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Alyssa035's picture

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My birthday is tommorow!!!! Laughing out loud

well I'm stuck here [m/vent]

rated m. dark themes. vent. personal. on DS so I can't put it under a cut.

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so the story goes that it was dark that night
when he stole you in your slumber
I couldn't believe it when they said
you thought it was all your fault

when I was a child I had nightmares
of a doppelganger looking like you
I called her The Mother and kept my eyes open
I prayed she couldn't really be you

when I was a child I would see things
always in the livingroom, too
you with a man or you with fresh blood
it ran from your wrists like silk

but it's not me that suffers, they tell me
it's the sister that grew up too fast
I should be grateful, thankful for her
for, and despite, what she did in the past

so maybe they don't know that I miss you
and maybe they don't believe I want to murder him
he ruined you, he broke you, and you blamed yourself
so I'll blame him for you, and nobody else

the words won't come out right; dull and cliche
and I don't think there's really much more I can say
I don't usually address my audience, but Hell
I hope you can't read and I hope you won't tell


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I don't know what to say about this. It's one of my least cryptic poems and I wish it wasn't so obvious.

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Tataru.

Poppyflower's picture

Myst: Born In The Rain.

Just a little story about my fawn Oria Myst, and her little sis Aria Myst (played by OrinocoFlow).
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It was cold. So very cold.

The sunlight didn`t come until later, until now.

I`m only a few days old. When I look back, all I could see was the rain.

It splashed and poured like a torrent of feelings, all pouring down down down...

But I can remember one other thing.

There was a little fawn, pale silver gray, with brilliant round, pale blue eyes.

The very first thing I could remember. My first memory.
Waking up next to, laying down beside her.

My sister.

I`m so sorry, little sister. I didn`t mean to leave you behind, cold and shivering out in the rain.
But I could still smell them. Our parents, were
somewhere
out
there.


And I wanted to find them. And I`m so sorry that I left you there. I should have stayed.

I searched and searched and searched, to no avail.

Finally, I reached the edge. I was exhausted, only a few hours old.
So that`s when I knew.
Whoever our loved ones were... they were gone.

The rain could not have poured down at a better time.

I was hearbroken. I thought I would sink into the ground, melt away.
Like mist.

Then I remembered you, sister. I knew I had to find you. I knew, somehow, there were others.
I just had to hope you were still alive. Though somehow I knew somehow... you were.

You were the only thing I remembered clearly that day. That, and my name. Oria Myst.

I promise I`ll find you.

Myst. It fades away so quickly, here one moment, gone the next.........

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Here we go Smiling Hope you don`t mind me using the quote about mist from Aria`s page, Orinoco. -runs away-

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last night I saw the stars align

written very quickly. Nirvana. I've missed him...

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last night I saw the stars align
to show me what I'd missed before
they sent me back through space and time
hoping I'd arrive at your door

a long time ago you tainted me
yet I could still forgive you
I never thought I'd ever see
the tears from your soul I drew

the stars told me where the liars were
and how they'd always hate me
I realised you'd still be there
you were all I had

but then one day when things were better
the stars aligned again
they told me to come back to the home I had left
away from mortal men

I gave you my pocketwatch
you said you'd keep it safe

but from above

I watched

the stars in your eyes

f-f-fade

and

b-break...

HI EVERYONE! (This is Poppyflower)

So, I`m logged in on my side account now. Problem is, this is one of three accounts I`ve tried making for one of my deer, and none of them have been verfied :0

My email is set to let spam in.... Idk what to do... help please? -distressed face-

(Btw.... hey Orinoco Smiling)
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