and all her broken wishing bones

April 20, 2013 - 8:06am — ems.

12/9/21:
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Wearing one of these around her neck.}

MentalWell * EmotionalWell * PhysicalHealthy. Tender

Shared something, and parts of herself, with Maekrix that she has never shared before with another. Terrified of this newness and what may come after it between butterfly and dragon, but feels enlightened that she was able to express her love and adoration for the man that she has held for years and never quite seemed to know how to voice the things she's feelings. Something she has never been able to do with anyone her entire life, including her birth family. Riding the bravery it has given her, but unclear on how long that will last.

Today allowed herself to venture into the forest and was immediately found by Godless. Remained still and as calm as she could upon his arrival and joining, though faltered upon his closeness and hovering over her with a sneer bigger than anything she's ever seen. Dodged drool that fell from bared grin, and conversed only briefly before escorting him back to Amnula. Returned shortly after and was glad for their distance, despite his presence being watchful from the hill behind her. Eased with Kruger's presence, and made her way over to join him, which seemed to deter Bane enough as he went about his way without problems.

6/19/21:

Lots of things over the months. Invited to Nix ranch, that she was absolutely enamored with. Hopes one day she could have a small peace of paradise like Nix has with his home. Enjoyed it immensely, and was able to get refamiliarized with horse riding. The next couple of days after that taken to a special place by Maekrix. Conversed and spoke of things regarding feelings and where the other is in their life. Saw and experienced things that awed and terrified her.

Today, in forest, had only stepped in for a few minutes before catching the attention of a predator. Noticed them in the distance, but kept her cool as long as she could while heading toward a haunt. Could not settle comfortably or without anxiety, and soon her instincts were right to be concerned when she was lunged at. Fled for her life after just a moment of defense, fleeing for the playground to hide in a crevice that did little to shield her from the wolfs attention. Found reprieve with aid from a stranger (Astraeus), and later another (Garai). Left for the pond after a while, in an attempt to wash her seeping wounds in a bid to hide or rid the smell of the blood. A naïve thought it would hide her whereabouts from the predator, and attract others of the same. Only settled by a tree at the outskirts of the birch, slightly, when the forest grew quiet.

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April 20, 2013 - 8:06am — keepspeeps

Brother track ;3

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Keeps loves Fay.

April 20, 2013 - 8:08am — OrinocoFlow

mama track ^^

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

April 20, 2013 - 8:09am — Waning-Sun

watching.

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April 20, 2013 - 8:09am — niriya

OHYES. (can I ask why is

OHYES. (can I ask why is there suddenly another fawn from Aria popping up?)

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Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!

April 20, 2013 - 8:11am — OrinocoFlow

in short, after the other two

in short, after the other two were..removed...I wanted there to be at least two fawns ....so instead of replacing one of the others I had it as if she'd had a fourth that was very weak and rarely seen and no one knew of. yeah on the spot planning but this is all for fun ^^

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

April 20, 2013 - 8:12am — niriya

Okee. 8D

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Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!

April 20, 2013 - 8:15am — Silverfang

CHOKES AND DIES SHE'S

CHOKES AND DIES SHE'S ADORABLE. ;~~~~;

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April 20, 2013 - 8:17am — OrangeJuiceMoon

-Rolls all over dis-

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April 20, 2013 - 8:31am — Phaios

bebe o3o

April 20, 2013 - 1:38pm — C!ssy

HOW CUTE OMG

HOW
CUTE
OMG

April 20, 2013 - 5:59pm — RedRaptor96

Track

April 20, 2013 - 6:26pm — Poppyflower

Brb ded

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~Poppy~
Profile picture by ahimsa ♥

Pixel Wis by squeegie~

April 20, 2013 - 6:30pm — ems.

askl;djaskljdf Thanks you

askl;djaskljdf

Thanks you guys ♥

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April 20, 2013 - 7:09pm — Clare

Aw. Cute.

April 20, 2013 - 10:09pm — ems.

Thank you ;-; & Thanks to

Thank you ;-;

& Thanks to Ori for drawing her how I pictured her ♥

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April 28, 2013 - 3:05am — wingeddeer

Cyooot ;u; Track

Cyooot ;u; Track <3

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April 28, 2013 - 3:05am — Poppyflower

Hurrhurr was hiding under

Hurrhurr was hiding under Zash with you just now

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~Poppy~
Profile picture by ahimsa ♥

Pixel Wis by squeegie~

April 28, 2013 - 3:32am — ems.

Thanks &hearts; & yes I seen

Thanks ♥ & yes I seen little Jacob ^_^

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June 20, 2013 - 3:29am — Farelia

Track. c: Nadezdha thought

Track. c: Nadezdha thought she would keep this lovely little baby company for a while. ^^ <3

June 20, 2013 - 3:35am — Carry

Oh my goodness

Oh my goodness <3

She is so cuteeee, my Dulcie would love to meet you.
Tiny fawns ftw. <3

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June 20, 2013 - 3:38am — ems.

Thank you both ^_^ & I'm

Thank you both ^_^
& I'm sure Gia would love to meet Dulcie too ♥

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June 20, 2013 - 7:56am — Rhhya

Kshhh, what I dont track it.

Kshhh, what I dont track it. :'D

July 20, 2013 - 4:54am — Waning-Sun

Maybe he played favorites, I

Maybe he played favorites, I don't know, but he's not going to let himself fade away without clearing the air here- which frankly surprises me that he has one last bit of fight left in him. I don't know. Maybe the little munchkin pies bring out the old Akhen. If only he stayed that way.

"You don't need to be sad, Gia," his voice was just as faded as he was, "there's nothing to be sad about, sweetheart." he settled down beside her, wing fanning out to shield her little head from the sun.

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July 20, 2013 - 5:18am — ems.

The young female had barely

The young female had barely left her home tree. Keeping herself curled up into a tight ball. She had been so excited & happy to see her father days before, though she had only been in his presence once before, she thought the world of him, just as she did her mother. Her eyes were swollen from the constant crying though it seemed perhaps she had cried all the tears she was able to right now since none fell. Had she upset her father? Had she been a bad daughter? So many questions ran through her mind as she recalled his distant behavior towards her prior this day. Her eyes were closed tightly as she heard his voice but she didn’t budge. His voice had to have been in her mind, after all. It wasn’t until it was quiet & the sun seemed to be hidden by an object did she dare open them. Her breathing stopped as she saw her father beside her. Had he come to scold her? No, his words were too kind for such a thing.

”Daddy?” she whispered, squinting her eyes to see him better. He didn’t seem… all there though, but she didn’t care. As long as he WAS there, that’s all the youth cared about.

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Thanks for the track, Rhhya ♥

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July 20, 2013 - 6:01am — Waning-Sun

"What has you so upset,

"What has you so upset, Little One? " he asked softly before starting to groom her feathers. To say he felt bad was an understatement. He felt worse than bad.

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July 20, 2013 - 6:04am — ems.

”Scared… an worried… I did

”Scared… an worried… I did something to make you mad. I don’t want to upset you, daddy” she sniffled, wanting to bury herself in his feathers but fearing the outcome. Fearing he would be gone just as the previous day.

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July 20, 2013 - 7:12am — Waning-Sun

He sighed, wondering how he

He sighed, wondering how he was going to explain the situation to her. Or...if he even should, "Gia, you haven't done anything wrong. You've never done anything wrong, you're the perfect little angel." he murmured, "I'm sorry I upset you, little Daughter. The problems I am dealing with are things that are beyond you, your sister, brother or mother. They have nothing to do with you, any of you."

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July 20, 2013 - 7:27am — ems.

Her eyes grew wide as she

Her eyes grew wide as she looked up into her fathers face ”I haven't upset you?" she asked through a few sniffles. Her ears pinned back as she listened to him. Surely he wasn't going to be doing what she thought ”Are you leaving again, daddy?" she asked, her face soft & her ears drooped. She had already lost grandmother, would her father be gone next?

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July 20, 2013 - 7:46am — Waning-Sun

"There's no way I could be

"There's no way I could be mad at you, Gia." he answered softly, "No way at all. You're perfect, little one." he took a breath stopping his preening to address her next words, "Yes. There's a good chance this will be the last you see of me...until your day comes- I pray in a very, very long time. Just know that I love you, all of you more than you can ever know. I have not abandoned you; I am always here in your heart and I am always watching over you , your sister and your brother."

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July 20, 2013 - 8:03am — ems.

She hummed quietly at his

She hummed quietly at his compliments of her. Nothing sounded better then hearing that her father loved her, that he wasn’t mad or upset with her, that she wasn’t a bad daughter but the humming soon stopped once he began explaining that he would indeed be going away. She didn’t understand some of what he said, but she knew well enough he would be leaving, leaving her. This time she would start her own grooming of him, unaware or worried if he would dislike it or not but she needed to have some closeness before he was gone again. “I love you daddy” she whispered, rubbing her cheek into his orange feathers, her heart sad but happy all at once “and I’ll miss you soo much” She hadn't been with her father as much through her life as she would have wanted, but no matter the time in between until she was with him again, he would always be her daddy & she would always be proud to call him that.

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July 20, 2013 - 8:30am — Waning-Sun

"I love you too, little

"I love you too, little Angel." he wrapped his neck down around hers, hoping she wouldn't catch the tremor in his voice, "I love you more than anything, Gia, if I could change the way things ended up, know I would give anything to do so..." he took a breath, "I am always with you, little one. Even when you can't feel me, or see me, I am always there." he nuzzled her to emphasize his point.

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July 20, 2013 - 8:41am — ems.

”Even when you can’t see me

”Even when you can’t see me or feel me, I am always with you too, daddy” she said, closing her eyes & rubbing her cheek gently on his feathers. She prayed this moment could last forever, that it was just a dream & her father would still be here tomorrow & the day after that, but wishing wouldn't be able to help her now. She opened her eyes, however & looked up to her father with complete awe. “Won’t ever forget you, daddy and I’ll always wait till I get to see you again.

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July 20, 2013 - 8:55am — Waning-Sun

"That day will come soon

"That day will come soon enough little one, enjoy your time while you have it." his voice had gone quiet to keep himself from choking up, instead he rested his beak against the little heart of feathers on her forehead, the closest to a kiss he could get, "Your mother and I are proud of you, Gia. So proud of you." he murmured. His mind worked to come up with something else to say, but he couldn't. He could only remain there in that moment, wishing it would last forever, knowing in his mind it would.

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July 20, 2013 - 9:11am — ems.

She was unsure how she would

She was unsure how she would enjoy her time knowing her father would not be around but she still had her mother, her sister, brother & of course her uncle Zash. They would keep her strong, she just knew it. ”So proud of you too, daddy” she said, closing her eyes as his beak rested against her small heart shaped crown feathers upon her forehead.

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July 20, 2013 - 9:03pm — Waning-Sun

So proud of you too, daddy...

So proud of you too, daddy... he felt his heart break. He would go through any of the pain he went through in the past just to not hear his daughter say she was proud of him. "I love you, Gia," was all he could say, wrapping the little doe in a hug as he faded away.

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January 4, 2014 - 10:21pm — Sirius

Are you that agressiv Deer in

Are you that agressiv Deer in "purple-white"?

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January 4, 2014 - 10:24pm — ems.

No o_O

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January 4, 2014 - 10:32pm — Sirius

uhh iam sorry then* ~Track

uhh iam sorry then*

~Track

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March 7, 2014 - 6:03am — OrinocoFlow

// since i missed ya last

// since i missed ya last night I wanted to throw this here ^^ you don't have to reply if you don't want to. Or you could reply on skype. Either is ok.

Rajan had been moping about for quite some time alone. He would rise, walk, rest then sleep. It was his ritual ever since Gia had vanished. But today was different. A scent, faint and covered by stranger scents but familiar came to his nostrils. He bolted up and rushed towards it only to find Gia. His snow white princess sleeping soundly. He wanted to cry out in joy but she was too peaceful and he didn't want to disturb her. So instead he ran about gathering flowers and placed them all around her and left a leaf of fruits and greens before settling down nearby to keep watch of her. "Welcome back gia..."he whispered , unable to let go of his smile.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

April 29, 2014 - 3:04am — Silversnow200

Tracking, this is cute.

June 28, 2014 - 10:09pm — ___

OOC: PEPPINO SAYS

OOC: PEPPINO SAYS HI.

Peppino was roused from his sleep by the sound of bleating fawns, a sleepy, honey-colored eye opening up to only see blades of grass. With a yawn, he raised his tired head, blinking a few times before deciding to rise and stretch his limbs.

With a grunt, his limbs popped as he stretched, shaking himself before straightening up. It probably was time to wake up now. His tail swished as he gazed out at the pond, turning his head and looking at the surrounding area, until something that was a bright white caught his eye. It was a doe, standing behind the tree with only her head really visible. Wiggling his ears, he decided to go introduce himself because why not? His hooves thudded against the solid ground as he trotted over to her, a grin spread across his lips.

June 28, 2014 - 10:26pm — ems.

She was trying to be brave,

She was trying to be brave, trying to make her papa proud by seeing the lighter parts of the forest and trying to greet others, and though she still ran from tree to tree around the forest, the doe stopped to peek out from behind one in particularly as she watched a stranger sleeping. Anyone else would find it, perhaps, a little unsettling, but Gia didn’t think much about how she appeared, and when he rose and stretched, she slunk back a little more. She hadn’t noticed just how much larger the male was and when he made his way over to her, it took everything to stop her body from trembling.

”H-hello” she quietly stuttered, hopeful he would find her too pathetic to eat or harass. She couldn’t lie, the smile she saw on his lips eased her mind, but his massive build still made her nervous, and she would quickly flatten her ears and give him a low and submissive bow, her tail tucked tightly against her rump ”I hope I didn’t wake you”.

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HAI!
And thank you, Silversnow200 ♥

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June 28, 2014 - 10:38pm — ___

She was so...tiny, and he

She was so...tiny, and he almost thought she might be a fawn until she spoke. He supposed there were petite does as well as petite women. "Hello, Sugar," the blonde greeted, ears wiggling at the sweetness of her voice, "And oh, no, definitely not." The paisano's tail swished as he looked over her stance; perhaps his size was too intimidating, and he didn't want her to feel intimidated. He slowly sat down onto the grass, his eyes focused on her. "You don't need to be shy, Baby," he cooed, "And I'm Peppino by the way."

June 28, 2014 - 10:51pm — ems.

She watched the dark male

She watched the dark male fold his legs and rest on the grass near her and instantly she felt at ease. His words and names also did the little doe wonders. She’d never been spoken to like that and she found his charms unfamiliar, and perhaps a bit strange, but she also found them alluring. Slowly her posture returned to its normal stance, her ears moving to straighten up as she took a small tentative step forward. A smile of her own even danced on her maw as she finally decided to join him and fold her own legs underneath her. ”Sorry” she shied away, even though he had just told her not to be. ”My name is Gia. It.. it’s nice to meet you” she added, her smile still firmly on her muzzle.

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June 28, 2014 - 11:03pm — OrinocoFlow

(I am very much loving

(I am very much loving reading this haha XD Peppino you ladies man you )

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

June 28, 2014 - 11:23pm — ___

OOC: @OrinocoFlow: PEPPINO

OOC: @OrinocoFlow: PEPPINO CAN'T HELP HIMSELF. HE LOVES TO PLEASE WOMEN LOL.

“No need to be sorry, Baby,” Peppino said as he watched her small form sit beside him. She was such a pretty white, so pure, so clean, and her feathers looked soft like down. “Gia…I like it,” he said, his eyes looking over her delicate face, “It’s a lovely name.” The doe was obviously the shy type, which only made flirting with her all the more sweeter. “And how has your day been, Sugar?” the blonde asked.

June 28, 2014 - 11:31pm — OrinocoFlow

(I seriously want gia's

(I seriously want gia's mother, Aria, to meet him XD despite her gentle nature their interaction would be hilarious...sorry ems for spamming your blog XD *runs off* )

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

June 28, 2014 - 11:42pm — ems.

She couldn’t help it. The

She couldn’t help it. The smile and widening of her eyes when he said he liked her name and complimented it was hard to hide and, honestly, she didn’t particularly care to hide the fact anyway. ”You do?” she gasped, her little white tail flapping against her rump gently as her eyes glistened towards his own ”Pepinno is very nice too. I-I like it” she shied away slightly, before she was drawn by his voice once more. ”It’s better now that I have company” she smiled ”a-and yours?”.

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FFFT that's alright Ori XD

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June 29, 2014 - 12:17am — ___

OOC: PEPPINO: "GIA, YOU

OOC: PEPPINO: "GIA, YOU DIDN'T TELL ME YOUR MOTHER WAS HOT."

"Oh, yes, it's very beautiful," Peppino said, his ears wiggling when she said he liked his name, only stroking his ego more. The stallion's tail began to swish at her mentioning her day was better because of him. "Oh, my day is much better than it was earlier because of your beautiful presence," Peppino grinned suavely, leaning in closer, "So much better."

June 29, 2014 - 12:30am — OrinocoFlow

(OMG XD hahahahahahah)

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

The Endless Forest

and all her broken wishing bones