The Gray

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The Gray

*** Connected at orange. Not really in the Rut event, just hanging with old friends.
Thinking» "That's not awkward at all...I'ma just sit here with Nem, K? K."
Feeling» Quiet. Overwhelmed.
Currently» Quiet. Hanging with Nem and those with Nem. So. Out. Of. Date.



Goes By»Zash; Zach
Real Name» Zachary Fredrick* Conner
Forest Name» The Falling Cherry
In Forest Since» July 6th, 2012
Species» TEF Deer
Height» #6
In Game Set» Gray/Long Pelt- GB Mask- Owl Antlers
Scent» Dust; Honey Locust; Sea Salt
Age» Mentally in his early twenties
References» Normal | Winter
Voice» Higher end of the masculine voice spectrum; has a country accent that makes him difficult to understand at points- prone to mumbling. Does not hide his accent like he once did.
Personality» Updating....
Biological Offspring» Arielle [lost], Apollo. [lost]
Adopted» Yara, Basil.
Status» Married since 2016.
Friends»* Nem; Thais. that's sad Zash you need more frands
Current Art»X * Thank you all for the past art and writings of my boy. ♥ I still have it and may put it up here again if I can figure a way it won't look too cluttered.
Inspirations» Fog; 1900-1920's America; WWI; 1900-1920's literature; fire; conflict.
Notes» This character is IC 90% of the time. Goes OOC for spell help. This revamp may be temporary if Zash proves to not take to it well.

Disclaimer» This character is just that- a character. His thoughts and values are his and his alone and do not represent his player. He, to his entirety, belongs to me. Coding was compiled by me, Kiwara.

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Test one. Decided to

Test one.




Decided to bring this guy back and update his CSS.
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Test two. The bullets next to

Test two. The bullets next to the letters are links to the different boxes.


Still have a lot of info I need to put back in place.


And I don't know how to fix the visible scroll bar in the odd boxes.
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YAAAAAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAY

YAAAAAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAY
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

What is dis? O.O I has some?

What is dis? O.O I has some?

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Thanks guys. ^^ Hmmm Ems?

Thanks guys. ^^

Hmmm Ems?
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He's so cute c: ♥

He's so cute c: ♥
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Haha, thanks! I love him to

Haha, thanks! I love him to pieces.


Would one of your kiddos like to meet him? I'm trying to get him out of his comfort zone of friendships.
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Time for an rp :3 Oria and

Time for an rp :3

Oria and Zash were rping quite a while ago, never finished it. XD
~Poppy~
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Yeah, no kidding. Would you

Yeah, no kidding. Would you like to just start anew since a lot of stuff has happened since then?
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If you want to. I`ve decided

If you want to. I`ve decided to maybe develop Oria a bit more. Smiling

Would you like me to start?
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If you want. That's great

If you want. That's great that you're developing her more, she's such an awesome character!
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......Z....Zash?!

......Z....Zash?!
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I know! The guy's back.

I know! The guy's back.
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Ok My characters will never

Ok Smiling My characters will never be the most developed, though. XD

_

Grass crunched under Oria`s feet as she plotted briskly through the forest. She still felt a bit weary, but a little better after her talk with Phaios. As usual, thoughts of her sister whirled in the back of her mind- was she safe? Happy? How are the fawns?

The antlered doe sighed, reluctantly pushing the thoughts out of her mind. Remember what Phaios said. She thought to herself. Aria`s isn`t entirely your responsibility. Others can look after her as well.

A sudden scent made the doe stop in her tracks. Whoever it was, the scent was very familiar....
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Ah, sure they will! They're

Ah, sure they will! They're just like people, they tend to grow and change over time! Sometimes they'll just click with you one day.


Zash didn't bother doing, well much of anything. He had just looked over to notice a white doe moving some distance off. He had considered following, since he was genuinely curious as to how she had faired in his absence. The last he had spoken to her, she seemed...confused and frustrated. Was she like that now?
Though when Oria stopped, he knew she had either had some notion of his existence or had picked up his scent. He shifted and started away from the shadows to slowly intercept her course. He didn't have the energy-or the coordination- to do much more than walk. He considered calling out, but he bit his tongue. That would just ruin the silence and probably spook her in the process.
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//squeals// Its great to see

//squeals// Its great to see him, and great to see YOU *hugs* May I rp as well? Bear is still a little rusty...and old >u<
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Ohhh, yeah he needs to talk

Ohhh, yeah he needs to talk with Bear. That's for sure. Oh, he's an old man now? Poor guy! I'd love to RP with you! *hugs* Sorry I just left the Akhen RP to die...so much was going on. I hope you're doing all right though!
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Yeah he's old, all the years

Yeah he's old, all the years he has missed is coming right back at him. But, him and Flyleaf (I think you know him) are both trying to keep each other young xD
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Maybe! I`m pretty lazy,

Maybe! I`m pretty lazy, though. Laughing out loud

_

Looking over, Oria spotted a grey and white stag slinking through the shadows nearby. She tilted her head, trying to determine who it was. Then, it clicked.

"Zash?"
~Poppy~
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Awwwww. Zash tries to stay

Awwwww. Zash tries to stay young, but he can be a grumpy old man with the best of them. xD Poor Bear. At least he has Fly, though.



@Poppy


"Hey, Oria. How are you?" He halted as he came within a few feet of her, looking her over. She seemed okay. But most of her issues were in the mind anyhow.
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Yes, he is very lucky,

Yes, he is very lucky, hahahaha!

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Bear lifted his head from the cold pool he was drinking from, smelling a very familiar scent near by.
"Oria?" he called, getting out of the small stream, shaking himself dry.
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Oria smiled. It was good to

Oria smiled. It was good to see an old face again, even if the memories associated with it weren`t always the most pleasant.

"Hey, Zash! I`m pretty good, I suppose." She shrugged. "How are you?"
~Poppy~
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Interesting idea with the

Interesting idea with the tabs! Bravo! Laughing out loud
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@Tulloh Why thank you! I

@Tulloh

Why thank you! I still have a couple of things to work out, but I think it gets the point across. I like compact bios that can hold a lot of information. But, thank you! I thought it was pretty cool too. Even better when I realized I could make it. xD

@Poppy and Nettle(I'm assuming, Nettle, that you're joining into the existing RP? If not then that's okay too, I just want to clarify.)

Pretty good? Better than dead, he supposed. "All right I guess," he replied, mimicking her shrug with a teasing half smile, "I'm glad to hear you're okay though, Oria." he murmured. His ear twitched, causing his brown eye to glance away, "Did you just hear something?"
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Yes, I will be joining into

Yes, I will be joining into the current rp ^^

Bear continued to call, shuffling hiself through bushes and grass. He had not seen the doe for a long time, well, he had not seen anyone for a long time.
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OH THIS GONNA BE GOOD. XD

OH THIS GONNA BE GOOD. XD

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"You too Zash. Things have been hard, but I guess it`s getting better. Doesn`t make Aria`s situation easier, though. Phaios told me that she`s having some problems with Irie." Oria sighed. She really did want to be more involved in her niece and nephews lives, but at the same time she wanted a life of her own. Selfish, yes. But could it be justified?

Right now, she was happy just sitting with Zash. He was a good friend, though she hadn`t known him too long. Her ears flicked. She looked behind her, to see a large stag nearby. He, too, looked familiar..

Oria froze, the fur on her back standing up. Was that...

"B-bear..."

EDIT: And yes, that was Oria. I was wondering why he kept moving. XD
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"Aria will always have

"Aria will always have problems finding her," he muttered though went silent when she spoke again.

Bear. Zash wheeled himself around, spotting the stag not some distance away. Too close. Too close and he had barely noticed him. How? Was his other ear going deaf too? Anger flared through him as he shifted to place himself between the doe and the other stag. His scruffy fur spiked up along his spine as he stared at the male, but said nothing.
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Oria`s eyes lifted in

Oria`s eyes lifted in annoyance. Did Zash honestly think she had to be protected from Bear? Yes, perhaps he was quite large, but for the Gods sake, she was the one with antlers, not him!

The closeness of the other stag somewhat alarmed her. That, and the fact that he was supposed to be dead. Yes- he was dead, he had to be!

Right?

Oria closed her eyes as she remembered the first and only time she`d met Bear. She had been with her sister and Zash- that was the first time she had met Zash, as well. Or so she thought. Bear had come raging, accusing Aria of ruining his life because she didn`t feel the same way about him as he did her. At first, of course, Oria had been furious at the prospect of anyone blaming her sister for anything. She`d probably have fought him herself had Zash not.

Then, they later discovered that in despair, Bear had thrown himself into the Pond. Oria couldn`t believe it... she`d begged for some sort of forgiveness on her part, aware that she didn`t know everything.

But none of that mattered much right now. No matter what had happened, Bear still had almost harmed her sister. And she had no idea how this stag would react to seeing the stag that fought him off and the sister of the doe who refused him again.

_

DO DO DO OWO
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Bear immediately stopped,

Bear immediately stopped, when he saw the stag that stood close to the Oria.

Zash?

The name flashed through his mind like hellfire, and anger boiled inside him.

He stood there, observing the two with deep eyes.
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OUO Think it`s Waning`s

OUO

Think it`s Waning`s turn to reply :3
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He does have the basic set of

He does have the basic set of antlers on him there, Oria. Lol. And I cannot remember for the life of me if Zash knew Bear came back. I feel like he either told Akhen or Akhen told him, but it's been so long that those little details slip my mind.

Zash ignored the doe's annoyance, his whole attention focused on the giant. He tried to figure out his motives as the tense silence rolled between them, but he really couldn't say. Bear seemed just as angry to see him as Zash was to see him. Suddenly, he shifted his weight, moving out of Oria's way.
"He was calling your name; he wants to speak with you," he muttered to the white doe. Whether that still held true because Zash was now in the picture, he couldn't say, but he'd rather let Oria talk with him than giving it a shot himself.


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Oops, sorry! |D Oria

Oops, sorry! |D

Oria narrowed her eyes, staring at the large stag. Inside, she was scarcely keeping from trembling. But her own feelings didn`t matter; she had to stay strong for Aria.

If all went well, perhaps she wouldn`t have to now. Knowing their luck, though, it probably wouldn`t.

Oria nodded. "Alright. What do you need, Bear?" She could hardly keep the contempt out of her voice.
~Poppy~
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He looked at her eyes, and

He looked at her eyes, and realized that she had not yet knew the stag had been re incarnated. He had already talked to Aria, and maybe she forgot to tell her.
"I.....I" he could not speak, for his mouth was unpleasantly dry.
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Oria did not blink. The stag

Oria did not blink. The stag seemed uncertain.

"What?" A single word escaped her mouth. Her eyes glowed with bright blue emotion, in stark contrast to her black mask.
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Zash glanced between them but

Zash glanced between them but remained silent. He didn't want to speak, mostly because anything he had to add would be a taunt thrown in the other's direction. Did he pity him? He didn't want to, but he felt like he was starting to the more Bear floundered with his words. He shouldn't, because he knew that if the stag hadn't gone after him it would have been Akhen and Akhen certainly wouldn't have gotten away with just a cracked rib.
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"Things have changed, Oria,

"Things have changed, Oria, they have," was all that blurted out of the giant's mouth. He shuffled his hooves, staring at the floor.
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Oria glared at the stag.

Oria glared at the stag.

"Oh, really? I`m surprised that you know." Her voice was condescending, laced with bitterness. "Last time I`d heard of you, you`d flung yourself into a pond like a coward who couldn`t handle the truth."

The doe took a careful step closer to the massive stag, painfully aware that he was much larger than her. But that didn`t seem to matter much right now.

"Do you realize how much you hurt her when you did that? How could you? Why did you need to fling more stress into her life? Why couldn`t you have just been friends? She needed all the help she could get."

And now, you have the audacity to come back here? You`re supposed to be dead."

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Oria rant :3
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The stag was taken aback,

The stag was taken aback, sadness and anger welling up inside him.
"You have no idea how it feels!" he replied, looking from Oria to Zash.
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Oh crap. So much he wants to

Oh crap. So much he wants to rant about, so much he can't say. Hahaha. Sucks to be you love. And way to lazy to put his color in.

"We don't know?" Zash repeated, suddenly coming alive. He took several limping steps toward the male, keeping enough distance so he didn't have to crane his neck up to look at him. He opened his mouth to speak, but stopped himself. He couldn't talk about that. Or that.

In that moment all of the fight went out of him, the anger flickering one last time before it snuffed out, "I know how that feels all too well," he muttered finally, angry and embarrassed that he let himself be sucked in and controlled by his own emotions.
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Something flashed in Bears

Something flashed in Bears eyes. Oria wondered what it could be. For a fleeting moment, she pitied him. After all, he`d likely been through a lot as well.

That didn`t excuse him from what he had done, though.

"What do you mean, how it feels? Whatever you feel doesn`t come nearly as close to the pain Aria`s been though!" Oria replied, eyes gleaming with fury.

Her force of her own words surprised her. That had been a bit harsh. But Bear needs to know.

Oria turned to look at Zash, a bit surprised to be that he looked more melancholy than angry. Hadn`t he been as furious as her just moments before. Oria sighed, once again reminding herself that there was so much she didn`t know.
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Sorry guys, I'm afraid I got

Sorry guys, I'm afraid I got to cut this one short. Need to go Sad
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Aww, alright. ): Can you

Aww, alright. ): Can you continue the rp later?
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Don't be afraid to pick this

Don't be afraid to pick this up where it left off, Nettle. Smiling As long as you still have muse for Bear, that is. If not then don't worry about it.
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Yep! Don`t stress yourself

Yep! Don`t stress yourself out over it. :3

Should we continue the with just Zash and Oria? Come to the think of it, I should probably start an rp with Aria. XD
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No, we should wait for Nettle

No, we should wait for Nettle for this one, we don't want to completely exclude Bear. I don't know why, but Zash feels like he needs to talk with Oria about something. And I honestly cannot tell just what that might be whatsoever. Genuinely, I don't know what that is. I think deep down he doesn't either. Wait did they have an unresolved issue? And he does need to talk with Bear too, just cause they have a lot of unnecessary anger at each other. If they don't resolve it, then Akhen will resolve it for them.
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Hmm, good idea. I don`t think

Hmm, good idea. I don`t think Zash and Oria have any issues- the last time they saw each other, I believe it was to convince Akhen to be Aria`s mate. Perhaps they do have they need to talk about.

And Oria has some things to settle with Bear as well. So it`s good to wait. Smiling
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Well I remember their last

Well I remember their last conversation was talking about how Oria wanted her own life and whatnot. I think he's just concerned for her well being.
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Ah yes, I remember that.

Ah yes, I remember that. Perhaps. Inside Zash is just a big softie :3
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He is, honestly. He's a

He is, honestly. He's a sweetie pie.
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Zashy

Zashy <3/squeezes cheeks
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