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This character is involved with mature themes (which can include but is not limited to: violence, gore, sexual themes, alcohol and substance abuse, mental trauma, suicidal tendencies and rape/sexual assault). Audiences of 18+ is therefore required. Any illness mental, physical or otherwise are entirely fictional and are not meant to represent real life illnesses. Please track or interact with at your own discretion.
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Sorry for not stopping to greet, I wanted to spell myself as fast as possible since I didn't know how long it'd be before my computer had enough of several TEF windows. ;;
Gunna just jack their time together earlier for this. :I
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Regardless of his hesitation in the beginning, the shepherd was glad for their time together and the closeness they shared. It was a chance to both give and receive comfort even if only in each other's presence and touch. It didn't take long for the dog-stag to be haunted with a thought that often came to him, however. Presence was often all he gave his godchild and, in the dawn of his life, hardly even that. Heavy blows to his heart had made the elder scarce and incapable of being there for his godchildren when their father died. Solei's passing, among a number of other troubles, worsened it all. Of course, he knew Rojan was in no better state. He'd seen the changes in the boy just as he'd seen them in his mother. At least he'd extended more to her - Rojan had not been shared that generosity yet and it was long overdue. While it had always been available to the growing cub, sometimes one needed to be welcomed to it. "Hey, kid." The words were accompanied by a light bump from shoulder to shoulder. A subtle attempt to lighten a heavy mood and dislodge troublesome thoughts if they'd existed. "I know I've been scarce and less than what I used to be when you were younger, but if you ever need anything at all, you can always come to me." Yet, scarcity had been mentioned and he could not promise he would always be easily found. There was a remedy for that. "Even if I'm not around, you can leave a mark at my old home and I'll find you as soon as I see it."
Hraeth:
It was nice to see North again. Hope he'll feel better soon. ;; <3
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The teen was grateful for the shepherd's visit. He really needed the company right now. It was disheartening however that these moments were scarce. He often wondered where his Godfather was, but held no grudge against him for not being around. There was probably a good reason for it. He didn't want to burden him with his problems though, not when North was probably handling problems of his own. It wouldn't be fair.
He cast a side glance towards the stag when he was bumped. His words did bring a sense of comfort and he liked to hear that if he needed him, he'd be there. "Thanks." A light smile appeared on his face. It was only a ghost compared to the smiles he used to give but it was something. "I'll keep it in mind."
It was good to see Rojan, too. <3 Hope he feels better soon himself. :c
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The answer was one he'd expected to hear. It was a repeat of many responses given to him when he offered as much and though he hadn't needed evidence, time and again, that answer meant he would never be given the chance to truly help. The subtle frown that came of it was thankfully hidden by the mask over his face. It was hidden from his voice too in an attempt to assure there was no issue that should hold the teen back. "Consider doing more than that, Rojan." The furthest he would go to urge. Forcing and prying would do no good; the shepherd would not make another weight of himself despite how determined he was to keep from failing the youth. He'd failed too many in one way or another. "It wouldn't be a selfish thing to do." A plea in its own right, disguised and played down though it was. It was all the more he'd say of it, however. After a nuzzle to his godson's side, he quieted and settled, ears open just in case Rojan chose to accept the offer sooner than expected.
Elongated ears flatten for a moment as he thought about it more. It was obvious that holding it in wasn't doing any good. He wasn't stupid enough to think that he could get by without any help at all. The only problem was how rare it was for the shepherd to visit. It was hard for the teen to determine if he'd be reliable or not when it came to admitting a few things. Perhaps it was worth a try though... "There is something..." he started, his voice a whisper, "...but it's really pathetic. Not sure if anyone can truly help me."
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If it's not a bother could we continue the rp on skype next time we're on? Would feel more comfortable doing it there. :'D
hey, I hope it's no bother if maybe we could do an rp? I'll be using my Sail, if your interested? If you want, we could do it on skype, if it's more comfortable for you there c;
Bah, sorry to butt in.
Since Umay and Walter were biologically related in IT I've not been sure whether to include him as her biological father in TEF too or not? I'd be happy to, just wasn't sure if you kept IT and TEF Walter seperate so I never did. o:
Walter in TEF and IT were essentially the same character just in different settings.
I recall asking you before and at the time you said you preferred to keep them separated. I honestly don't mind if you've changed your mind, I'm always open to change and it would be good to know now while I'm fixing up his family tree.
Although, are Illrose and Umay biologically related? If so, that would make things even weirder considering Illrose is the mother to Maeve. o_O
Edit: Also I am sorry for hijacking this page with random family confusion. >_>
Ah, alright~
If I remember right you offered for them to be adoptives (or at least that's.. what I think I thought anyway fhiujfs), which is what I declined. Ideally, I'd have liked to have kept them as biological since that's what they are/were. But yeah, if you'd like it I can definitely list him as her dad - I'd prefer it, makes it easier on my half too; I've been under the assumption Umay's aware of her own/her childrens' tie to him anyway due to certain similarities from what she can remember, just been silent about it. ;;
Anddd as for Illrose and Umay there's no need to worry about that, they're not biological sisters. :')
Well I think when I offered to adopt, it might have been as biological and there was a misunderstanding. If not, it might've been because at the time I was waiting for Walter to have an actual biological child with another player's character. I don't remember. ;.;
And about Illrose/Umay, that's coo'. It just means that Maeve is also Umay's sister as well as niece. Talk about confusing. x_x I can list Umay as a child on Walt's family tree but I don't recall who the mother would be.
Alrighty, glad it's finally cleared up.
And yep, I figured that out a while ago as well haha, something else Umay knows but has kept quiet about. Oh and, Umay's mother was called Sasha.
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:'D Sorry for not stopping to
Sorry for not stopping to greet, I wanted to spell myself as fast as possible since I didn't know how long it'd be before my computer had enough of several TEF windows. ;;
Just gonna place a track
Yeah that's him. Nice to meet
Oh no, he's fine c; Very
So... Um... Track?
Gunna just jack their time
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Regardless of his hesitation in the beginning, the shepherd was glad for their time together and the closeness they shared. It was a chance to both give and receive comfort even if only in each other's presence and touch. It didn't take long for the dog-stag to be haunted with a thought that often came to him, however. Presence was often all he gave his godchild and, in the dawn of his life, hardly even that. Heavy blows to his heart had made the elder scarce and incapable of being there for his godchildren when their father died. Solei's passing, among a number of other troubles, worsened it all. Of course, he knew Rojan was in no better state. He'd seen the changes in the boy just as he'd seen them in his mother. At least he'd extended more to her - Rojan had not been shared that generosity yet and it was long overdue. While it had always been available to the growing cub, sometimes one needed to be welcomed to it.
"Hey, kid." The words were accompanied by a light bump from shoulder to shoulder. A subtle attempt to lighten a heavy mood and dislodge troublesome thoughts if they'd existed. "I know I've been scarce and less than what I used to be when you were younger, but if you ever need anything at all, you can always come to me." Yet, scarcity had been mentioned and he could not promise he would always be easily found. There was a remedy for that. "Even if I'm not around, you can leave a mark at my old home and I'll find you as soon as I see it."
0baf0: Thanks.
Thanks. B)
Hraeth:
It was nice to see North again. Hope he'll feel better soon. ;; <3
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The teen was grateful for the shepherd's visit. He really needed the company right now. It was disheartening however that these moments were scarce. He often wondered where his Godfather was, but held no grudge against him for not being around. There was probably a good reason for it. He didn't want to burden him with his problems though, not when North was probably handling problems of his own. It wouldn't be fair.
He cast a side glance towards the stag when he was bumped. His words did bring a sense of comfort and he liked to hear that if he needed him, he'd be there. "Thanks." A light smile appeared on his face. It was only a ghost compared to the smiles he used to give but it was something. "I'll keep it in mind."
It was good to see Rojan,
- -
The answer was one he'd expected to hear. It was a repeat of many responses given to him when he offered as much and though he hadn't needed evidence, time and again, that answer meant he would never be given the chance to truly help. The subtle frown that came of it was thankfully hidden by the mask over his face. It was hidden from his voice too in an attempt to assure there was no issue that should hold the teen back.
"Consider doing more than that, Rojan." The furthest he would go to urge. Forcing and prying would do no good; the shepherd would not make another weight of himself despite how determined he was to keep from failing the youth. He'd failed too many in one way or another. "It wouldn't be a selfish thing to do." A plea in its own right, disguised and played down though it was. It was all the more he'd say of it, however. After a nuzzle to his godson's side, he quieted and settled, ears open just in case Rojan chose to accept the offer sooner than expected.
Elongated ears flatten for a
"There is something..." he started, his voice a whisper, "...but it's really pathetic. Not sure if anyone can truly help me."
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If it's not a bother could we continue the rp on skype next time we're on? Would feel more comfortable doing it there. :'D
That's fine by me. C: I'll
hey, I hope it's no bother if
Sure. My skype is at the top,
great! adding now c;
Technically, Walter is
But I can understand why he might not want to broadcast that information.
I thought he was his
He wouldn't actually know about Walter being related to him. No one's ever told Roj about him.
Naw, he's Maeve's
Umay decided not to let Walter adopt her when she joined TEF, unlike FH. If she had, then yes, Walter would be his grandfather.
Bah, sorry to butt in. Since
Since Umay and Walter were biologically related in IT I've not been sure whether to include him as her biological father in TEF too or not? I'd be happy to, just wasn't sure if you kept IT and TEF Walter seperate so I never did. o:
Walter in TEF and IT were
I recall asking you before and at the time you said you preferred to keep them separated. I honestly don't mind if you've changed your mind, I'm always open to change and it would be good to know now while I'm fixing up his family tree.
Although, are Illrose and Umay biologically related? If so, that would make things even weirder considering Illrose is the mother to Maeve. o_O
Edit: Also I am sorry for hijacking this page with random family confusion. >_>
Ah, alright~ If I remember
If I remember right you offered for them to be adoptives (or at least that's.. what I think I thought anyway fhiujfs), which is what I declined. Ideally, I'd have liked to have kept them as biological since that's what they are/were. But yeah, if you'd like it I can definitely list him as her dad - I'd prefer it, makes it easier on my half too; I've been under the assumption Umay's aware of her own/her childrens' tie to him anyway due to certain similarities from what she can remember, just been silent about it. ;;
Anddd as for Illrose and Umay there's no need to worry about that, they're not biological sisters. :')
Well I think when I offered
And about Illrose/Umay, that's coo'. It just means that Maeve is also Umay's sister as well as niece. Talk about confusing. x_x I can list Umay as a child on Walt's family tree but I don't recall who the mother would be.
Alrighty, glad it's finally
And yep, I figured that out a while ago as well haha, something else Umay knows but has kept quiet about. Oh and, Umay's mother was called Sasha.
Late track!
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gonna slip in here ♥
I'm so late in seeing these
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♥ is it alright if I
is it alright if I add you on skype?
Sure! Go ahead B]
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GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. GOOD.
I KNOOOOW 3 years without a
3 years without a bio... it feels good to look at this and not see the boring brown i've got used to
Yass, it's so pretty in here!
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aaaAAAAUUUGHHHH WOOT
after all this time ;u; so lovely
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"Hi"