

i breathe in memories through barricades of stone
April 20th
Happy to see you all! The weather has been a treasure these last couple of days.
Today is my little Porcupine's birthday :> it's amazing that a year has passed already.
Also updated some art tabs!

Happy birthday to this little egg! She's lost her ears somehow.

April 10th
Updated the blog with proper art credits, hopefully I haven't missed any.
Added a couple of relationships and the adorablest art of Melo from Rin under the #player tab!
The broken commentbox still remains a mystery.

Got ambushed by a bunch of buddies while updating this <3
April 4th
Updated the ''player'' tab, finally have information there.

First time I've seen it rain. The flowers are really cool!

March 29th
Updated the relationships tab!
These were written just for fun, kind of like ''Toyhouse'' links.
Not everyone has a TH here, so I decided to do it in that style.
The deer aren't listed in any particular order, and I adore you all <3
March 27th
Updated the blog with the sweeeetest gift art ever from Rin <333 Thank you again, so so much!
Heres also little something because I'm having too much fun indexing screenshots <3
I'm going to run out of boxes to display your guys' awesome gift art in here...

(Also please ignore the comments still being broken. We'll... we'll get to them someday LOL)
March 19th
Updated art tab with new things. I think I'll drop my drawings in the comments, and then archive them in the blog? Maybe, unsure just yet

March 18th
New font for the titles! Trying something out with comments. They broke a bit, sorry! Bear with me


A little cuddle-pile. Someone mysterious pelted everyone... I wonder who

March 17th - we have new info and UPDATE BOX WOOOOOOO
Leafy to the rescue with the comments!! <3 thank you so much
Atlas whipped this entire blog into shape, thank you for the help <3
Although, beware!! This is still a construction zone, I'm so sorry if I break anything LOL. Largely unfinished looks wise still!
Key Information
Name: Fjara
Icelandic origins, meaning ''to ebb'', alternatively ''shore'' (that will overflow).
Nicknames: Fjarko (dubbed this by Atlas; Croatian pun), ''My beloved koi'' (also Atlas), ''My darling wife'' (yes, you guessed it, also by Atlas please someone give him better nicknames-) , Calico Deer <3 (by several people)
Birthday: 12th of December
Species: Nykur
Gender: Male (I know it's surprising /lighthearted)
He has a very loose concept of gender. Doesn't quite get the gist of it; cue why you might see him without antlers sometimes. He forgets to appear with them! Or that they might be a social clue.
Demeanor: Nervous, hesitant, oftentimes not verbal. Incredibly sleepy, warm. Friendly. He's a bit silly.
Size: #13 (Slightly smaller than native TEF deer)
Scent: Probably bog water and algae. Nothing too dreamy from the fish man, sorry!
Theme Song: Sólstafir - Fjara
Voice: I don't think he knows either. But he sounds like the song does, in my head.
× His pictogram looks like a sad clown face to me, which is a large motivator for his design.
× The orange face he's drawn with is a mask! Which well, largely morphed to his face. There are no eyeholes in the mask, or a way to breathe.
× He's constantly nodding his head.
If you're curious here's his entire playlist
Relationships
he's everyone's wife.
Significant:
× Mockingbird - A fallen star, beyond captivating. A mirror, a little weirdo, bird husband thing—whatever. Impossible to define or put a title on. Forever the luckiest to be graced by your presence, though please stop covering Fjara in sticks and pebbles. His mane is beyond matted, and he smells even worse now. <3
Beloved Friends
× Fernelescent - A friendly soul; she brings him a sense of safety, comfort, and joy. She is someone he can always lean on and constantly seeks out. She is associated with the gentlest warmth.
× Rindea - A tiny feathered friend; a beloved soul ignited by warmth. She is always sought out for her kindness and fascinating company. She is associated with the dance of roses.
× Widmung - An old soul; one of the first faces he ever encountered as a fawn. Wise, well-spoken, and warm, he is a friend who sits with him through cold nights. He is associated with time.
× Cu - A little old soul with the funniest red nose; playful, warm, and beloved. His antics are hilarious and forever unmatched. He is associated with joy.
× Saater - A kindred spirit; met him recently during one of the quietest periods of Fjara's life. His immense playfulness, familiarity and sweet company are appreciated. He is associated with the glow of candles.
× Eris - A sweet soul; met him recently, not too long after Saater. Playful and the most comfortable pillow to nap on. Fjara wishes to know more about him. He is associated with the moon.
× Valaire - A quiet soul; the most recent acquaintance. Gorgeously veiled. Her intriguing and comfortable presence makes Fjara wish to know more about her.
× Seo - The second deer ever met. Incredibly playful, kind, and beloved. He misses seeing them around.
× BroadSandwich - The first deer ever met. A beloved, playfully silent friend, misses seeing them around.
× Fabi - A gentle soul; forever remembered and appreciated. He misses seeing them around.
× Culver - A quiet, incredibly sweet little fawn. Adores casting magic upon him, whenever he is able to. Really curious about, and always excited to see.
× Spin Fawn (Mewe) - New friend! A very hyperactive, adorable little fawn. Adores spinning and jumping his soul out with.
× Idun - New friend! Interesting looking, calm and slow-moving. Very comforting aura. Surprisingly, also very comfortable to sit or lay on.

Disclaimer
If you're going to view the art tab, heads up for colorful eyestrain, and for possible distressing imagery. Most of my art is uploaded to Toyhouse, but here I'll upload my TEF related things.
Fjara is a very special character to me - and one in an interesting predicament at that - he is forever stuck between being OOC and IC especially when active in The Forest. His character sometimes dvelves into sensitive thematics and serves as a creative outlet, a way of exploration and working through certain personal matters. Originally was created when I was trying to get back into art after an excessively long pause due to loss of passion; the intention was to have a character to TRY to roleplay with but as Fjara develops further as a being - I literally do not know how to approach roleplay with him. Possibly only with individuals I'm OOCly acquainted with, as it is hard to treat him as something ''other'', something that is fully disconnected from myself.
Despite that, he is my main connection to The Endless Forest - and probably will continue to be for a very long time. You may approach him IC or OOC, regardless every interaction is welcome and very looked forward to <3

Stories of Origin
A shapeless imitator motivated by love towards others. Nykur; Sphinx; Shapeshifter; but above everything, currently just a sleepy koi colored stag.
Born from a troubled star, Fjara is many things at once, while also being nothing at all. A shapeless being, guided solely by his love towards others. He began as a water spirit, a creature of barely any consciousness that drifted through existence. Though he possesses the ability to shapeshift, it is not a conscious act but a response to deep emotion and specific circumstances. Fjara’s forms are never perfect imitations. Each carries remnants of the one before, a ghost of what was. Though he can change, he will never fully belong, forever caught between shapes, never quite fitting in.
His first transformation was into a fish. The first creature he saw upon gaining awareness, and the first to stir emotion within him. Overwhelmed by love for its small, fragile form, he became a gray-and-orange koi, dull-scaled and unshimmering. Decades spent as a fish left their mark; his mannerisms remain odd, his understanding of the world incomplete. He rarely blinks unless he remembers to, and often lies face down in ponds, seemingly drowning, but simply resting or blowing bubbles. He adores food but misunderstands what he should eat, chewing on foxtails despite the inevitable stomachaches. With his first form he learns of joy.
Fjara's second shift came with a human child: a boy who eagerly fed the pond fish where Fjara lived, hoping to bond with them. In time, this boy became Fjara’s first friend and the one who gifted him his most treasured possession: the crying mask he now wears to conceal the intricate fish-like patterns of his skin. With his second form he learns what it means to be grateful.
His third transformation was inspired by a mule deer, a creature of effortless grace he glimpsed while learning to coexist with humans. Longing for such beauty, he instead became something caught between worlds; neither fully humanoid nor entirely deer. Despite his efforts, his strange nature set him apart, making true acceptance amongst both species elusive. In this form, he learned the weight of yearning.
His final transformation took the shape of an adult human, mirroring his first friend who had since grown, moments before his passing. With this form, he learned sorrow and the timeless weight of loss.
Ageless, he carries the memories of those he has met, fragments of those he has been. He remains gentle, still largely incapable of speech or full understanding. Yet he knows how to recognize a friend and offer them his quiet, unwavering company.

ART MADE BY ME <3
It's mostly just a collection of sketches, but spooky warning for some of the imagery!!

babie

bow

the boatman

to you, I give

we all want, we all yearn
be soft, don't be stern

dance little rose queen!!

i wonder how weird it feels to grow legs when you used to be a fish not too long ago

Reflect, Deflect and anything of that Effect,, 2025.

warmth <3

The final shift; one last stolen form. As long as Fjara endures, so will the memories.

Filament, 2024.

Celestial Tear, 2024.

Melrakkablús, 2024.

Aurora Borealis A, 2024.

Aurora Borealis B, 2024.

With Saater <3

With Mockingbird <3

prance

masked reference

unmasked reference

little guy

Foxtails, 2024.

First ever drawing of Fjara, and coincidentally the first thing I've drawn in years after a massive break.
It's mostly just a collection of sketches, but spooky warning for some of the imagery!!

babie

bow

the boatman

to you, I give

we all want, we all yearn
be soft, don't be stern

dance little rose queen!!

i wonder how weird it feels to grow legs when you used to be a fish not too long ago

Reflect, Deflect and anything of that Effect,, 2025.

warmth <3

The final shift; one last stolen form. As long as Fjara endures, so will the memories.

Filament, 2024.

Celestial Tear, 2024.

Melrakkablús, 2024.

Aurora Borealis A, 2024.

Aurora Borealis B, 2024.

With Saater <3

With Mockingbird <3

prance

masked reference

unmasked reference

little guy

Foxtails, 2024.

First ever drawing of Fjara, and coincidentally the first thing I've drawn in years after a massive break.
ART MADE BY OTHER PLAYERS <3

@Karame still speechless!! <3

@Rinniekins <3333333 AAAAAAA

@AtlasMoth - the first art of Fjara I ever received <3

@LeafyLupus - Seo, BroadSandwich, Fjara, Mielikki, Rindea

@LeafyLupus

@AtlasMoths

@AtlasMoths

@Liliac (Saater)

@Liliac (Saater)

@Liliac (Saater)

@Togetherness

@Hoodie (Valaire) - Atlas, Rindea, Fernelescent, Cu, Fjara, Eris, Saater, Yak, Widmung

@AtlasMoths
OTHER CHARACTERS

@oxyinco - Andy and Andrea playing

@AtlasMoths - seal Sölvi with his cursed sword

@Liliac (Saater) - Fernelescent, Gilles, Saater, Serra

@AtlasMoths - tiger form Andy

@AtlasMoths - Andy staring at Andrea

@Karame still speechless!! <3

@Rinniekins <3333333 AAAAAAA

@AtlasMoth - the first art of Fjara I ever received <3

@LeafyLupus - Seo, BroadSandwich, Fjara, Mielikki, Rindea

@LeafyLupus

@AtlasMoths

@AtlasMoths

@Liliac (Saater)

@Liliac (Saater)

@Liliac (Saater)

@Togetherness

@Hoodie (Valaire) - Atlas, Rindea, Fernelescent, Cu, Fjara, Eris, Saater, Yak, Widmung

@AtlasMoths
OTHER CHARACTERS

@oxyinco - Andy and Andrea playing

@AtlasMoths - seal Sölvi with his cursed sword

@Liliac (Saater) - Fernelescent, Gilles, Saater, Serra

@AtlasMoths - tiger form Andy

@AtlasMoths - Andy staring at Andrea
PLAYER INFORMATION
Hello! Thank you kindly for checking out the blog <3
You can call me Koda/Klownda, Fjara, or whichever you would prefer! Some people refer to me as Andy as well.
I'm a longtime (very silent lmao) tef player that came back actively around a year-ish ago.
Feel free to contact me about anything you'd like, I'm always open to meeting new people/chatting/hanging out/roleplaying.
Though I'm slow to reach out sometimes due to life circumstances.
CONTACT INFORMATION
DISCORD
@andyurastar
This is my main contact, and I reply the fastest here.
Ignore the ''do not disturb'' status, I just use it because of the pop-up notifs and sounds lol!
TOYHOUSE
Toyhou.se
This is where I keep all my characters, and post most of my art.
You can also find my other socials linked on the profile there <3
OTHER CHARACTERS
My main 99.97% in-character (IC) currently are:
The Collector of Curiosities
Melodíades

Dearest Hunter
Kha'jin

ART CREDITS:
AtlasMoths
(...blog background, pictogram pixel, signature, pixel under #disclaimer tab and several million other... things..)
Rinniekins
(Sleeping Fjara in his story box, Melodíades and Kha'jin in the #player tab!)
Togetherness
(Bouncy pixel in the relationship box!)
Thank you to everyone that has made art of this creature, without you this blog would've been so boring.
All of the art made of him can also be viewed under the #gifts tab!
CSS BUILT USING THESE RESOURCES:
Atlas
CSS Quick Reference
Link Collection
TEF Coding and You
Javascript Tabs
Rain is my favourite here and
Signature by Rinniekins
His page is so lovely! Always
the confetti and bubbles were
that gif is amazing Fjara!! and thank you for sharing how to make them!! it's so nice to see this weather immortalized forever in such a beautiful gif, i love Fjara's little waggy tail <3
Signature by Saater
(No subject)
Art made by Saater
That is so funny! We
Thank you for posting this humorous moment, Fernelescent! ^^
Signature by petaldance
Oh gosh everyone is so active
Eris it probably was a special occasion, I think that there's frequently confetti for mardi gras and new years!
Starling thank you kindly <33
Hoodie I think that Fjara just thought that's how the forest is normally... raining stars and all! If he knew that it was a special occasion he'd be very honored.
signature by Atlas
forever sleepy
Thank you for the gif Ferne!
Happy to see you today too Widmung <33 our friend JackdawintheSky was a rather soft sofa
signature by Atlas
forever sleepy
The gif is so perfect hahah!
Also Culver in Klownda's screenshot!
Culver has been practicing
signature by Atlas
forever sleepy
Fjara got hit by the bumper
Fjara got hit by the bumper car curse as well
signature by Atlas
forever sleepy
Fjara has been assigned as
Fjara has been assigned as the lake's boatman for all the water disliking individuals! Or a pool floatie. Whichever floats your boat. (
Also hahah the bumper car Fjara!!
Makes me think of the Stygian
Also, Eris and several other got hit by the bumper car virus on my screen yesterday as well, but my recording program wasn't working.
Here's tonight's sketch inspired by this! Fjara being a boatman for Mockingbird... if you remove the weirdo off his back this is just classical motif of the fishman drowning again lol
signature by Atlas
forever sleepy
So nice to meet with you
Signature by Hoodie
So nice to have met you today
signature by Atlas
forever sleepy