Many may say how they've been broken hearted,
But how many can say they've died of a broken heart?
I can say I have, for today my heart decided to die
And yet, I still live and linger on the Earth

Many truths reside in the world, though none sadder than these:
Dreams do not come true.
Miracles never happen.
Some stories don't have happy endings.

How do I, with my dead heart, continue in this life?
How can I mend my own pain and sorrow?
How can I live to see a better tomorrow?
How shall I dream of miracles if they never happen?

Oh how I wish to just surrender to the dark.
It beckons me endlessly, wanting to free me of my misery.
And yet I know better than to give in...
As no matter what, I always have at least a glimmer of light within.

I have died of a broken heart this day,
Yet here I remain, picking the pieces up, reconnecting them.
My heart is shattered and revolting in my eyes alone,
But it is with the love that remains that I will carry on.

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Vent writing, after being driven to a dark and terrible place today. I nearly lost myself, and still feel very weak and weary from the damage that was done.

It had to be written, the truths I am feeling as of this moment. I apologize if I scare any of you, but this day has been among the worst I have had to live through.

So you get in 'cam-deer' mode?
I wanna capture some nice scenes ♥
But I forgot what file D:

Toya would have spoken if she could.

But she has no voice to explain herself.

Toya also might not have gotten such a chip on her shoulder about that momma deer if they hadn't taunted her when she first backed away graciously.

But also understands how parenthood can make a deer stressed about anything.

Toya also has a new set of antlers, and wonders if perhaps she is a he now. Maybe that was the problem. Toya's true gender is largely dependent on others interpretation.

Letting off some steam with a light spar was nice, but re-approaching momma deer to apologize and try to make amends went very poorly.

Toya knows there was fault even pushing them again... But when he cowered and even let momma deer herd him, that little brat copped an attitude and started cheering on Momma to fight Toya off! Which of course, was obliged. Toya didn't bother to defend, and took a wound to the rump today.

If the little one was frightened the first time, it sure was rearing to see more.

Lesson learned. (OOC: of course no hard feelings)

Being a buck is hard.

BLEARG.

Uses Da for doing artwork.
I'm considering getting a Da account and I was curious about the benefits of using it to create artwork.

To those who watch anime this name might seem familiar.
Yes, this is a fan based character from inuyasha.
This may turn into Kagome's bio.
Please no hating/

Load previous protocoll?
Y/N|

OMG ; almost 1 year ! This was so fast !! Comes now later LOL !! 52 weeks

Ok, first of all I have two computers, and Peirce lost both of his sets on them. On one computer I can't play the game for a bit, so when I do, I need someone to help get my set back. On my other computer which I'm on right now, at first I needed someone to help find my mask, now for some reason my whole set is gone.

I've completely almost had it now. Please, someone help me.

<sub>Alright, going to give this a shot... please excuse my rather long first introduction post. It was just to set a mood.
I was greatly inspired by this story by Apeldille for the setting. Check their writings out, please.
If you would like to roleplay with the humanoid form of my character The Childless Father, reference here, please do so here. I'd be honored. As for you, your character honestly doesn't have to be a humanoid, although that would probably be easier.
Remember I can't always be online and that this roleplay may sometimes be fast paced, sometimes it won't simply because I can't. I am not the best roleplayer around but I enjoy it.
English is not my native tongue and I made, no doubt, many mistakes. However, I hope you enjoy.
Onwards!

EDIT: Also, I forgot to say, I chose this setting because, well... be honest. Would you imagine Childless sitting on a bench in a park in New York?


Yeah...
....no.
And he does wear clothes -facepalm- I forgot to describe them. I'm an idiot.
ALSO.
If you would like to join
PLEASE DO. Just specify if you want a one on one or want to join the central roleplay! Both have the same setting.</sub>

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It was completely quiet as dawn quietly broke through the twilight time; without a sound it, as always, arrived.
Yet the rays of the sun were unable to reach earth through the thick layer of dark grey clouds smeared across the heavens; like an artist had painted the skies roughly and wildly like an empty canvas needing to be decorated, to be filled. At this crack of dawn the dewdrops scattered on the blades of grass merely glistened faintly, the temperature an uncomfortable chilly one.