I am planning on something with Pierce and Voice after all the black deer crap and stuff is over. And I need three players for the plot. Read under cut.

I've come back, but I still feel the same. I have so many things going on here and in real life. With all the drama and all that crap that happened the day I left, maybe it
was just because I was in a bad mood.

First of all, I would never kill off/scrap Pierce. I have been developing him before I even joined The Endless Forest, and I never expected him to turn into... this. I sorta like the
change that he's a Darkness Prince, a dragon monster. What I don't like is how he is hated.

A long time ago, Pierce was just a plain stag, a friendly, nice stag. And he still is. And yet he is treated like shit. I wanted a sweet, friendly character who made friends with
everyone. I wanted him to have a good time, and I also wanted to have a good time too. I wanted to have a good time, I wanted to make memories. And yet I blew it, now instead of having fun I'm being chased and attacked. I know I'm not supposed to take it personally, hell most of Pierce's "enemies" are great friends, but... I want to spend
time with my friends. And I can't do that because their deer hate my character.

And, I think people are just starting to make their characters hate mine just because they see Pierce as an aggressive character, or atleast someone else is doing it. He says
one thing in an RP and the character hates him for life. Just... I don't want my deer to be hated. I want to have fun, and... when I'm playing Pierce, I don't see being chased
around "fun". With a much more agressive character, it's a whole different story. But Pierce was made to be friendly, he just gets angry a lot like I do.

So, no matter how much I revamp him, others will still think the same of him.

And no matter how much he says sorry, no one forgives. So sometimes... I take that to the heart even though I'm supposed to not to.

When you guys said that maybe I should leave, you guys were saying I should leave. And I thought, "Go away, you whiny little brat.

(yeah. I'm such a wimp that I can't leave The Endless Forest just for a week)

What exactly is MSN? I see everyone talking about it and I have no idea what it is.

drawing trolls!

https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.php?watch=ApelArt

After a year and a half I'm back, guys)

http://www.livestream.com/zeeze

Warnings: Gore, blood, freaky-creatures. [.. Sometimes.]

Sitting on the edges of sight lay I. Simply watching everything within my vision, observing the motions of life before me. I do not know the personal stories of all. I am simply an Observer, I enjoy watching life as it unfolds.

I use I a lot, my apologizes. I should not be concerned with myself, only concern for others, my watches. Yet they watch me. My dear friends, Serenai and Mr. Sanguine.

I yearn to be accepted, but I feel too different to fit in. I do not feel like I properly belong. It is weird, so I become an outsider. I observe, watch, listen, but rarely participate. This will change. I may become active, enjoying the company of others here. Or I may forget to visit more and more, eventually never coming back. Maybe someone will come to me.

I am rambling about myself. I suppose I am just a newcomer. Neither an Observer or an outsider, simply new.

I am born.

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