Ain't no graves gonna pull my body down. // Mhaica

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"You look well."
Updates; 08.06.2016
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IMPORTANT: picto graphic is inaccurate but the pictogram it links to isn't. Needless to say, picto change. Gonna switch to a simpler bio too when I feel like abusing the ctrl-F function for a few hours :^)

Recently: Sought out Sloane after God knows how long. Had a bit of a sketchy talk with her after Indi was like "lmao get off my hill you family reunion assholes!!" where some ouches were exchanged but ended on a more or less decent note. Decided to try and make a conscious effort to be around more and spend more time with her, since anything he knew about his sister prior to trauma-induced amnesia had been long forgotten. Bristled a little when Benat came by but took a deep breath and laid his head down and shut up 8x HOWEVER when Shaila came to join Ben he grumped off into the birch, not entirely sure how to act or feel around his half siblings. Flopped down in a patch of tall grass and camouflaged into it nicely, which came in handy because..

.. A lion-deer hybrid (Hades) wandered close while he was trying to nap. SHADDAP YOU'RE BIG 'N LOUD I wanna slEEP. Instead of doing the mature intelligent thing and just telling the guy to buzz off, fussed and put a bunch of primal threat displays on from his huddled place in the grass, eventually earning a "fine, asshole" from the other male. But he left. YAY. Mhaica this is why you have no friends.

Hikari stopped by and he quickly invited her to sit, happy to snuggle the little doe. Dozing on and off and enjoying her quiet company.





{ Name } Mhaica.
{ Titles } The Swallowtail, the "All-Seer".
{ Age } Young adult
{ Gender } Male, stag.
{ Species } Deer, hybrid.
{ DOB } 20.06.2014
{ Size } Here
{ Reference } [ "Open" ]
{ Scent } Coca, hazel.
{ Voice } Undecided.
{ Speaks In } "Talks like this." (#878b8b)
{ Sounds } Bugle . Growl
Ø Eye markings on pelt open to sudden stimuli.
Ø Herbivore, opportunistic carnivore.
Ø Naive, inquisitive, taciturn.

Ø Four scars on throat from Indigo's talons.
Ø Suffers from homicidal urges.
Ø Incapable of feeling physical pain.

Ø 'Mask' is often painted with blood or charcoal, etc.
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In depth __

One who seeks to do 'good' by others. As a result of the trauma he suffered in the fall of 2014, all memories of family and loved ones prior to this point have been lost entirely. However, in spite of that, he continuously feels strongly that his purpose in life - his reason for being - is to stand guard over those who are dear to his heart and those who are genuine and true.

Mhaica is in a constant battle with his own impulses and morals; he is hypocritical in many ways and seeks to right his wrongs whenever possible. He can be ruthless and unforgiving in his methods, as well as highly aggressive and distrusting towards unfamiliar faces. He tends to be a decent judge of heart, however, and can usually tell a genuine soul from another. Ruled by emotion, Mhaica is home to a very short temper and a highly reactive fuse; he is very sensitive in all aspects of his life, including notions of romance or friendship. Quick to offend, but not often quick to forgive.




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gET OUT SILV ahaha i won

gET OUT SILV
ahaha i won
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Bro u>u ♥ ! HRAE YOU

Bro u>u ♥ !
HRAE YOU D,KDSAKLH!!!!1!!1
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Hrae @ Silv: LMAO yer both

Hrae @ Silv: LMAO yer both shits.

Echo: <3

Nyaaaaaaaaaho

Nyaaaaaaaaaho
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Big brother

Big brother Laughing out loud

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indigo crylaughs somewhere

indigo crylaughs somewhere far off, not believing he got away with introducing himself as fukkin misty
shudda told him it was like... princess
my missed opportunities :/

Retrack for the handsome stag

Retrack for the handsome stag <3
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Bekker, Nazz, Clare; MMMM ty

Bekker, Nazz, Clare; MMMM ty guys <3 I OWE YALL SOME TRACKS TOO don'thurtmeIsuck

Kaboobins; AHUE he's gonna feel like such a moron when he figures out that isn't Indi's actual name and that he fell for it

Lost; <3 tyty!
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Tracking ~

Tracking ~
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Snazzy dude, gonna sit here

Snazzy dude, gonna sit here Cool

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Oh? Oh. Oh!

Oh? Oh. Oh!
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Sen, Riddle, Goddas; Tyty you

Sen, Riddle, Goddas; Tyty you guys! ♥

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Retrack for sonnn &hearts;

Retrack for sonnn ♥

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Happy 6th year!

Happy 6th year!
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Ranza; &hearts; !! Ravynn;

Ranza; ♥ !!

Ravynn; OH wow, holy crap.. have I really been here six years!? Well thanks! <3

Dropping this in here.... A

Dropping this in here....

A tiny sigh and the fae pressed her face against his side, her eyes drooping with exhaustion but the doe unwilling to let herself sleep. Even with her current troubles with sleep she felt much better having company and someone to snuggle with. The parts of her frame that had glowed dimly brightened some in response to her rise in mental state. A deep breath filled her lungs as she nuzzled her face into the stag's fur, humming on an exhale. "Smells nice."
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Alrighty

Alrighty <3 gunna post but fyi, any responses after will probably be tomorrow since it's almost 1am here ;o;

Even with the sun high in the sky of perpetual day, these past few hours had been rife with a sense of palpable tranquility. Like the ambient sound of raindrops ticking the leaves in the canopy, there was something calm and nostalgic about the fae's simple company. They had never spoken, never shared highs or lows - he didn't even know her name, but she was a welcome sight and her energy just as much. The false eyes lining his sides remained closed, and rose with his rib cage in a deep breath, lifting the little doe's head and then lowering it once again with the following exhale that ruffled the tail grass nearest his muzzle.

"Hm?" Her voice roused him ever so slightly from his slumber and his eyes rolled back, closing tightly as jaws parted, canines flashing in a wide and lethargic yawn. His tired mind took but a moment to register what had been said, but in return, he chuckled warm-heartedly and cast her a lazy smile. "You do too."

"This One is sorry. It did

"This One is sorry. It did not mean to wake you." A delicate head turned back to look at her companion, glowing eyes studying his face. She had felt him fall asleep and had only meant to keep the discovery to herself but it seems she had spoken too loud. Briers that were almost ever present in her chest tightened and her tired face mixed with a worried frown. She chose to bite her tongue instead of questioning anything, working to smooth out her expression. Her last encounter had not gone well when her 'ability' had been brought to light and the fae was working to keep it to herself. She did not want to scare anyone away, or make them feel uncomfortable around her. That was very much the opposite of what she was created to do.

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I understand. <3
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jk I'm still awake "That's

jk I'm still awake

"That's quite alright, it doesn't bother me. I've just got nothing better to do, or maybe I'd be sleeping less." Pale blue eyes settled on the little doe, and with a light thud, he lowered his head to the ground again on its side. A single eye remained fixed on her, and the worry on her subtle features did not go unnoticed.

"Is something wrong? You looked concerned all of a sudden." A curious ear lifted momentarily, as if to listen with greater intent, but was quick to flop limply against the side of his neck again.

I'm loving his design.

I'm loving his design.

Hikari was relieved to hear

Hikari was relieved to hear she had not bothered him but took note to his following words. Her mouth opened to say something but his question stopped her and she shut her mouth, lowering her lashes as she stared a random spot on the ground. Ears turned back and she fidgeted slightly, clearly uncertain about answering. "This One just worries... if you are okay..."
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Amary: AAAA ty

Amary: AAAA ty <3 Qanat designed him, their designs are so friggin' nice ;;

Lostsoulshadows: Alright I'm off to bed after this one, will reply in the morning <3 ty for the rp so far!

The Swallowtail's gaze traced her own curiously, peering into the exact same spot on the ground, and then back up again. His head remained in place, laying lazily on the dry red earth below them, pale blues drifting from her to the ground and then back again. They halt only when she speaks, settling on her fully.

"Well.." he begins hesitantly, running his tongue over his canines within his mouth while he considers how best to word his thoughts.

"I'm okay for the most part. I've got to admit though, I'm worried about my sister. Not so much in the sense that I think she's in danger or doing unwell, but I worry about our relationship." A brief pause, and his eyes ease shut, perhaps finding it easier to express his concerns without visual stimuli to distract him.

"So far as I can remember, we don't really have much of a relationship. I don't see her often, but that's my fault for being so absent. I'm making efforts to try and rekindle our bond, or at the very least, to start forging a new one but I'm scared that it might be beyond repair or out of reach. It's just been so long, it's not my place to force it if it's not something she wants to pursue." Another pause, the rise of his side, and then the fall followed by a flustered sigh.

"I'm scared I've left it so long that it may be too little too late. She's expressed she's willing to try, but I'm not exactly the most reliable of people. I've let opportunities like this fall through the cracks before due to my own negligence. I hope this time will be different." The concern is ever presence in the subtle wavering tone of his voice, but otherwise, no visual cues betray how deep rooted these fears run. A sheepish smile tugs back his lips, exposing sharp fangs along his dark muzzle and black gum line.

"Sorry, didn't mean to drop that all on you. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this sort of thing so I guess it just happened."

Hikari nods along in the

Hikari nods along in the right places but mostly just sits silently, ears and eyes on the All-seer as he voices his thoughts. Her heart beats slowly, evenly, as he talks and she takes in every word, its not until the waver in his voice that the briers tighten and the beat falters. A small shake of her head is given and slowly she stands to turn around, settling down once more so her back is no longer to him. Thick lashes fan out over her glowing eyes as she looks down at his face. Her smile is soft and warm, reassuring, as she leans her shoulder against his. "Don't be sorry. This One was made to listen."

"This One... has seen many faces come and go, but the ones that mean the most, are always there." She hummed thoughtfully, sadly. "Space and time... are very little, to a heart that is strong. Try... This One thinks it will be okay. Your heart is strong."
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Although it has yet to be

Although it has yet to be verbally expressed, her quiet attention is appreciated and he lends her the same courtesy when it becomes her time to speak instead. His ears perk and his pale, tired eyes slowly open, absorbing the warmth from her genuine smile. It's enough to earn a subtle smile from him as well, and a certain content air. However, some of her words bring him to doubt himself.

"I'm almost never there. I mean very little right now.." A soft sigh and his shoulders drop with the out take of air. ".. but, I hope you're right. I don't want to mean nothing to her, although.. I suppose that sounds selfish, doesn't it?"
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Ears turn back at her obvious

Ears turn back at her obvious inability to words things the way she wanted and causing the stag to feel bad. "This One is sure you don't mean nothing... must mean something, if she wants to try?" The fae tried to keep his spirits up, as she was sure that he didn't mean nothing to his sister. "Don't think so. We all want someone that cares about us. This One thinks that it is okay, selfish or not."
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"I'd like to think so, and

"I'd like to think so, and you're probably right.. it's not much use for me to be so worried about things like this. One way or another, I guess time will tell how things are meant to be between us." His thoughts would wander briefly to his sister, and for a short time, he wondered if she felt similarly or had concerns not so far from his own. However, he wouldn't allow them to linger, and instead turned his attention to the little doe in his company instead.

Initially he feared his next inquiry might prove futile, considering the way the fae referred to herself, but inevitably his curiosity would win out and he simply had to ask. His expression lightened so much as it was able to, somewhat hindered where the bony exo-skeletal mask prevented movement, but he sought to present himself in as friendly a manner as possible.

"It was so kind of you to sit with me, and to listen, to offer advice.. but I don't even know your name. I'm Mhaica," he began, his voice quiet as not to echo in the scant birch forest. "Forgive me if I'm overstepping my bounds, it's just.. calling you 'That One' seems.. detached in a way, but if it's what you ask of my I'll respect it of course."

A slow nod was given and as

A slow nod was given and as his thoughts wandered she simply allowed her gaze to wander out past the birch, to the faint outline of the twin gods statue. His voice pulled her back and her gaze returned to his face, ears turned forward, always listening intently. The fae allows his name to rolls around in her head for a moment, connecting it to a face before speaking. "Mhaica, is a good name," She spoke with a voice as equally as quiet, though not abnormal for her, "This One is called Hikari."
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"Hikari?" Simply an echo of

"Hikari?" Simply an echo of the word to cement it in his mind. "It's a nice name too, thank you." He wrinkled his nose a bit thoughtfully, realizing only now that they'd been introduced had he run out of things to say. A sheepish smile tugged at the corners of his mouth and his gaze wandered off of her, fixing itself on.. anything, from the tall grass around them to the trunk of the nearby birch tree - whatever it took to keep his socially awkward energy from connecting with her directly. It was only after a bit of glancing around that an idea came to mind.

"If you don't mind me asking.. why did you come sit with me that very first time? You seemed so comfortable, like you knew me.. I guess I'm just curious. I had an incident where I forgot pretty much everyone and everything in my life a little less than two years back.. did I know you before?" His tone of voice was gentle and sincere, merely wishing to understand the circumstances of their meeting a bit better.

A small smile was given as he

A small smile was given as he complimented her name, no one having done so before. The fae would tilt her head slightly when Maicha smiled sheepishly and his gaze wandered around, feeling the slight buzz of awkwardness settling over him. She perked up when he spoke again and tilted her head curiously as he questioned her, only to give a small shake of her head in answer. "That was the first time." She closed her eyes for a moment, remembering the day easily. Hikari remembered everything, be it fond or horrible memories. "This One can feel it... when others are not okay. This One tries to make it better."


;; I missed this
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Yes~! This is awesome

Yes~!
This is awesome @,...,@;;;
I welcome you with open arms to stay away from me
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Sannosuke; AAAHH tysm ;o;

Sannosuke; AAAHH tysm ;o; <3

Lostsoulshadows; no worries, s'okay!! Sorry I took a couple days to reply too, been lazy orz

The faintest hints of relief were discernible when she states their last meeting had been the first one. It had become common place for him to fear he may have forgotten the very company he kept. She goes on, and his interest is piqued.

"An empath? You could sense my grief - this is why you approached me?" His expression softens, and he tips his ears towards her with a sort of fondness. In truth, there were very few people that cared about him - perhaps none that remained present these days, so the kindness of this stranger, this unfamiliar little doe, was more appreciated that he could ever hope to express in words. The feeling was nostalgic, and settling - not quite like having a family again, but some teasing taste of it.

"Well, thank you.. but what about you? I wouldn't want to pull you away from your loved ones if there's somewhere you'd rather be."

"This One felt it... it hurt

"This One felt it... it hurt so much... This One doesn't want you to hurt." She spoke softly, mostly to herself, but the slight show of fondness fromantic him, made her feel warm and she smiled gently. His next words though turn her smile almost sad, long eyelashes fanning over her eyes. "Do not worry about This One.... This One is alright."
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A bit of a sad smile slips

A bit of a sad smile slips onto his features briefly.

"You're one of few," he murmurs, as if mostly to himself. It's her change of expression, however, that catches his attention and shifts his own into one of concern.

"You don't seem alright." A frown, more pensive than anything, turns down the corners of his mouth and he regards her with curious - if not worried - eyes.

"Is something wrong?"

The little light looked down,

The little light looked down, ears turned back at his concern for her. She wasn't used to others noticing her woes. "This One is tired... can't sleep. There are... there are too many nightmares waiting." The fae seems to sink into herself, her light dimming. "This One wont go back... doesn't want to worry anyone."
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okkkkkk hi now ;j

okkkkkk hi now ;j
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HoneyDiva; omg hello

HoneyDiva; omg hello <3 sorry if any of your characters stopped by at all yesterday, I was afk for a long time because I fell asleep :u

Lostsoulshadows;
The Swallowtail pondered her words quietly, pale eyes ever reading her expressions as they changed. There's an ebb of sympathy that swells in his chest, then quiets and fades as prominent thought takes over.

"I understand. Nightmares can be jarring.. but they are just that - dreams, though bad, can't hurt you. Inevitably, you'll wake up again, and you'll be safe, always." His shoulders drop as he breathes out a subtle sigh, body language exhibiting an overall relaxed demeanor.

"And if they worry, it's because they care about you. That's unavoidable, and equally so, nothing to be ashamed of. Loved ones will worry about you no matter what, that's a fact of life and an expression of the bonds we share. Affection is a bittersweet thing."
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noooo that's fine, nobody of

noooo that's fine, nobody of my chars saw Mhaica in the Forest yesterday. no worries! <33
its just cool that you r playin for him again!
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omg ty I'm happy to be on him

omg ty I'm happy to be on him again too orz