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Dear Cal..

(because im so original and blah <3)

"Dehr... Cal..."

Bellsio scratched his pencil against the paper roughly, taking a long while to muster up each letter. He sat at his desk, scribbling on his paper, no one to see what he was attempting to write. This was a hard task for him. He could barely speak or read, writing was the toughest of all. But he didn't want help this time. This time, he wanted her to see that this was from the heart.

I hope yoo donet mined me sending thiss to yoo, and I hope yoo can reed thiss. My riting is bad, I no. Ime having a lot ov trubl lerning too spel and stuf.

He scratched his head, trying to figure out what else to write.

Eniway, I whanted too tel yoo that Im sory abowt not beeng arownd a lot enimoor. I hav ben staing in the home now for a wile. For sum reesen, they wonet let me owtside. They sed I wuz gownded. But I donet no wy, mabee becuz I noked over the fish tangk becuz I wuz chassing a bug.

He looked around to see if anyone was reading. He was embarrassed at his horrid penmanship, even more at his spelling. He knew he couldn't spell anything right, but he didn't know how to spell anything correctly. He prayed Cal would understand his letter.

But Im allmoset dun and I can see yoo sumtime soon. Pleez donet thingk I wuz ignowring yoo, becuz I wuznt. I wanted too see yoo for evry day, but they wooldnt let mee gow. Im sory, Cal, I hope yoo stil like mee. I stil like yoo.

He blushed a little, rubbing the back of his neck while still scribbling onto the paper.

I hope wee can meet sumtime soon, becuz I wuz hoping too see yoo agen. I missed yoo. Its not much fun heer theez dayz.

See yoo arownd,
Bellsio


He turned just in time to see Andy coming in through the door. His face lit up as he folded the paper. "Andeh?"
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A message for everyone

To: Anyone
From: Anyone

I'm sorry.

(Apply it to whoever you want. It's your message to send if you wish. And mine as well.)
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ABIOGENESIS The Path: Pictures (edit again 8D)

THANKS MISAKO ILU XD <3

Only 32 D: wont beat how many i got for Epiphany XD I sent in Tropa to see this one, my new computers holding up pretty well |D it only froze a few times for like a minute, which is NOT as bad as the Pool Party XD omg i just realized ive been to 4 abios.... im old XD

HERE WE GO



Hello all! Tropa here. Ah, this party is just what I needed! I feel really good... Well, where do I start... I thought the beginning was rather impressive, all those flowers!



Even more flowers! Hey, what's that?...

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WOAH I know what that is! Clock told me about them... They were so loud!



Lightning and walls...




Look at all of those ruins!



Oooooh...




Oh my! Good thing they know what they're doing...



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Fun with Andy

phantom post lol.... sorry, i thought i would leave but i guess im just a little quieter now XD

1) Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Yes.

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
No.

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
O_o... Hmm... Collin, I think. If you mean actual spoken words.

5) Do you regret it?
LOLno he was great
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Come on...

I know I said I wasn't gonna talk anymore here, but seriously... I'm feeling horrible today and nobody's there to help me. It feels like all my deer are hurting in some way, which has turned my whole night upside down. I thought it was Easter... I thought today was supposed to be happy...

Skokey is potentially going to be hurt, but the risk is slim. Avani, I don't blame you for wanting to do what you want to do, and I have no right to stop you, but... well, you got the email...

Vessel and Ketan haven't seen Xylia or Chanse in a long time, ever since I left I haven't seen Sarie at all... I wish I knew where she was.

Fulu... Yeah, Fulu. She's the one with all the problems. I'm just gonna come out and ask, Shi, do you just not like me? I TRY to get Kail to accept Fulu as a mother, but she just keeps pushing her away. Why? Why did you choose to let her hate Fulu and not Zilant? What made Fulu so special? And it's not just Fulu, it was Cerelia too, because she and Tybalt fell inlove, and Kail hated Cerelia for that. It can't be a coincidence that two of my deer are hated by one of yours for separate reasons. I thought we were still friends, and I'm still willing to count you as one of my friends, but seriously, Fulu can't take this anymore, and neither can I. I thought of letting her go away for a while just to see what would happen, but now that I think about it, I don't think it would do anything.

Clock is hurting too, since he hasn't seen Danielle in a while, but... I guess that can be fixed easily...

And Tropa... well you know, she just recently turned mateless... Her heart's broken in two right now.

*facedesk* I seem to be failing at my deer. Good god, people, I'll leave if you want me to. It would save me a lot of pain and anger if I did. I didn't know I would come this far just to fail.

Maybe I'm just hormonal...
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:C

IT.FIGURES.

the first time i can round up Fulu, Zilant, and Kailani all together at once, and MY GAME QUITS ON ME.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH.

*SIGH* sorry Scythe and Shi, i guess Fulu isnt meant to see her family today :C.....

ill try again in a few minutes ><

EDIT: no dice, pictos arent spreading anymore :C *BIG HEAVY SIGH* go me...
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Ketan's Bio



General

Name: Ketan

Meaning: Umm... Sarie, what does it mean again?

Title: Not sure yet

Age: Early teens human years

Color: #4B3000

D.O.B.: February(?) 2009

Gender: Stag

Pictogram: X

How to Remember the Pictogram: Not sure

Living Place: Anywhere

Appearance:
Normally:
- Striped pelt
- Butterfly antlers
- Crying mask

Relatives

Family:
Mother; Xylia
Father; Vessel
Brother; Chanse
Cousin; Devi
Cousin; Spade

Mate: None

Personality

Ketan is quite shy and quiet, much like his father when he was young. He doesn't like approaching large crowds, even small ones. He loves to wander alone and think. He's quite smart for his age. He doesn't really like talking, since he stumbles over his words almost constantly. Unless he's intensly focused, he can never say a simple sentence perfectly. This is due to a mysterious story that is yet to be revealed.

History
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Tee hee

Well, to everyone, I bid you good night, or good morning, or good afternoon, or good oksngkosdngkn...

NIGHTY NIGHT. SLEEP TIGHT. DONTLETTHEWEREWOLVES/ROMEO&JULIETDEERBITE.

*shot for participation in both longrange fads so far*

K.NIGHT <3
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ranting bandwagon, because im hopeless XD

i feel like it. ive been going through crap lately, thisll feel nice.

mkay.

1. Okay, you really should stop putting yourself down all the time. You're a beautiful girl with lots of talent and patience. You've got a big heart to offer. The only reason you think you're so ugly is because no one seems to accept you, but that's not true! You've got so many friends that love you for who you really are! You don't act like you like something just so you can fit in. You're proud to say that you hate Twilight infront of all your fangirl friends, doesn't that say something? You tell the truth, you never lie when it matters. You're so miserable because everyone you start caring for ends up kicking you to the ground. But you know what? Every time that happens, you just pick yourself up and start walking again. You've done that every time. Haven't you realized that yet? You hurt on the inside, yet you grin and bear it. It shows strength, Raku. You have strength.

2. Stop whining about being single. You said yourself after Tom rejected you that you wouldn't care anymore. Why do you still care? Don't be such a hypocrite, start living. I know you're not as sad as you used to be, but you still feel pain inside whenever you see them together. Whenever you hear your friends got a date or kissed someone. You just want someone to be with and talk about with all your other taken friends. You wanna be inside the conversation of what cute things your boyfriend does for you. Take your time. Love will come to you. It has to, because you gave up on looking for it. After so many tries, you gave up. Honestly, it doesn't sound like the best option, but it was. You just got tired of being pushed out of the picture by someone else. You're so much happier now, and you know it. You shouldn't care so much. Be patient. Someone will find you eventually.
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Humandeer quiz thingalingy STOLEN FROM DANNII K???

not including children or R&J deer XD HERE WE GOOOO...

THE BASICS

Who are you?
I'm Skokey
Vessel...
Fulu.
Clock!
Ih'm Bellsio!
Andromeda, pleased to meet ya ;D
My name's Tropa c:

What gender are you?
I'm a guy, duh.
Male.
Girl. Er, wait, woman.
DUDE.
Boi...
I'm all man, baby.
Female.

What's your age, roughly?
About... 34, 35?
Around 28 or 29...
I'd say about 32 to 33.
I'm about 16-17...
Uhm... 2... 2 an 1? (21)
I'm just about 22.
Around 24.

What's your orientation?
Straight.
Straight. Though, if I had been under different circumstances, I might have considered being bisexual.
Straight, thank you.
Straightplz :>
S-streht.
Heh heh, I'm gay! Used to be bisexual, then I just kinda went over to one side.
Straight, although I don't mind seeing gay couples.

Eye Colour?
A dull hazel.
Very very pale blue.
Very dark brown, almost black.
Bright blue!
Brohn c:
Kind of a yellowish-green.
Light green.

Hair Colour?
Heh... I'm a redhead...
Sandy brown.
Dark brown.
Black
Black.
Blond ;D
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