Chapter 1

There’s dark magic here... I can feel it. Consuming, feeding on everything in sight. Growing stronger. Taking over. Nowadays when I see a dark deer, I no longer try to help. There was a time I did try, and occasionally I was successful. But not anymore. Now I just walk on by with my head held high. Because when I help, all that becomes of it is pain. Pain and loneliness. That’s why, after I lost them, I cut myself off. I avoided deer. I slept during the day and lived my life at night, not wanting to get close to anyone for fear of being hurt. So I hide. All alone, in the dark. I suppose you could say I enjoy my life. The solitude and privacy. But every now and then I wake up because the memories have come back. The ones I tried so hard to push out of my head. So I lie awake and with all my might try to not think about what happened all those years ago...

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Okay sooo...I suck at CSS XD Never took the time to learn much and frankly I haven't the motivation despite my need ><

I've been updating my doe Sonne's bio and now realize there's too much information there and it's looking cluttered. I'd really like something with scroll boxes, slide-outs, pop ups or frames for her personality, relation and traits sections so it isn't just one long wall of text. It seems like everyone else is pretty well versed in these so...halp? ._.

I'm willing to do whoever volunteers a picture for their character (or a friend's) on a transparent or simple background. Colored and shaded.

Contact me here if interested, or my Msn shioriness@hotmail.com :3

Thanks ahead of time!

I'd really love to make an ooc deer. I tried before, but by calling the deer Rhye and giving him a different story, making him male...I don't know, he wasn't really me. I'd really like to have one that I could just throw inforest to hang out with people; preferably ooc deer, since an ooc chilling with characters is slightly odd, and I'd feel bad if a character got attatched to them, if that makes sense.

So, I don't know. I'd really like it if people could post their oocs on here and show me the pictograms, so I know who I can run and snuggle ;;" Having an ooc deer is the closest thing I can ever get to experiencing TEF the way I used to.

D'you think I should bother making one? I'm really not sure because I have the feeling I'd end up alone inforest all the time but hrnnnng...

I love chasing the rabbit. xD

Something.

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Doing Ambrose, Orinoco, Kalma, Nidhem, and Llace chibis.

rated m as usual. themes, violence...








she was like one of the warriors they told me about
a demon, a goddess, an exiled monster
everyone that knew her warned me away
but I never listened

they said she worked for beasts
silent scumbags that went unseen
they were chaotic, and their ruler
had gone mad with power

she said she was forced into it a long time ago
and I couldn't leave her after that
she was always fierce and she was always so cold
but I loved her anyway

one day or another she turned to me
after weeks of being on edge for no reason
she said 'I don't know how to feel' and turned,
vanishing into the night

I waited for hours and I set out to follow
she certainly didn't want to be found
so I returned home and waited for morning
in the hopes that I'd see her again

when I saw her again she was heavily scarred
her clothes were all torn and her lips had been marred
she tried for a smile and said once again
'I don't know how to feel'

she told me her name wasn't really her name
snd hideous things that she'd done in the past
who she had murdered and who she had maimed
she told me I wouldn't be the last

her hand, it was quick, and her dagger was sharp
a rarity, gold and ornate
my blood spat forth and stop did my heart
too late to confess, much too late

I still hear her voice now, soft in my head
saying she loved me as my life slipped away
she thought I would hate her; I didn't, I couldn't
I'll wait for her in Hell, and love her the same

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I guess this was written from the point of view of someone Sax used to know.