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This bio contains mature and sensitive content, including gore, violence, sexual themes, drugs and alcohol and their usage, swearings and many other things.
Tirdas is IC, her actions don't depend on the player's mood, but I take all responsibility. If there're any questions or you want to interact with her, please, contact me via discord (wildphi#3226). RPs are welcomed :>

• R E C E N T L Y •

Corporeal Stable MentalityStable Emotional ruined, nervous but trying to stay cool NotesLF interactions & afk often ;v; / 08.07.19 - has her bio & TH fully updated

the 19 of June, 2019 • Once again Daybreak received a dose of thrill and anxiety. Worse than the note from what once had been her father was only the contemplation of his absence. 'A little time for quiet thinking' was growing from hours to weeks and even further, through the endless circle of countless minutes and the troubled look of Erieda, when Tirdas happened to visit her. So that's why Daybreak was so recklessly 'glad' to come across Midas, in the Forest, in the middle of nowhere, in the twilight, in her unassuming opinion - enjoying his new and wonderful life without any doubts. As long as she was catching a thought she glad to see him alive and Midas' abashed look Tirdah approached him willing to tell all her worries and fears and leave him be. But her wicked tongue and feelings once again appeared to be faster than common sense.
Tirdah had a verbal altercation with the lion faster than she realized it, and when she heard that cherished phrase about that he had changed, Daybreak finally burst into a thousand disgusting phrases, tearing the skin apart and grinding the bones into dust. She wasn't stopped even by Midas' spoke of his gratitude to the family or it's members, Tirdas continued to tell him all that she had stored deep in the heart, following the whole-eating sorrow. Tirdas mocked on what once was her father, and continued to spit out curses and accusations, and broke down eventually and attacked the lion bigger than her several times, feeling her own words were completely powerless. Shouting something she didn't remember, asking why it was worthy to return him to life if he remained dead, in some sense Tir had with her words and actions broken up all those thin and fake links that were connecting them somehow. Daybreak got inflamed even more from the fact that her actions were almost not followed by any resistance, and in the end, she left the lion alone in the twilight silence, trying to move away from the place of their collision as far as possible.

the 10 of December, 2018 • many things happened ~~(and player missed the rut AGAIN HELLWHY)~~, but currently
watching you, Griseal —A— you behave too suspicious

the 8 of August, 2018 • She spent time alone, looking at the peaceful beginning of the withering nature. At one point, her sleepy peace was disturbed by a stranger (Jae). She welcomed him - if it could be called a greeting - and kept silent for a while.Tirdas didn't move, although she assumed the risk, but tried not to show it. She eventually broke the silence by asking the name of the stranger. And Tirh was surprised to hear about the "real hate" towards him, and without hesitation asked a counter question on the forehead, why should she. They talked for a while, during which time Tirdas stood with her teeth tightly clasped, prepared to repel any possible attack. But then she listened to a couple of jokes about herself and her "belligerence". Tirdah remained silent until she came to the comic of the situation.
"Oh, thanks. Cool. No jokes, really. Now I know one more villain, at least some variety in my nightmares." Tirh exhaled, laughing and feeling at ease again. "Seriously, don't do that again. You can break someone's mental health. You're almost succeed." Continued the conversation, although noted a certain eccentricity of the interlocutor.

the 30 of July, 2018 • She met Milante, with whom she had a conversation about all. Tirh was told about her father's death details, and, briefly, about Milante's "new home" in Hell. Tirdas had been joking about the last for a long time, until she was directly told that hell was not a metaphor. She took it with some kind of hostility, dictated by the long disappearance of Milante, and tried to know how Amber Warrioress had entered there, what for, and also ~~offered~~ demand her to stay with family. Milante left it hanging.
After Tirdas listened to the details of the journey to Soul Cairn and the salvation of her father's soul. During the whole story Tirh resented and argued as she wanted Milante and Roscoe to take her with them, and she sulked stil. But she was also incredibly grateful to them.

the 19 of November, 2017 • ...

the 16 of November, 2017 • Tirdas was spending the day with Milante, until auntie jumped up, told Tirdah to stay there and ran away. What happened? Tirh rose and proceeded to her scent, listening to the furious cries and the tramp. Went out of the bushes, Tirh saw the scene of the fight where a white man(Hammel) pursued the wounded child(Gunnarr), being chased by Milante and a few strangers. For some time they drove him, but the white madman came back again and again, and that horror was repeated over and over. At this time, Tirdas was near with attacked child, along with a huge beast(Quay). As soon as the white man was approaching, she was fluffed up menacingly and growled, trying to bite him, but mostly it was useless. Tirh didn't quite understand what was happening because of the smell of blood everywhere, but she was angered by that attack, knowing not so long ago she was 'that attacked child'.
Time ago there was a lull, and she and Milante stayed with wounded. Tirdas was in shock from the amount of blood and she realized she couldn't help, so she just sat next to him. The beast, who protected the child, stayed with them. Soon a stranger(Henna), probably one of child's family members, came. She apologized, knowing she could help with nothing, and left them alone. Tirdas followed Milante, talking by the way. Tirh shared with Amber her emotions, remembering that it already was the second attack for the last time. It seems, the forest become... more dangerous?

the 14 of November, 2017 • PARENTS CAME she had a nice day

the 2 of November, 2017 • She roamed through the woods, which had acquired a strange, dark atmosphere. There was the crackle of dry twigs and the rustle of fallen leaves, the cold wind and the first frost, someone's dry, creaking roar. Mostly she watched the forest, how it's changing.
Soon Tirh came across a familiar scent and met Milante. OHMYGOSH I'VE MISSED U HOW R U?? Adhered to company of her and Quillon. Tirdah had already planned to settle down next to them, but she heard the approach of some stranger(Scavenger). Tirdas didn't pay much attention to this, but then this odd man made a horrible mess. Tirh was frightened by his behavior and confused, and could only escape from this freak. At some point she noticed that Milante&Quillon had joined the battle, and Tirdas would bravely rush to the aid of her auntie, but Tirdah was bitten by a Scavenger and thrown aside then, and Tirdas didn't intervene after this, only walked away under the protection of the Amber Warrioress and the Sidereal. Basically she had experienced a terrible moments, an anxiety and fear for these two.
Tirh rejoiced as she could when they returned, and, it seemed, her eyes were on the wet spot, and she hugged everyone. Also she felt incredible admiration for her protectors, and she wanted to become something similar, and yet still she felt the touch of fear and pain due to the bite. After all, she was taken by Milante when it was dark, came to the home where they treated their wounds. ~~Happy belated birthday, Tirdah.~~

the 10 of October, 2017 • came back into the Forest.
She spent time in Vasilisa's house in Skyrim since the 1st of August. Mostly Tirdas was busy learning to hunt, herbalism and a bit of alchemy, combat. The first time was very difficult for her, but gradually in her head has established the principle that in the world there isn't without loss, and it's necessary to sacrifice something: the same rabbit that she had set traps at the end of her stay there.
Basically Tirh had spent there a time full of joy. Tirdas unwittingly been interested in martial skills more than herbalism or alchemy, and, by the way, archery had given her better than the proportional mixing of several ingredients to realise something digestible. Besides, to escape from the guards was much more fun, and to observe the life of wild animals, after she had quietly crept up, more exciting.

the 11 of July, 2017 • met Aureus. She had a talk with the man, during which she found out information about vampires, importance of blood and some... abilities? At some point Tirh felt almost destroyed because she's only one from her family who's afraid of the sun. Anyway, Tirdas was impressed of his knowlege. She has many questions to him, as well as to her parents.

the 8 of July, 2017 • Spent a long time in the birch forest with Griseal and others (Nathaniel, Sabit, Irarenum). Tirdas was glad to meet the Little Bat, but mostly attention was drawn to the sun rays. At some point it was disgustingly hard, made head dizzing, and caused a feeling of internal heat, and the skin felt as if something was burning. As a result, she had to leave the birch forest. Left in the shade, where long time she lay, until dad came. She heard him said something, asked, but absolutely couldn't answer. Fell asleep, understanding nothing.

the 2 of July, 2017 • Loitering in the forest, idle, haggard, pale and completely immersed in a recent conversation with her dad. Tirh dragged her sad carcass through the forest, until she was found by Midas. The child didn't particularly understand, just rushed to him and some time cried, while dad asked what happened and licked her fur, and she in return tried to drown him in tears. After some time Tirh became tired and relaxed, and then she was taken to birch forest.
For a long time was there, then was distracted by the play with Griseal, and then, in the evening, returned to the dad. She felt the heat and thirst, and, at some point, Midas took her to the hunt as a spectator. Later, when he brought the bunny to her, she started to hesitate. Amazed by the glassy stare of a dead creature, Tirdas frankly asked dad does it hurt, and received the answer that it was hurt. More doubts appeared, but Tirh cannot overcome thirst, and she sank her fangs into the prey. But it's worth it to set her free from the thirst, Tirdah got puzzled as she let go the pray. She didn't expect from herself such.
"So... You'll have to learn to do it yourself, 'cause I can't always be there."
"But I don't want this..."
"Then you'll die from hunger," the answer was.
"Let it be!"
In the end she broke into a cry and tried to pull away, but was caught by Midas. In terrible mood. Spend evening with him under the sun rays, feeling bad.

the 29 of June, 2017 • In the early morning Tirdas met dad and siayed with the family. It's nice time mostly, but she was somewhat puzzled. Dad said that he's worried because of her, that she warns nobody when she goes out, that he's afraid something could happen with her. Thirh didn't take his words to heart, because she sees no danger in the forest and she's completely confident that she deal with anything, but still she was upset because that made dad worry. Frustrated, Thirh was released but she could not find a place and fell asleep, surrounded by terrible thoughts about this talk.
Later when Tirdas woke up, her heart was still lousy. She wandered the forest without purpose, until she came to Phobos. Well, I'll sit and hang my snot here and there, because... Oh, who is it? As a result, she got distracted and sat beside the little fawn(Jerah). Then Griseal came and Tirh played with her, and after L'ubomir and Jude came. In general, the mood gradually increased.

the 13 of June, 2017 • first rain, first foggoten update, sigh

the 12 of June, 2017 • Some time in the morning she roamed the forest in search of entertainment, but in the end Tirdas, feeling terrible boredom, just fell asleep under the tree.
Later she felt someone poked her in the side, and she had to raise her head. Tirh saw a happy face of Griseal. She made an attempt to force Tirdah to get up, but she, feeling rumbling of the stomach, didn't want to play, no matter how hard Gris tried. Afterwards Tirh was led by Griesel somewhere. Seeing they were going to the pond, Tirdas tried to stop Gris, because she was told don't even try to come here, but this little bat ignored her. Tirh also tried not to let her in the water, but she got in and even began to chase dragonflies, while Tirdah suffered from thirst. At some time Griseal brought to her a dragonfly with a serious intention to make Tirdas to eat it. Ha ha... okay, give it to me, I'll eat it. To say short, crunch is cool, but the taste is disgusting. However, it was at least some food. For some time she resisted increasing thirst, sitting next to Gris, but as soon as she fell asleep Tirh left her and tried to catch more dragonflies, each time spitting the taste. Then increased interest in frogs, and they, unlike insects, was quite yammy. However, they didn't move after Tirh stuck into them the teeth.
After thirst had been defeated, Tirdas wandered some more and stumbled upon a doe(Signe). The inexorable desire to appear very much to ask, mostly about age, because Tirh doesn't always able to see the face of her own father, and then the doe of her age, but she looks like an adult?? In general, in her head formed a sort of mess, and attempted to ask something, then stopped, because she didn't know where exactly to start. As the result, she was silently sitting nearby, staring at the flowing water from the height of the bridge, that was not so bad: the water is quite nice, if you watch from afar.

the 8 of May, 2017 • Tirdas made a foray into the woods unsupervised, proud and determined, and frightened of any rustling and then bravely checking that it only seemed. No use loitering in the forest, and then she found Qice in the birch forest. Quietly, Tirh crept up and hid behind a rock, watching... and watching... and falling asleep. She woke up already next to the red hyena, and for some time of serenity but then she saw something small(Griseal), watching them from the grass. Tirdah approached her. Ahh, how many eyes you have! They stared at each other, and after played and ran through the birch forest, and Tirdas barely had time to seize the moment to wait at least some time in the shade, because it's very sunny. In the end, she just lay down in the tall grass, tired and very happy on this day.

the 11 of March, 2017 • - hmm, dad is sleeping and forest is dark, fireflies is shining and flying around... it's time to take a walk, yeess
- met Froamis, Nanook and Nameless(?). wow these guys're cool
- sb is screaming. 'sb' is screaming my name. it seems dad woke up but why is he screaming?? SMTH HAPPENED, ~~DAD I'LL DEFEND U~~
- no, dad, why are u grumbling at me(
- wait, what's behind u? look, water is everywhere!
- why are u saying 'its dangerous to be there' and when u was already in the water? come back, its not funny
- and why are u splashing
- ok u may keep joking, i'm planning a revenge
- she splashed her dad and ran away, best revenge ever
- met Jordis. what are u doing, bro? ... HE TURNED MY DAD INTO A BAT OMG DID ANYONE SEE THAT ~~now my dad is batman~~ how did u do that
- watched how her uncle is practicing magic, considers as kinda miracle and can't imagine how it works
- when dragged Jordis away of the pond, 'cause dad said its too dangerous >:[
- met Yevelda and Garrus, Tirdas remembers how she was stalking the battle-woman