[=9]I believe that I am right when I say I have never felt this empty. Whatever happened to me in the past always seemed like a blur, but today my feelings were clearer than ever. I do not know what caused this sudden grief and sorrow, but it struck me hard. Hard and painful like a poisoned arrow. A pain that keeps on lingering and slowly kills you from the inside.

I will spare you the experience that has scarred my soul for good, for I know that it will not add anything to your lives. Your happy, frolicking lives. Just like the couple I watched today, dressed in beautiful golden pelts, that lit up in the light of the shining sun.
They were running and jumping, laughing and touching each other. Yes, touching each other. I envied the little nuzzled they shared, even if it did not last long. Do you know why? Would you care at all, dear reader? I am afraid not, but still I am willing to open my heart a bit and share it with you. In all honesty, I feel the need to vent a bit, hoping it will make me feel better. Even though it will not.

I will not touch and will not be touched, by anyone. The brushing of one’s fur against mine is something I do not treasure. In fact, it disgusts me. Deeply, to the core. Ever since what he did to me I cannot bare to feel a stag’s touch again. He scarred me. He tainted me. He destroyed me from the inside and took my ability to love. To trust. Just because he sought power. Power that was insignificant to me anyway.

EDIT: Okay, I'm going to go on ahead and post the flyer. Hope to see you all there!

Hey guys!

It's been a little while since our last official gathering, and with summer starting I think it's high time we had some fun! Some of your may remember our NYE Festival of lights, where we passed the light throughtout a very special holiday-themed Endless Forest, and I was thinking of an event along the same lines - one which will let us interact with the entire "In Forest" community.

Back in February, our friend Quamar held an awesome Gathering of Small Animals (GoSA) that was terrific fun. The idea was to have your deer transformed into a tiny critter (dove, bat, squirrrel, frog) and then to frolick about the forest. Our gathering would be similar, but with a twist - the tiny animals regroup at the many mushroom circles to get more transformation spells, and then turn all of the deer in the forest into tiny animals!

This will obviously require some committed volunteers to keep it going, so I am asking all of our Lightbringers for as much time and support as you feel you can offer. I was thinking of holding this on Saturday June 27, which will give us lots of time to spread the word. This date is not set in stone, so your feedback as to timing wil be much appreciated.

Let me know what you think - and keep spreading the Light!

KraZi legz

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

idk how to even access the pics i was taking of pandora and friends

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Christmas Break! Busy, Busy time. I love you guys, Ill be back soon enough! December 23rd, 2009

[=9] Larka is inactive for the time being, but she cant still forum RP. As of today Harlow is my new official deer!

hey guys im back ittook a while but im here for summer vacation yay! lol any way i saw a couple of new pics and i thought hey you know what would be kewl.....(i dont know, what?) a hide with wings attached that can make u jump higher. sorry people random thought but any way i will be back in the forest as soon as im finished redownloading hope u didnt miss me too much!lol

Yep I went through some of my screenshots and plucked some out. They're a bit recent.


Chime meeting Horizon 8D


Chime and Riptail, who got the same pelt cast on them xD


Hurhur...playing in the river bank.


The dancing Twins.


Corvus went underground, which enabled me to get this one xD


8D


er..yeah |D


"Cirrus on a stick" xDDD and Gehirn eyeballs 8o

Okay people, I'm gonna start by telling you I still can't be in forest, but atleast my comp works now so I can be on the community site, yey! I MIGHT be in when there are abios and stuff cuz' TEF works on my moms com and she is so kind and lets me borrow it when there's abios n such. But I can't promise cuz' here comp is strictly for work really, so I can't overuse it. But you'll be seeing alot more of me here on the community site now!


Oh, and a question, since I've been gone for sooo long I haven't been able to keep up with things happening aroun here, so what is this project greenleaf I'm hearing about?

Some screens from today and yesterday.
I could still use help identifying deer. I want to learn who is who around here.

Anyone want to do an art trade with me?
They dont have to be overly good, i just want to draw some pictures for you all, and maybe get some in return ^^
Just leave me a note and we can start our art trade :3

Example:
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U P D A T E S
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Finished Art
SunFlyra (Fary) - Finished but not posted
Stitches (Kalt) - Posted

Other Information
For other players who are drawing art for me in return here are links to what my deer look like :3
Vira : :x:
Doppelgänger : :x: