even still wanted around, of if anyone beside a very select few would notice if I dissappeared.

I'm sorry, I just don't know if I stand anywhere anymore. Its a bit selfish I guess, but it's been a long time that this feeling of abandonment has been over my head and I've been silent about it until now.

Wahoooooooooo Im 16 and yes I got a cell phone and a watch!


Have some cake

I haven't been in the forest for agessssss!!! so much has probably changed and i wonder if there are still deer i remember and will people still remember me and Raffles?
Well if there are people still out there that do well this is what i've been up to.

Since i have got Jinksy all my time is being spent with him or buying stuff for him! Every now and then i have to go work booooo i have done alot of overtime hours but it's now gone back to normal ish (so maybe i might pop on here a bit more). Then most nights i'm out doing laserquest, bowling, pub quizes, guitar hero playing and general enjoying life and not being able to get up the following morning because i'm sooo tired lol.

Hopefully i'm going to my first show next sunday with Jinksy he's doing good riding-wise we're struggling with turning at the moment but atleast we have brakes now XD. I also trust him enough to sit on him bareback!

Oh also he's just had his 7th birthday on the 5th of May and he got lots of carrots, apples and pears


So yes that's where i have been and what i've been up too Hope to see you all soon in the forest.
(Except in July when i'm meant to be going Iceland, y'know with this volcano and ash cloud stuff i might never even get there lol)

Toodle pips

Helen, Jinksy and Raffles
xxx

May seventeenth is Norway's national day!
it's the signing of the constitution, lke fourth of July in America~!
huge party<3
lots of celebrating, ah, I would love to go back if only for a day<3

Hehe, Hiya People Of earth and Space , Im Shiranui_Wolf, First Time Player, First Time Blogger XD, Anyway, Im Enjoying the Game so far, It would be nice to make new Friend's on here . It's a Well done game, and i enjoy being on it
My Deer is called Jagara, She is in fact Female xP.

If some of you play WolfQuest you'll know me by
Mystic_Wolf
+ Shiranui +
xP, I've recently moved to the Shiranui Account, So you might not find me on mystic wolf But it's worth a look dont ya think xD...

We return to the Dragonfly household.
These screenshots are killers, so be warned.