Theres a particular reason i am writting this, no other reason than my Grand Mother has terminal cancer. I am not looking for sympathy but just to write a reminder of her before she leaves as a diary entry by Bree.
Just like all of my stories start; It was a normal day with mottled patterns from the faint sun on the floor blah blah blah. Since i was very little i have always known the story of 'Little red riding hood and the big bad wolf' in this occation I am little red riding hood, Grand mother is nan and The big bad wolf is nothing other than the terminal cancer cells, stealing my grand mothers life from inside; Like the elegant little germ it is.
I left my shelterd tree shack and trotted along the forest, as said before. Everything yet again seemed normal, as said before. I kept trotting and trotting until i reach Grand Mother Pammy's house. She was known for her kindness and baking that she done regulary as she has nothing else to do except socialise. I walk in tapping my antlers on every tree trunk i accidenly hit, which is most of them c:
The whole feeling in the wooden shack was strange, the smell of death and heated bodies hung around like a constant wind only surrounding the close trees making a home for my Grand Mother.
I saw her not moving and just lieing there. Thank god my parent's weren't there it would of killed them inside. We all knew there was something wrong with Grand Mother Pammy her waist seemed to of drastically widened and her face became pale and was prone to many viruses and dieseases around. I never thought one could kill a deer though. I stood there in less shock rather more frightened how i would kept living without my Grand Mother; She was well known and always said she was alone when she was friends with every one, It was just and excuse for me to come and visit you see.

Well, Hello! I'm Wanderer, you may call me Wanda or Wan, Either is fine. I've been on this game for...2 and a half years, I just never joined the forum. ^^

Some of you may know me as 'Shiranui'. You may call me Shira if you like, but i don't care. :3
I'm known on other games and those are;
Secondhand lands; Camu, Faye, Olivia, Chasil, KumikoRasha, Wanderer, Dasari.
WolfQuest; + Shiranui +
TEF (Obviously); Wanderer
Impressive title; Wanderer
Impressive Hearts; Wanderer
MSN; (You may add me, if you like. :3)

That's it. If you know me, Give me a bell and we can chat. C:

on another note, I'll probably be on IT/IH/WQ/SHL More then this, so if you want to keep in touch, you know where to find me, or as said, add me to your msn. C:

Well, Nice Talking to you!
Wanda.

Okay guys, I know you have seen me vent on this site since Dad and Mason died. I was using this place to escape, and from now on I won't vent here anymore. I'm going to take Ocean and Pega's advice, and when I need to vent, I'll type it onto a word document so I can delete it instead of posting it here. I've also set aside a bunch of CDs to listen to when I'm getting in a bad mood.

I deleted my updates page because it was where I was venting the most, so please retrack it if you need to.

But I need one more thing, and please read this below:

Please accept my apology.

I'm sorry for everything I've done on here that I shouldn't have. I'm sorry that I have been venting on this community, it wasn't right for me to do so. I'm sorry for asking for so much artwork, and also being jealous of people's art skills. I'm sorry that I shove my characters into everyone's face and talk about them so much. I'm sorry that I have been degrading myself and constantly telling myself that I'm worthless. I'm sorry if I ever said anything in the chatrooms that offended anyone or wasn't appropriate. I forget sometimes who I am talking to. I'm sorry that I come off as being pompous or snobby, I really don't ever intend to sound like it. I'm sorry for all the drama I caused on here.

And from this moment on, I won't let it happen again.

Any time I ever start to fall apart, I have my resources to take my sadness and frustration elsewhere. From this moment on, it will no longer be posted here.

I love each and every one of you. So please accept my apology.

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Sorry for spamming. I just had to. <33

A pianist in Toronto, Canada, plays his heart out, recording an album that he titles Seascapes. The album is produced on cassette, CD, and LP, the cover art that of crystal blue waters. The album is given five tracks, each one his own inspiration and creation. The album is published and soon available for all to hear.

This man does not look for fame, or fortune...but just to share his music to the world.

Twenty-six years later, a young man and his mother walked into a shabby thrift store. The place is filled with a variety of things, and as he walks around, he notices a shelf with old CDs on it in the corner of the store. He eagerly walks over and thumbs through the CDs, passing Christmas albums, old computer games, and 90's pop bands. As he looks, one CD catches his eye, titled Seascapes. He pulls it from the shelf, reading "Michael Jones, Piano Solos" on the old cover.

He brings the CD to the front desk and pays for it, his mother buying a few things of her own. The CD is placed in a bag with his mother's items, and the two leave the old store and drive home.

That day, the man puts the CD into a CD player, pressing "play". He doesn't know what to expect, or even if the CD will work.

And for the next seven minutes, the song entitled Mexican Memories plays into his ears. A pianist plays his heart out, and the man envisions himself in a front-row seat of a piano hall, listening to this man from 1984 create beautiful music.

And the next part is unexpected, the young man then sees grass grow around the piano and pianist, the theater becoming entangled in vines and trees. Whitetail deer frolic nearby, and for a moment, he catches a glimpse of a blackbuck antelope running by.

Well, my Intous 4 -insertbragbrag here- is not letting me use pen pressure! Any ideas? And, when I look for it on my system, it isn't there. :c so, I can't uninstall. :|


I really LURVE pen pressure. It's how I get my rockin' flowers to actaully.. ROCK. ;Any help? :3

Edit: It works now... but. :| I really would love to find the source of this issue. :|

((Ignore the mechanical whir of CSS coding in the background. Thanks again ocean~))



Ever have one of those moods where you don't really want to do anything at all?
Yep.


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