Depression, a nightmare I can’t escape from.
Depression a killer I can’t get free from.
I can never wake up from depression. It covers me, surrounds me.
It follows me.
I wait to be freed but depression never leaves. It’s a coffin full of sorrow.
A shadow waiting for sorrow.
It takes the innocent, it takes the free. I was just a little girl laughing, innocent and sweet. Depression made me a demon. It made me sad and dead. Whispering “They hate you” Inside my head. Depression, the killer of my dreams.
Depression the murderer of happiness.
The shadow of shadows.
Why take the innocent? Why take the free?
I cry every night.
They think i’m crazy.
The demons give me pills.. “They’ll help” They say. I take them over and over.
You can’t kill the demon, the shadow, the sadness.
A pill. A small object. Why can’t people help put a small pill can?
“It’s not that bad.” They say “I have it worse!” Does it matter? I still hurt. I still cry. Voices whisper in my head “They hate you, they hate you” over again and again The path i’m on might lead to death.
The feelings I have might hide but I still cry.
Why the sadness? Why the pain? Depression is this a game?
In school i’m ashamed of who you made me, a demon of sadness.
Just die already I hate you depression. You make me sad. You make me cry. I look at your shadow. Your black coffin.
I won’t surrender to your death. Your shadow is of death and darkness. I just want a shadow of life and happiness.
Let go of me. Leave me alone. For you’re the reason you lead me to go. You left me for dead. You killed my head. Now it’s time to kill you instead..
______________________________________________________________________________I hear laughter. I hear cries. In this place only few survive.
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I walked through graves. I walked through death. I followed a man. I was his shadow of death. He smelled of blood. He smelled of death. The shadow grew closer with every breath. The shadow killed him, for he had ate the dead. I ate his heart. I ate his head. For he was the one that ate the dead.
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I heard his screams. I hear the dead. I heard his voice when I ate his head. I ate his heart, I ate his wife. For he was cheating after taking my life. He deserved it. It’s his fault. Now I am the one that’s at fault?
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A lone wolf I seem. I lone wolf I be. I wander day and night. Waiting for the light.
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The night was cold. My breath shown . My soul dead. My tears froze. I lay upon my grave. The coffin froze covered in snow.
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Moon oh moon. Save me soon.
______________________________________________________________________________ In the dark. Everything gone.
The floor is cold. Just like your soul.
The dark is dead. Just like my head.
Why me. Why me.
The ghost inside tries to hide. But it can’t escape from the monster in you.
Let me die so I can be free. Let me go so I can dream.
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Alone. Gone. Abandoned.
My spirit weeps. I feel nothing.
I look into the fire.
My house burning to ashes.
I lay there. Letting the fire consume me.
Is it possible to change deer's picto ??
I saw people with specific pictos and im sure they made it .. somehow ...
Anyway ,.. i would like to know how
(Im fawn)
At one point I could feel nothing, I felt warmth and the faint thump of a heartbeat. It was all soothing... and than one day I felt a cold feeling, something I never felt before and slight discomfort was intense pain to me as I felt as if I was dropping off a cliff. I hit something... my muscles quivered as cold wind snapped at me and gripped my body... it felt like cold fingers dragged across my pelt. Than my eyes opened, and silence fell upon the area. It was already quiet in the beginning, but now it was a different kind. I could hear the floor crunch as my crimson eyes blinked as I tried to understand what was happening. You can't expect so much from me though, as I just came to the world. Cold puffs of smoky air erupted from my nostrils as exhaustion gently closed my eyes. When I awoke I was in the same spot as before, but there was a bustle of sounds. My coat was rock hard as it seems my mother hadn't even touched me... My limbs felt weak as my head still rested on the ground and I slowly stretched a limb. The sound died "I think it's awaking, I would have thought it would be dead by now.. it needs to die... shhhh" my red eyes blinked as I found the sliver of strength I could gather up and arose on trembling legs. My nostrils flared as I identified the milky warm scent of my mother.
Ears twitched as I took my fist few steps on unstable legs. I could see my mothers bold hazel eyes in the crowd as her ears twitched and she watched with a blank look. I managed to take a few more steps as the crowd of deer moved aside as I stumbled towards her. I did something... I must have but when I went to rest my head against her chest she backed away and I went head over heels and fell on the floor. I spat out the dirt and looked up at her, she looked disgusted and simply moved away a few steps. I arose, body trembling as the pain almost made me want to weep. I moved closer and she just moved farther.
I cant open my game now. We bought a new computer with my dad and i cant open the game here. When i open the game it's saying the endless forest is stoping the working please close. i need help!
Note: Before reading this, I would like to say that this story would have been better if I did not retrain all the details. I was inspired while listening to ambience sounds but I thought that some of the details about Kamaya's feelings would be...a little too much? I do not have any term for that.
Anyways, I know I am not really a good writer so please, be indulgent. Also, I often tend to edit my stories even after I posted them.
If you find any error in this story such as spelling errors or other, let me know.
'Here, here! Come and play!' Sona begain to yell while jumping around in circles. She then leaped onto one of the very large rock formations. Xmerious looks up upon the rocks slightly fearful of how big they were compared to him, and stands still as frozen as stone. The fawn sees Xmerious still on the ground and comes running back to him.
'What is wrong? Come and play!' She makes a childish laugh while smiling but it quickly fades as Xmerious's expression is fearful. 'Xmerious?'
He lowers his head along with the rest of his body slightly shaking, 'The rocks are scary...to big..'
Sona tilts her head, 'Scary? But they are so fun to jump upon!' She laughs again and nudges him, giving him some comfort. 'Don't be scared, they are just rocks. This is the playground for playing! Here, I’ll show you.'
Xmerious watches her curiously as she jumps back and forth from one rock to the other, leaping higher and higher than before, all most as if she was soaring through the sky. ‘You’re flying!’ he laughs feeling all of his fear drift away.
‘Flying? Oh! Follow me! You’ll love this even more if you wish to fly!’
‘Huh? Hey! W-wait for me!’ He yells running after Sona who was now a great distance away from him.
The two fauns made their way through the forest and as they ran, Xmerious found himself lost among the trees and undergrowth. Since he got distracted by the strange noises happening all around him, that he still hadn’t gotten used to, the faun had lost track of Sona. Instead of being scared, Xmerious took the opportunity to explore around more. The forest was quite dim with little light shining through the trees from a sky he could not see. Yet the forest was warm and wet with a light steamy mist clouding his view from time to time, but this could be just his eyes still adjusting to the new sight. While wondering around Xmerious took notice on how some of the trees he passes had plate like mushrooms covering the dense, brown, bark.
i need help! 
