Is it better to die in pieces or all at once? I watch as mother and father deer get reports from doctor deer down by the pond of being healthy. Yet things are not the same. For years a deer progresses upward, refines a skill, flies a bit farther... then one day not so far, not as fast still good but something drifted away never to be retrieved. At first no big deer deal since plenty more after a life time of romping around, diving in the water or flying in the air.

Slowly despite the healthy reports mother and father deer give up some favorite activities small things at first then bigger things. Long trips become less frequent and roaming starts being only at the favorite spot. Realization that nothing can be done to make it better other than make it comfortable.

Should the mother and father deer find a fire spot and rage, rage at the dying of the light inside? Or do you just let it slowly envelope till no reason more to do or think? At that point what does progeny deer say.


A deer life well lead cannot go on forever so how do you exit ancient wise deer. What do you save and what do you let go. No dreaded deer disease, no dramatic heart attack no intense pain, just a very slow fading. Those deer together so long have long since merged into one so how does one become single again after so long paired? Lovely healthy gray parent deer enjoying simple sunbeams, the taste of food, the feel of a large velvet brown glade to nap in and the trickle of water.

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xx Name: Bargac xx Species: Maned Wolf/Babirusa Hybrid xx Personality: Friendly, cautious, stubborn, determined, excitable, adventurous, inquisitive, intelligent, social but uncertain of more than two strangers xx Current Height: 50 cm xx Age: 4 months old xx Runt of his family xx Born Maned Wolf, Mutated by a portal xx

Day one

World smells strange, smells sickly sweet, strange purple flowers
Do not recognise forest, do not recognise any smell, no sign of family here
Can't get back, tried to go back but couldn't, tried walking back to the strangeness but was gone
Can't see far, strange white over everything, have to use smell
So many noises, so many strangers, must be careful of dangers
Managed to hunt, managed to catch frogs and hoppers, found fruit and a hollow den
Will stay here, need find better food, won't last if can't find food

Hey all it has been many years. Im semi active again, not that anyone remembers me lol..
But

ANyway! I was wondering if someone here has knowledge about how joysticks work with TEF?

I am using a Xbox One Elite Controller, and it doesnt seem to talk with the game well if at all...

also experiencing lag spikes. I go from 56 frames per second to 18... and vice versa.

Any help is appreciated or suggestions!! Let me know what option worked for you.

I haven't played this game for almost a year because I didn't have time (school) but now I'm back and I'll try to log on more often! C:
I love this game. It's so different from other games, I've never seen anything like it before.
Also, playing it for the first time was a very interesting/weird/scary experience for me. You see, in most games I play completely by myself, alone, but here it's quite impossible. (I mean, it IS possible but you HAVE TO interact with other people to change your deer appearance.)
I have a really bad social anxiety in real life and this game has helped me a little with getting used to the idea of working together. I know this may sound funny or stupid, but it's true.

I dunno. I just felt like writing this. Besides, I've never really interacted with the community on the forum so...
Hi! C: