-Saosin-

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Her pelt is stained with the ink of all recorded history
And for a brief moment, it was rewritten






Reyy's picture

Not at all heehee. (:

Not at all heehee. (:




She walks timidly over, not

She walks timidly over, not daring to come too close. Not yet. Her blue fur is shifting constantly on top of her quaking body; she is uncertain with her friend, uncertain with everything at the moment. Garth raises her dark eyes to take in the form of Saosin, taking a deep breath. "S-saosin... I'm... I don't know what to say... Yesterday, it was... Everything was confusing. You ignored me. And when you didn't ignore me, y-you became angry at me. I didn't want Ravyn near me. I dislike her presence. W-was it a crime to tell her to leave me be... Such a crime that you had to hurt my feelings to make her f-feel better?" a low, shaky breath is released. She lowers her head, seeming so small compared to her usual, proud stance. She doesn't like conflict. She doesn't like it at all; she wishes she could end this issue now, but it was not so easy. This was not the first time her friend had ignored her, left her alone and without a friend when Ravyn was around. And it hurt her deeply, that her valiant Saosin would be so shallow as to leave her every time Ravyn appeared round the bend. "I... Maybe I am selfish, Saosin. In that I want to keep my friendships but never seem to make them stay; in that every time I try t-to reach out, I am rejected again. I'm sorry for that... Truly. I-I never meant to make you f-feel any hurt. But I..." she clears her throat, looking uncertainly behind her as though pondering whether coming near him was the best idea. Then, she swivelled her head back towards him and lowered her gaze, continuing. "Please think of the hurt you c-caused me, dear Saosin. And do not think only on yesterday. Think on the day before. And before. And there were more from days p-previous... I d-don't want to sound so selfish, so greedy as to say it was just me. Iaurdagnire noticed your... Well. How you were so heartless towards others. The way you received me when I came over. It was as though I existed for but a sliver of a s-second, and then I was dead to you."

A shaky breath, and a slight turn shows she is ready to leave if he wishes her to. She doesn't wish to be troublesome to those who do not want her around. "I'm very sorry if I ever caused you any... Any disturbance, or inconvenience S-saosin. I'm sorry."


Just a note: These are Garth's feelings, not mine. ILU <3 XD

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"My anger.. was never


"My anger.. was never directed at you, Garth..
I went to the pond for a reason, because you were there.
I was upset because one certain stag was wandering around me and Ravyn, one who we had a conflict with the day before. It was him and only him I was mad at.
..I had to concentrate.
When I came to the Oak and saw how you reacted to Ravyn I got chocked.
..Do you know how much she means to me? I wasn't thinking, it was a reaction that I could never control. I never meant to hurt you, I would never do that on purpose.
..I'm sorry for making you feel like this. I know how you feel and.. I know how precious your friends are to you.

But I can't be there for you all the time. Maybe one day you'll understand why.. Until then, I'll be waiting. But I want you to know that, no matter what, you do mean a lot to me."



I can't write like you.. >> <3

D'aww you're a wonderful

D'aww you're a wonderful writer <3 I'll post soon.

J!n's picture

No, I'm not, but thank

No, I'm not, but thank you<3
Iaurdagnire's picture

*sniffle* That was the most

*sniffle* That was the most heartbreaking goodbye ever! Saosin looked so sad <3 Dag'll be back later though =)

J!n's picture

yeah.. /cry I hope

yeah.. /cry
I hope so<3

Saosin is so lost right now..
Iaurdagnire's picture

Yes, Dag certainly feels

Yes, Dag certainly feels it...
If Garth is in the forest, he might try to get them both to reconcile. Misunderstandings or not, it can be all be fixed =)

Reyy's picture

I think you'll like these

I think you'll like these songs.

Band: Codeseven

Songs:
1. Shalo
2. All the best dreams

They might be hard to find.
I really hope you like them...




J!n's picture

All the best dreams is truly

All the best dreams is truly fantastic, beautiful lyrics.. Thank you for telling me about this song.
I couldn't find Shalo, though.

How are you? I hope you're okay..

Reyy's picture

If you check on Myspace

If you check on Myspace Music you'll find it. (:
That's where I discvered it.


I'm okay.
I guess.
My mom said I can get on for an hour because of good grades... which isn't very much.
But oh well it's good to get on. (:



J!n's picture

Didn't find it. I'll check

Didn't find it. I'll check again later.. Sticking out tongue

That's awesome<3
Reyy's picture

http://music.myspace.com/Modu

http://music.myspace.com/Modules/MusicV2/Pages/PopUpPlayer.aspx?songid=2...
Here you go.
I hope it works.
I have to go now. :/

Goodnight (:




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I think the link is

I think the link is broken..

Goodnight (:

Saosin.. ?I'm sorry for

Saosin.. ?

I'm sorry for running away... something happened earlier and-.. I hope I didn't offend you, I'm sorry..


Bylah's gotten more possessive of Nine and doesn't like it much when he spends time with others and defies his demands to return to him lol. So.. there was a bit of an upset that caused Nine to avoid others for a bit after B left..

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{Click to view Nine's bio}
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It's okay.. Why are you


It's okay..
Why are you letting Bylah treat you like that?


I see.

Offers one of his usual

Offers one of his usual silly little smiles, Because I love him..

{Click to view Nine's bio}

{Click to view Nine's bio}
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..Then I hope he can make


..Then I hope he can make you happy..


<3

He laughs.. Happy.. I'm

He laughs.. Happy.. I'm miserably happy.. but I'm happiest when I can spread myself around. He's precious to me, but he's not all that I have.
Small smile,
He was annoyed with me, before.. I wanted to sit with Dhudhwa or both of them.. he didn't like that idea, so he avoided me a good while- it nearly broke my heart.


<3
Oh.. don't be confused, by the way~ theirs isn't a romantic relationship, nor is it mutual. c:
Bylah doesn't even really like him much, he's just... weird and really possessive. |D

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J!n's picture

I know how you feel..

I know how you feel..

Reyy's picture

Susano I'm so tired...

Susano I'm so tired...




J!n's picture

Fall asleep with me.


Fall asleep with me.


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Finally, here it

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I didn't mean to be so...

I didn't mean to be so... lifeless today. I'm just a bit in a haze... I'm not used to this. And I didn't want to intrude or anything with you and Ravyn.
Thanks for helping me get a set... I'm still surprised they stay on. I'm afraid they'll disappear any second.


-x-

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Hraeth's picture

Saosin! Thank you for

Saosin! Thank you for looking out for me today - and all the times previous and to come while I'm at it.

I'm sorry I didn't continue following you when you found me after I woke. You seemed to be with close company and I felt I'd only be intruding.

~
J!n's picture

Apparanza It's okay.. I

Apparanza

It's okay.. I just feel like I'm pushing everyone away..


Hreath

No need to thank me Noelle.
Beliar and I.. He's not sane.. I want to help him.

Beliar thinks that Saosin has been sent to help him get rid of the voices in his head, or something.

-is rofling in the

-is rofling in the background, holding a Beliar plushie-


J!n's picture

YOU DID THIS TO ME <3 ..do

YOU DID THIS TO ME
<3
..do you think he can ever be cured?

-innocent whistle- I don't

-innocent whistle-
I don't know. You'll have to find out :3

Reyy's picture

Jin did you get my

Jin did you get my messages?
I was on my phone when I sent them to you so it might be confusing. (:
I basically just agreed with what you said about the story.
I was thinking of the same thing, actually




J!n's picture

Yeah, I got them. I replied

Yeah, I got them. I replied too. (:

Reyy's picture

Saosin... Do you ever dream


Saosin...
Do you ever dream of suicide?







I am Ravyn.
J!n's picture

No... But I dream of


No...


But I dream of murder.


Reyy's picture

Would you ever murder


Would you ever murder someone, Saosin..?
If I asked you to... would you?








I am Ravyn.
J!n's picture

I have done it before.. I


I have done it before..

I can do it again.





Reyy's picture

Murder me I am Ravyn.


Murder me






I am Ravyn.
J!n's picture

No... Not yet.


No...


Not yet.



Reyy's picture

Will you come with me? I


Will you come with me?






I am Ravyn.
J!n's picture

Will you let me?


Will you let me?

Spyrre's picture

Whatwhat?? D=

Whatwhat??
D=
J!n's picture

Theehee

Theehee<3

Spyrre's picture

*Is still shocked* o_o

*Is still shocked*
o_o
J!n's picture

What?

What? Eye
Spyrre's picture

You guys have.... quite a

You guys have.... quite a plan.
Just caught me a bit off-guard here. o__O
J!n's picture

Heh.. ^^

Heh.. ^^

Hraeth's picture

Saosin... You don't have to

Saosin... You don't have to sit with me while I rest.
I'm sure it will get awfully dull for you.


~
J!n's picture

I want to sit with you..


I want to sit with you..



Hraeth's picture

As you wish, then. Thank

As you wish, then. Thank you

~
Reyy's picture

Yes Be with me forever I


Yes
Be with me forever







I am Ravyn.
Reyy's picture

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