12/9/21:
{'cower' emote is used for submissive behaviour.
Wearing one of these around her neck.}

MentalWell * EmotionalWell * PhysicalHealthy. Tender

Shared something, and parts of herself, with Maekrix that she has never shared before with another. Terrified of this newness and what may come after it between butterfly and dragon, but feels enlightened that she was able to express her love and adoration for the man that she has held for years and never quite seemed to know how to voice the things she's feelings. Something she has never been able to do with anyone her entire life, including her birth family. Riding the bravery it has given her, but unclear on how long that will last.

Today allowed herself to venture into the forest and was immediately found by Godless. Remained still and as calm as she could upon his arrival and joining, though faltered upon his closeness and hovering over her with a sneer bigger than anything she's ever seen. Dodged drool that fell from bared grin, and conversed only briefly before escorting him back to Amnula. Returned shortly after and was glad for their distance, despite his presence being watchful from the hill behind her. Eased with Kruger's presence, and made her way over to join him, which seemed to deter Bane enough as he went about his way without problems.


6/19/21:

Lots of things over the months. Invited to Nix ranch, that she was absolutely enamored with. Hopes one day she could have a small peace of paradise like Nix has with his home. Enjoyed it immensely, and was able to get refamiliarized with horse riding. The next couple of days after that taken to a special place by Maekrix. Conversed and spoke of things regarding feelings and where the other is in their life. Saw and experienced things that awed and terrified her.

Today, in forest, had only stepped in for a few minutes before catching the attention of a predator. Noticed them in the distance, but kept her cool as long as she could while heading toward a haunt. Could not settle comfortably or without anxiety, and soon her instincts were right to be concerned when she was lunged at. Fled for her life after just a moment of defense, fleeing for the playground to hide in a crevice that did little to shield her from the wolfs attention. Found reprieve with aid from a stranger (Astraeus), and later another (Garai). Left for the pond after a while, in an attempt to wash her seeping wounds in a bid to hide or rid the smell of the blood. A naïve thought it would hide her whereabouts from the predator, and attract others of the same. Only settled by a tree at the outskirts of the birch, slightly, when the forest grew quiet.