I awake to a soft noise. My eyes open, my body quivers, my mouth smiles in response to the rain. It awakes my whole body and at least for now I cannot sleep. I make my way over towards the pond only to see a innocent fawn standing there. Her body was cold and wet but, her soul unbeaten as she trotted merrily through the mist of water droplets. I ran through the rain, eyes closed, with not a single care or fear. Why couldn't life be more like this? I soon realized not even my fawnhood was like this... I had never not been fearful. I opened my eyes to see sweet, blue, round treats around my body. I slowly made my way down the small hill. I was so alone yet; for once I was not sad. I called out. My bellowing voice echoed of the large trees and was soon drowned out by the rain. A small fawn came shortly after and I trembled at the site. It stared at me for a moment and suddenly began to hop through the blueberries. Such a young, free spirit.... before I could stop hoping myself, the fawn was a mere shadow in the distance. It never once looked back to see me. To see if I was following, to see if I was hurting, to if I was crying. I gently lay down amongst the bushes of blueberries. I silently wished the best for the young fawn. That one day it would fulfill its purpose, it would not end up like me. I loved that fawn... it made me realize it does not matter what others think of me... if I love them, even if I don't show it..... That is all that matters. I would do no wrong... I always despised those who judged me, those who ignored me, yet when I got angered or scared I was being what I hated...My pictograph illuminated everything around me. Its light beams made small reflections on the blue bodies. And the soft noise of rain slowly lulled me... Now was time to sleep....
This is a way of saying she is becoming braver. :3 Still shy, just not quite as fearful.

I'm listening to a song and it's a text leaned to the songtext. It is something about Vermillions memories and his lost love.

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So it is coming back to me all the time and i beginn to remember the pain.
It's spreading right in front of my eyes.
Everyone is smiling and it is pushing me far away.
I can't unterstand why and everything is turning blue..
Can you hear me? Can you hear my lonley whispers?
The words right from deep inside me... words of my heart.
Will you hold me? Hold me for a few moments? But no ones there..
I'm gazing from distance and i feel how everything is passing through me just like i'm not there.
I dont want to be alone right now but..
I'm lost in a deep sleep and i can't seem to find a way out alone.
Help me.. can you wake me? Wake me from this sleep?
I know if i let this feeling in, it will push away my love from this past moment..
So i'll try to to guard it close to me and watch the move it makes..
But then.. it gets me and i wish i could understand how i make it disapear..
Are you out there and can you hear me? Can you hear me now?
Hold me now and kiss my lips and may be you can take me finally to your world now.
I can't be alone right now so hold me and please make it all go away..

Am i ever gonna feel myself again?

I hope i will....

-Drumroll-


Disneyland! 8D Yayayay. <3 I'll be leaving on Friday, and be back on Wednesday. I just found out and...c8

EDIT:
Okay, I'm leaving tomarrow. Bye everyone, (;

Normally Toluse was fearless. If he came across something strange or unknown, he wouldn't get scared; he'd get curious and try to play with whatever it was. But now, he was scared. He had experienced rain before in the forest, but never before was it ever this heavy. He stood up in the field that he was fallen asleep in and looked around, ears tilted back. He couldn't figure out why the twin gods had made it rain this hard. Well, whatever the reason was, he was getting cold and wet, which were nice when separate, but unbearable when together. He shook the rain off of his coat and trotted to the pond. There he found several adult deer running around. He froze when he heard the hoot of an owl and looked around before approaching the stags. They seemed unphased by the heavy downpour, which confused him. He stood under the shelter of one of the willow trees before another owl swooped by. He then turned and ran for the giant tree. If there was any sort of decent shelter, it'd be there.

The Priest

I sought quiet company today. I am fully healed in body, but my spirit needs mending. So I sat amongst many quiet deer, all of whom I appreciated the company of. One gray deer by the ruins was particularly good company, quiet and peaceful. We did meet again today. I must say that I am glad to have made your acquaintance, kind deer. Perhaps we shall continue to meet, for it is a pleasure to find those who are quiet.

I am still worried about the fawn I met as well. She seemed so angered over something. Perhaps she was angered at me. I do not know why, though I tried to comfort her. It pains me to see a fawn so enraged. She ran.

“Little fawn?” I called, but she did not stop. I followed her, worried, to the ruins. She proceeded to fight other deer. I worry for her health, though I know now that she wishes me to stay away. For a time I shall. One day I shall approach her again; one day I shall chase whatever demon is within her out of her.

However, while she was fighting in the ruins, I finally discovered a solution to my problem of the Demon. Sitting next to this new acquaintance of mine allowed me to ponder and finally come up with what I should do.

I have decided that we need to talk, Demon.

This fighting has worn us down. It has worn down my mind, made me forget my past. It has made me forget everything important to me in my zealous act of faith. I have betrayed my brothers.

This does not mean that I have given up. I shall not give up, for The Gods do not wish darkness to enter their forest. No. I have simply begun to understand that violence cannot work for me. I cannot win violently. But there are other ways, ways which I shall find. Perhaps I can talk the demon out of you.

Perhaps this hunt can change forms as easily as us deer can.

The 8th was all Magnet. 11 and 13 (today) are Scape. =B

First Magnet, who has a lot of screenshots...

Starts out all calm...



One of these things is not like the other.

So much for it being calm. XD

Yes Magnet, it's Selig's picto. No you can't eat it. (That's Toukan's job.)

Left the pond; now cue the silly!


We were hopping in order. 8D And stalker Dark is stalking. I think he was keeping away from the devout spamming down at the pond. |D

Away with ye?

And thus Vader used the Force...

...freaking them the heck out.



...y'know, I'm not exactly sure how this happened. XD
...Mar Sart, the faux-doe magnet! *kick'd*


Selig-doe: o.o
Mar Sart: Er...

[=white][i]...is how I awoke this day. What seemed like a good place to drop off to my weary-fogged mind at the time, proved to be an ill choice once I regained controlled thought. I had found out the hard way that consuming mushrooms not long after blueberries is not the wisest thing to do. I could not help but gag at how my stomach protested the other day. Even now, it as if my throat is reminding me of the feeling.
But no matter. It is nothing I can do anything about. So I went on my way, to nowhere in particular. It was not as if I could easily navigate, for not only was it raining, but it seemed I had awoken in the middle of the night as well. Had something taken place as I slept? The few deer I saw run by seemed more active than usual. I guess any weather change will do that, but..,what was this?
Were those...giant mushrooms?
I could not recall if I had ever seen anything like these before. There was little chance to study them further, for another deer - a doe I believe - had asked me to follow. I was not sure why, and did not right away understand that was what they wanted, but follow I did. Into the usually brighter, but now just as dark, other part of the forest. She? had led me to a few who sat amongst the trees. It seemed the giant mushrooms did not grow here. Something I did not notice at the time, until later, when I reentered the normally darker part of the forest. I had lost sight of my companions in the dark. It is times like these I grow frustrated with my lack of voice, for I could have called to ask for a sign to locate them. It almost felt like I could call out, but I was not sure how I would go about it. I did have a voice once, but it was long ago...
I had best prevent my thoughts from going to the past, for they may linger on more depressing events.

[center]
Hum.



[i][=#A880D0]I wonder if this forest shall be different than my home.
Well, these red flowers are pretty, to be sure. It was lovely sleeping among them.
Now... I remember traveling here, but... hum, who am I again?
Oh dear. Have I forgotten my own name? How odd.


Well... I suppose for the time being I will call myself the Hat Lady. For, surely, the hat I wear on my head is not a usual occurrence for deer... Three peacock feathers, stuck into violet felt, folded at the brim.
Hum. The Hat Lady. I am quite fond of it, now.


Perhaps I ought to explore this new forest. I can hear faint sounds, the sounds of others...
Pah, I am a silly Lady, to be sure. Why, where has my confidence gone? Hesitant to approach others? Silly me. But I am a stranger, and it will surely seem odd if there are some specialties or procedures here that I know nothing about, and I approach, clueless. Hum, being a stranger is quite difficult.





My, what is this? Ruins of a castle? A church? A fortress? In my old forest the deer would call it "human"...
An interesting structure, to be sure.
More of those lovely red flowers grow around a tilted piece of these ruins. I think I will rest here a slight bit; I seem to still be worn from my travels.





Oh dear, the sun's getting quite hot! I suppose it's time for me to go into the trees again. Hum, I wonder what I'll find next? This forest is a very beautiful place; almost magical. I see little mushroom circles dotting the ground, and patches of sweet little purple flowers...

How do you get the little candles on your deer's antlers?
Is it a random spell? Or do you have to be at a certain place at a certain time?

Yes, one file with alot of shots XD Sorry their so tiny, though, photobucket downsized it alot >_<



My first abio <3 Lots of lag, but super fun nevertheless XD
I was glad to be there.