(rofl. warning, mush ahead. I kind of had something like this in my head for a few days and tried to get it out. spoken from Kaoori's point of view.)
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It is rare that you fall asleep before me. But when you do, sometimes I lie awake and think. I guess I think a lot lately, don’t I, Wesker? You usually laugh at me when I say these things. But sometimes, I really do wonder -how all of this happened.
I’d always told myself I’d never fall in love. How I watched the others, how they seemed to act so--well, strange around the ones they fell for. How some seemed to squabble all the time and were never happy. When I was younger, I was happy with being alone. It never bothered me. I did have a few fleeting crushes, but that is what they were-mere crushes.
Then there was that strange day that changed it all. I don’t remember everything that happened that day last summer, but somehow, for some reason, Terrant introduced me to you, and while we were at the ruins, suddenly this large blue stag came out of nowhere and cornered me, acting aggressively. You didn’t even know me. But you went out of your way to come and defend me.
It surprised me.
There were the rumors I heard about how you were aggressive and evil, and to stay away. But it was hard for me to see, because from the first day I met you I was never shown that side. You were always polite, if quiet. In the beginning we never really talked about much. You seemed to like quiet time; and believe it or not I enjoyed seeking you out for quiet time myself. I came to find out that you didn’t allow many deer to sit near you, and I was honored.
Another doe used to hang around you a lot. Do you remember her? Asbjorn.. She was beautiful, wasn’t she? I used to look at her and my soul would wilt inside. I would never be able to compete with her , I’d think. And then I knew. As much as I had tried fighting it inside, I knew.
I’d finally fallen for someone.
I fought it for a long time, Wesker. I refused to tell you. I figured it would ruin everything. So I kept it all inside, but you could always tell when something was bothering me. You still always can. But I couldn’t tell you. And oh, when you got into fights with Darkweaver? It killed me inside to see you so injured. I know I’d follow you around like a lost puppy, but I only wanted to see you alive and safe. So when.. The unthinkable happened.. I thought I was going to die too.
I wanted to. Oh, how I wanted to. I wanted to just fade from existence. I never told you how I felt, and I never would have the chance. I went so numb inside; from anger, regret, sadness, loss... Days dragged by, and I waited desperately for sleep to come to just take me away to nothingness.
And then a strange miracle occurred; there was talk in the forest of a ghost of a certain deer being sighted. But you were very real. Back then I didn’t know the reasons behind your return, or how it happened, but I was thrilled beyond belief that you had. And now I would have my chance to tell you what I could not the last time.
I suppose we both know what happens from there. I’m glad I had that second chance. Even when you’re sleeping right now? I know you’re not completely asleep, and you’re listening to me babble on to myself. You’re like that. Always waiting for something to happen. Always on alert. Especially now, with the fawn on the way. That’s you, and you can’t help that. We’re such total opposites that sometimes it makes me laugh, thinking about it. Sometimes, I wonder why you picked me. You could have so many does in the world, I’m sure, instead of this plain one you lie next to. Whatever your reasons, I’m glad you did.
I wouldn’t change a thing. And I’m grateful for everything that has happened. More than anything, I’m grateful for you. And I think we’re both ready for this fawn. I know you’ve been trying really hard to be, well, nice, to the fawns in this forest. We’ll be ready.
...Goodnight, Wesker.
Aw. I liked it!
I liked it!
AWWWW.
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Aww, cute. ^_^
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Awe. This is so sweet.
This is so sweet.
Dwahhhh~~ So cute
So cute <333
Oh my. Beautiful.
haha, the two of them try to
Aw, that was touching. Very
Thank you
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Tooth-rottingly sweet!
I was thinking the exact same
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