Ohh Excited! I can finally vent here now! Okay, So I just joined TEF and it is great. I really wish I could be a female deer, although I guess roleplaying with a male with suffice for now...
I am on Mid-Winter break and I am having so much fun. Now, I live in a place where it snows... a lot... And usually the snow is over by now, but at the end of February it snowed a foot + it snowed more for 3 more days. The snow was great for packing. You didn't even need to touch it more than once to make it pack. We made a Huge snow fort, which I may post pictures of (Once they are edited to not show my face... eh heh...) later.
Ehhh I am now just back from my friends. My computer is dumb and wont start. Endless Forest would surely run better on my super cool computer, but I have to use my dad's Crummy Vaio. The graphics card has issues and wont work 40% of the time... GAHH!
Well, So much for my first Blog... Errrm. Now for a catchy word or phrase to tell my veiwers "I have to leave now so Cya later!"... Hmmm. I like Deer. I like Guitar. I like Guys... I got it!
Looking back at on the footprints of time
I see them slowly fading from view
A symbol of how short and blessed our time is
Yet I can not wonder if some one might remeber me
If I made a difference or helped someone for the better
Or am I supposed to fade away to be forgotten
To be forgotten and my memories treated as ghosts
I think I can be content
For if in daily life I can make someone laugh or smile
And help them in any way
Then I am content to let my memories fly with the wind
Dancing high in the sky as a free spirit.
I saw some people doing huge closeups of their deer, and I think it's very handy for screenshots. Sooo...
Can somebody tell me the secret how to do it?
(Like the bottom one, here)
With out a sound you crept into my life
Your smile and laughter made my heart fill with joy
Your mere prescence calmed and eased my worries
It seemed whenever you were in pain you hid it from the world.
Yet somehow I knew and bared with you.
Your mere touch would send my heart raceing
Bringing blush to my cheeks
Yet I wonder so many times if you feel the same way I do
If you did I would be over joyed
But if you did not it felt as if my heart would break
For with out words you came into my heart.
With out words you made me love you
Like a shadow you came into my world
But left you statue in my heart.
To have you in my life I am truly grateful.
I at this moment was thinking about Aegle and how I'm very much alike her. Aegle shares most beliefs that I have. Scary isn't it? Well I am shy but I don't exactly show it. And people are naturally attracted to me, and I do enjoy having fun. Aegle would be my inner feelings at times of loneliness, beliefs, and my twisted mind. A more badass version of me. Well I want to make one more deer, my fun side. Because belief it or not I do have one. C: I'm quite carefree on the outside, the inside not so much but that's not the point. Who knows. Maybe I'll just develop Aegle more into me.
Any opinions? New Deer or allow Aegle to change, and not completely of course.
My heart and my head ached and yearned for understanding.
It was during this time I had no one to confide my troubles to
For both my parents are gone I have no way of knowing who they are
This curse seems to be rather funny since I can not remeber my parents
Yet each day I learn and hear about others peoples past.
I was not treated like an outsider but I prefered to be alone
It saved me the time explaining the things I experience to other people
Besides no one would believe me
There have been a few who have stuck beside me
But after awhile they fade into the distance
Chasing there dreams to wherever to they go.
As time passed I questioned my purpose,my reason of being
The only conclusion I can come two
Is that I am the voice for both sides.
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Sorry for my sucky writing but my brain just keeps coming up with different things to write about Adrian.
