Slip the jesses; Greitai

Disclaimer Greitai is in character unless I say otherwise.
She is a character, however I am responsible for her. I'd rather handle any issues privately. Discord is Wind#4759. Feel free to add me for roleplay, or chat - I don't bite. Do mention if you're going to add me here, or tell me who you are so I know it's someone from here.

The following biography will likely be subject to mature content at times. Themes may include, but are not limited to: profanity, gore/violence, sexual themes.

Did you hear that?"



5th September, 2021
trying to update more :pray: this is a mess srry

Enjoying some of the rut festivities when she's in the mood to participate. On one day, joined a herd consisting of several unfamiliar faces and quietly enjoyed Kozan's discomfort. Left at one point to retrieve Rose - who had recently redeemed herself when Grei had sought her out for something to sink her teeth into and found something valuable in the exchange - and rejoin the group. Eventually assumed the herd to be hers after a few others departed and, aside from some tense moments with Rose, basked in the glory of 'her' group... Thrilled to show off when Eska arrived, though eventually was spurred to retrieve UY also. Ended up pushing the doe around to get her own way, struck by something she saw in UY's gaze that brought forward fears of her own. Turned outward in these concerns, placing the blame on UY through a tangential concern. Confronted the doe with concerns adjacent to what truly troubled her, though silently posed a question that was answered in earnest. Left that night, taking herself home.

Deeply affected in the days following, rescinding from moments she would usually push against - though only in the presence of a few. Moods going from high to lows fairly often. Joined ocassionally by Nat-Nat during evenings spent with Éasca and UY, which generally draws a subtle smile across her lips. Peaceful in those moments, despite all else.

Found herself falling to a more self-destructive mindset all the same. On the verge of seeking a fuse to light when Nat-Nat appeared nearby. Tore across the forest with her old friend, brought immense comfort and, for a moment, relief from a question that keeps plaguing her. Felt almost as if time had reversed for a short while and found herself certain that Nat was completely real.

Sought out Raavas at one point and found herself disappointed. As he departed, yelled at his retreating form. Bitter, though not dissuaded from displacing her feelings on him another day. Brought immense conflict with Eska's presence before they departed. Ended up talking with Raavas, again surprised by the moose. Less disappointed given the contents of what he divulged to her, reminded of her power and briefly felt a connection to him over what they shared. Disagreed with most of it otherwise, though, and remains uncertain of her feelings toward him - and disgusted by the ones she recognises.

Witnessed, recently, an interaction between Umay and Set wherein Umay said something that made Grei go 'that's right' and 'oh no' all at once. Frustrated by the lack of resolution between herself and the lioness, though has settled into a tense acceptance under the caveat that she isn't to be trusted. The frustrations of which came out recently when she lashed out at Braith twice over the span of one night. On her second assault, shoved the injured buck into the shallows of the pond and was (THANKFULLY) quickly interrupted by Accendare. Holds enough respect for the doe that she ceased the attack and went off into the birch, already chalking off the loss. Confronted by Accendare in a way that she found herself respecting, though not relenting to, though this distinction had far more impact. Ended things on a note that felt surprisingly optimistic, retaining her high esteem of the scarred doe.

Overall, ricocheting between what she wants and fears. Compounded by a recent decision to stay her teeth from those dear to her, finding herself without an important means of expression. Reaching out to off-load the frustration of this by expressing it on others in a myriad of ways, often by means that are less than healthy.

26th August, 2021
yeah alright alright i'll start taking notes smh...

Found out about River's pregnancy, struck deeply by the discovery. Shared in a very personal moment with the Black Snake, confirming something unspoken and meaningful between them. Conflicted in some ways, but more than that determined and spurred by what she sees in the doe. Protective of her, perhaps prone to overstepping despite her own efforts and against some of her beliefs regarding the doe's growth.

Has also taken interest in Accendare since she witnessed the doe hunted down and the aftermath of such months ago. Found strong parallels and has kept the doe in her orbit ever since, though distantly at times. Finds something about her presence very comfortable, whether imagined or not.

Had a face-off with Rossamund when a dark mood struck her, driven into a rage by the buck finally standing up for himself. Observed by UY, Salem and Saro. The latter two on the outskirts until Salem departed after blocking Saro's access to the violent scene. Departed with UY and Rossamund to the shared abode of Eska and UY - unaware of their tag along until they had ported and an unfamiliar face was standing beside them. Tense and very nearly violent in her surprise, backed off from Saro. Handled none of Rossamund's care that night, taking herself off in private and then spending most of her time on the balcony. Came in only after Eska's arrival home, came to an understanding among the group for Ross' recovery and, after snapping at Saro for the perceived foul treatment of the two women who were willing to offer their home to Ross' recovery, parted from the scene with the intention to return in the morning. Spared vague details to Vrasa that night, shaken by the events, launched back into memories. Spent the night awake for the most part, resolved to see through a decision on her return. Privately devastated to find that Ross had been spirited away during the night, unable to repay even a fragment of the debt she now considered owed.

Distant in the days following, though did speak with Vrasa vaguely and, on her daughter's encouragement, asked her to deliver a message when the opportunity arose. Struggling with personal impositions, no doubt noticed by some, but for the most part easily passed off. Shaken in ways she can't put to words, though frequently finds herself turning to words shared with UY after a near-altercation with Umay before all this went down that turned into the raptoress lashing out at the doe instead.

Confronted by Eremes, with Yasu and Favager flanking him, about her brutalisation of Rossamund. Already resolved in her mind to how she would react in such a circumstance, welcomed the fight in many ways. Satisfied with what she believed it would bring, though not resolved of her conflict over the event. Spoke with UY after and found herself driven to the impulse of sinking her teeth into her own flesh, tearing the skin in a gesture imbued with purpose and significance for her. Returned to UY's home, eventually coming to a conclusion that asked more than was necessarily fair given the circumstances and what had already been provided. Found the meaning worth it all. WIP...

One day, Joined Umay and Ractera in harassing a group. Hasn't let go of her suspicions of the lioness, but a new look at a few aspects have allowed greater trust in others involved. Keeping an eye out both for betrayal, and a means of proving things one way or another. Drew the attention of Harin throughout the encounter, though truthfully hadn't paid him much mind initially. Once she drew his ire, encouraged it much as she had with Eremes. Furious when he turned his attention on Eska, disgusted that he would shift his attention to her and tried to be a barrier as much as she could, though didn't sense true intent in his actions. Lingered after Haze parted from the scene, keeping watch over a few others - primarily Néli. Reunited with Eska and Umay, bade the former a cryptic farewell and approached Harin. Argued with the canine, though found the cutting remarks he intended to make lacking with her own certainties and beliefs. Tore into her shoulder and spat a small chunk of flesh at him, intended to be for Ross. Unsurprised it wasn't taken, but sorely disappointed. Taken to Eska and UY's to patch up after it all, tried to keep things fairly light, with Harin's words in the back of her mind as her fuel.

An altercation with Umay involving UY, herself and then Vrasa. Saw something in the demoness that she recognised and held herself back, warding a stubborn Vrasa off too. Found her suspicions confirmed, joined Umay and UY afterward to share something of her own. Later that day, returned home to find blood on her floors and no sign of her daughter. Eventually found her with the local healer. Exhausted by the day and worn thin by the fear of loss, spoke briefly and ended up in an embrace with Vrasa. Tried to lighten the mood after and relieved when Vrasa took the hint. Confirmed something with the healer, though not entirely satisfied with the answer. Insulted by the later realisation that the healer had divulged information to another party, cut off any friendliness towards her and has restricted their interactions to business and insults. Which really worked out better for them?? nice try grei.

yESTERDAY... - we made it guys - Honoured by River's choice to share some info with her and JUST!!! UGH. Very touched by it all and determined to do what she can to provide supPORT in a way that doesn't undermine what she believes River to be capable of. Also was a jerk to Kyo because she's just Like that. 'Reunited' with Rose that same night, though frustrated when the female left before she'd spent her anger. Then there was an incident with a squirrel she'd caught in an attempt to compensate... don't ask.

This is missing things but it's. Mostly? Up To Date.

27th July, 2021
So much so I'm only gonna cover what i can rq...

Riding constant stress, came to a rushed conclusion regarding Umay. Almost saw to her own demise in a misguided attempt to find answers or at least regain some control over certain factors. Might have perished that night if not for UY's assistance, though she saw it very differently at the time. Left on poor terms, despite some better moments the night prior as the adrenaline faded.

Notably, visited by Nat-Nat. Woke to her old friend's presence and for a few days, hardly dared move, hardly believe it. Spent near a week by her old friend's side, joined often by Éasca and UY. Brought to a small realisation throughout the wordless time spent together. As she felt more secure that Nat-Nat would linger at least a little while longer, would spend portions of her day attending to other things, visiting her daughter, even once launching an attack on Rossamund to drive home a point she wanted clear. Would return to Nat's side each time, until she awoke alone. Thoughtful after the visit. Not without bitterness and longing in Nat-Nat's departure, but treasures all she was reminded of, all the visit gave her.

Strained the last few days, a stress that seems to come with the fog, or whatever seems to lurk in it. Came to a resolution and sought out UY and Éasca in the fog and asked if the pair would keep something safe for her.

and the rest another time...

9th June, 2021
I left it way too long to update, as always!!

Has ricocheted between various highs and lows of late, coupled with a mess of conflicting feelings. Maintaining a facade of normalcy for the most part, appearing to have many more good days than bad at present, but often pervaded by the feeling of dread and inevitability. Defensive of a select few while mistrusting of most others. Chasing highs where she can find them. Prone to attempts at reaching out to others, past self-imposed barriers, and then to waves of bitterness and isolation later.
tl;dr. Desperately trying to have things seem normal while she absolutely doesn't feel it!

Convesely, has eased up a bit in regard to Vrasa. A combination of multiple wins recently and a renewed appreciation for the girl. Which is nice. Whether it's her current mood or not, feels like things are finally 'coming together' in that sense.

this was a mess and cleared up absolutely nothing ty for coming

9th March, 2021
Back, though has been scarce in the forest for the most part.

1st February, 2021
A morning spent with Sigel and Vrasa interrupted by a horse stirring up trouble. Watched River handle herself, irritated when anyone intervened too heavily. Defensive of Sigel and Vrasa when the equine turned his sights on them, struck by River's actions beyond what she'd expected for the ebony doe.

Sought out by River later and spent time together quietly until Kozan's presence annoyed her too much and she went over to bully him. Promptly turned into a rabbit, raged, remembered how to sneeze spells, and chased him down. Eventually halted by Vrasa who she almost tripped over.

Spoke with her daughter, devolved into an argument, and disappeared.

6th October, 2020
featuring hits such as paranoia, bullying and 'surprise! it's dirt!'

4th October, 2020
Finding relief in reliable disappointments of late.

8th April, 2020
Lots of things... this is messy, but
After things came to a head with an altercation regarding Vrasa, was completely certain of where things would go. Despite her efforts, came to a resolution with Éasca and UY. Unable to properly express herself in many ways and initially tentative about the new ground being covered on her end. Relieved to be reunited with her daughter, though new concerns were brought to light by the whole ordeal.

Strained in many ways over the last few months, reaching many tipping points and made numerous poor decisions. At times, actively looking for problems, but in the case of UY and Éasca, finds those usual pathways to be non-existant. Frustrating, but refreshing. Taken a somewhat protective interest in Chitz, though has no intention to voice this and her actions often seem to suggest the opposite - certain that she was right about what she saw in the doe.

There was other stuff but im so tired idr right now but
Reunited with Fionnan a little over a week ago and immediately got in trouble alongside her. Aided her in stirring Niklaus, though as they fought, found herself growing from mild distaste to loathing the beast. Every little action drew further anger from the raptor, especially all that was directed toward Éasca. Hindered by Zemora's contributions to the fight, at one point knocked clean over and sent tumbling from a charge she hadn't seen coming. Didn't realise until the adrenaline began to wear off that she was struggling to breathe and a sharp pain was coming from her side, forced to retreat. Dragged Fionnan under a tree when she found the female collapsed in the rain and fell asleep near by.

Harrassed by UY and Éasca the following day, lashing out until she was struggling to stand. Ended up returning to their world for the night, kept everything nice and tense while the pair helped her out, then crashed on their couch.

A few days following, approached by Chitz but interrupted by a concerned Andrea. Irritated, but later given reason to feel conflict over this when Andrea dropped a blueberry pie by later on. Spent some time with Andrea, and attempted to get her to meet Éasca and UY through typical Grei ways, bordering playful with the Wolfshead. A tenuous balance that quickly fell apart. Devolved into an argument and slung accusations at the other woman about her true intentions in offering so much help and her, by Grei's perception, hypocrisy. All but forgot that they were being watched :joy: gj grei!
Informed Andrea that she and Vrasa would be leaving that night, somewhat struck by the beast's response to that for what she referenced.

Tumultuous as their friendship had been, had thought things were coming together of late. Questioned many of her perceptions, somewhat paranoid for a few reasons. Avoided UY for a while, snapping and then retreating, until finally shoving and biting in a release of all she was feeling (given she couldn't move that fast... was kinda pathetic tbh). Almost collapsed after taking distance, joined by Vrasa a little later. Shared words, oblivious to Vrasa's thoughts on it all, and finally (:pray:) agreed that Vrasa could trade Éasca for painkillers.

And then ofc it started snowing the DAY AFTER she started living in the forest again and she's like 'of course it does. of course.' blamed andrea for this jsyk how grei's brain works.

Spent time with Spencer yesterday, felt a line was crossed at some point but quieted by her handling of it all.

Quiet today, until eventually seeking UY and Éasca. Drawn into their games, frustrated by her need to be slower (and sometimes pushed herself when she shouldn't have). A little restored by the evening, settled between her friends for the night.

17th February, 2020
She was doing better but then she's Grei so she had to create a problem.

After a misunderstanding between herself, Éasca and UY, distancing herself from the pair through any means necessary, initially triggered by no more than a certain tone used by the latter. Quick to lay the blame on others, fell to the familiar and started pushing the pair away.

Frustrated at first by the pair's reactions, of lack-thereof of 'suitable' responses. Attempts to draw out what she wanted from the pair failed, though couldn't help the feelings that brought forward. Convinced that she's won, at least with Éasca, though not without significant cost to herself. Deeply wounded at one point by the Day Moon's words, though perhaps for the wrong reasons. Further sent into turmoil by the pale doe when she offered an apology. Completely caught off-guard by this, unable to do anything more than send a threat her way - completely consumed with comparing it to another parallel event. In all, disappointed with her success, but unable to admit anything of the sort to herself.

Also pissed off at Sky-Sight for getting involved during an attempted attack on UY. Unnerved by the doe's words, turns out UY found the best way to get Grei to go away which says,,,, so much about grei :weary:. Snapped at Sky-Sight following it all and painted her with the same brush, keeping her distance from the canine for petty reasons.

Coming to an acceptance about the whole ordeal, considered it as an inevitability, falling into pessimistic frames of mind that keep her on edge. Keeps tensions high in all her other relationships, seeking reactions that upset her because she's a smart bird.

tl;dr stupid dramatic raptor has issues and instead of dealing with them just sets everything on fire

1st February, 2020
Living part-time with Andrea in another world. Kept busy for the most part, enjoys certain aspects of their work a lot. Still not really 'friends' but that's how it goes sometimes... at the very least, able to develop a somewhat healthy rivalry with Andrea.

Reaquainting herself with UY, and in doing so has begun to get to know Éasca. Regarding the pair, often goes back and forth on mixed feelings, but genuinely enjoying their company more often than not and settling down a little about some of her expectations. Has also found the return of not one, but two of her charges to bolster her spirits as well. Enjoying the ease she finds in Sky-Sight's presence and refamiliarising herself with Vithara.

In all, on the upswing.

Spent the earlier portion of the day quietly enough, joined by Éasca for a while. Pulled from her company by the sight of a creature that turned her stomach. Immediately disliked the behemoth and it's many-faces, turned to loathing the moment she heard it speak. In typical Greitai fashion, made some bad choices which ended up sending the beast after Éasca. Oops.

Drew the attention of Starsets, and initially snapped at both does for getting involved with the creature. EGGED the beast on all she could and tried to keep out of its way when it charged. Winded more than once by blows from the creature, had an old injury flare-up mid-fight which was also no fun.

Stepped back when Maggot drew the creature's ire, retreated and kept an eye on the fight and the onlookers that had gathered though took little note. Had a few nasty thoughts @ 'Chitz' because she's awful but otherwise mostly unconcerned. Tolerated Sabbath's proximity with some suspicion, too.

Followed after the creature when things quieted a bit, gave a few parting words to it and left it for whoever else felt like getting run over. Parted ways with Éasca and Starsets to gather her thoughts, somewhat troubled in the aftermath. Spoke with Haze, and after finding herself begrudgingly respecting the doe, agreed to allow her to help with the injuries. Figured it was the lesser of two evils.

Continues to be a terrible patient, but did manage to say something that was vaguely like an apology in between her grumbles. Stung by some of the words shared, though isn't quite sure why as obviously they don't apply to her?? Returned the favour by helping UY clean Éasca's wounds in turn, though not without trying to stress everyone out as much as possible initially because she's Grei. Ended up not ruining everything, so that was nice.

6th December, 2019
Following a fight almost two weeks ago, has been absent from the forest. Residing at Andrea's, pretty much an awful house guest. Quickly gone stir-crazy and requires frequent distractions. Getting along somewhat better with Andrea, but generally just a rude asshole who makes jokes at other people's expenses... distracted by the woman's research into their first contract and the training associated with preparing her for it.

5th November, 2019
A few days ago, ganged up on by Plague and Zemora with Umay as a spectator. Tried to disconnect from the fight numerous times, but always brought back by perceived insults or something of the like. Eventually aided by Bhaelum, who she was both furious with and grateful for. After things died down, tore after the male when he ran - uNTIL he ran right to Zem and Plague :weary:. Tried to break up the fight here and there or briefly battled with their opponents, but her main goal was trying to break into Bhae's rage enough to force him off his attack. Also had to keep Vrasa from going after Umay to help her when things heated up between the demoness and Plague. All in all, bad day.

Still considering the offer made to her by Andrea, especially some stipulations she might add to the deal to sweeten it on her end.

Today, had a little black fawn catch her attention. Taunted the thing, toying with it out of boredom and prodding it for a specific response - got the response she was looking for. Thoroughly enjoyed herself playing with the fawn, though at times the fawn's enjoyment may have been in question? Lost it several times and would hunt it down and begin their game anew - until Zemora caught notice and launched after her. Tried in vain to lose the female by tearing off after the fawn, ended up in a brawl that drew Umay and Ross over.

Fought Zem and Umay, with a brief tussle with Rhea in there. Concerned their intentions toward the fawn were less than innocent (despite that... initially literally imitating hunting it hersELF...). When it all died down, marched up to Ross and quickly explained herself and demanded something of him - with Sabbath on one side, Zemora on the other and Umay behind (till she went yEET bye). Gave only a callous, mocking grin to Zem's words, then stormed off to be pissed and in pain alone.

Eventually sought the fawn out again - unsurprised to find only Ross had actually given a damn, in the end. Relayed these thoughts to the buck as the effects of Scorpion's venom went beyond trouble breathing. Walked off and 'reassured' ross tho rly all she did was stop him from trying to help her.

Joined by Andrea while she vomited everywhere. Accepted, though not without laying down some threats, the female's offer to stay the night at her place.

18th October, 2019

14th October, 2019
grei creates more drama wherever she goes.

As the day wore on, got into more of a screamy mood. Found her victim in Chitz, who she came to blame more and more as she watched the doe's wanderings throughout the day. Ended up having a little talk with her in which she blamed the doe for the events two or so weeks ago idk time isn't real. was really mean and player was sad. also she didn't notice ramsus had turned up until he left and privately piSSED HER PANTS.

Oleander showed up toward the end and briefly conversed with the doe, aNd then they both decided they needed some fun so went to pick on Ross at Greitai's suggestion. Tore chunks of fur out of the buck and ended up screaming at him for all she felt he'd betrayed her. Watched on as he snapped at Oleander after putting up virtually no fight with herself (she had some FEELS), then as he was thrown down the hill. Put a stop to the brief altercation that followed, but... soon decided she didn't care and wandered off.

Kept tabs on things for a little while after, wandered off when Oleander and Rhea started... dancing.

Only for her peace and quiet to be ruined by Ross' approach and a question he asked - THEN briefly chased off Oleander who came looking for help from the crowd she was drawing (to which grei was like 'no this is on YOU') - aND a conversation ensued. big feels... player rl sad.

also rip to oleander, the real mvp. love that loose unit.

8th October, 2019
Returned the day before, promptly slept for a whole day. Found the hospital to be a horrible experience to say the least. Unable to rid her nostrils of the smell of it, completely cleaned out her nest and bathed twice in her attempts. Joined by Garai, somewhat stiff in greeting him but appreciated the quiet company until she felt the need to wander.

Itching for something today, sought it in a few targets - by spitting at the back of Fiacre's head, staring down 'chitz' and, later, Bhaelum - but ended up finding it in a herd of mostly feral deer (Utu, 'chitz', Rye). Relished how they scattered, and targeted Utu in particular, recognising her as Raavas' offspring. Out to do no real damage, sought to terrorise and nip. Fended off by Vrath, irritated by his persistence, ended up engaging him. Helped out by Bhaelum, who became her new target, chasing him to the ruins after pursuing Fiacre briefly. In an entirely different mindset by the time the amalgam was cornered in the pit.

Tore into those she perceived as a threat to the male - Fiacre, Ramsus, Sabbath, Ramsus again... Appreciate that Bhae tried to help her out but was also like 'GET OUTTA MY WAY'. Fi called her Bae's mum which... she was like 'yeah it's true' internally. Felt right, y'know??

The fight with Ram in small quarters went... badly. Slammed against a wall at one point and kinda just... got caught on his antlers and it was a bad time. Lured Ramsus away in the end, running on fumes. Assisted in ending the fight by Bhaelum catching up with her, conversed briefly with him. And she... told him what was actually happening. which wasn't true - but she thought it was!! so. also expressed pride in him, probably blood-loss induced... tried to eat some kids who came to harrass her but just thrOWING herself across the group at them and snapping her teeth... ow.

Later led bhae off when the sound of children laughing and the sight of umay got on her frayed nerves.

Eventually went to wash off at the Idol. Spotted Andrea and did a 180 but alas, too late. Berated by the other woman, and kinda... didn't agree to but didn't say no to her offer of help. Wandered off while Andrea got some supplies, found by Ross, wHO she tried to avoid to no avail. Tried to get rid of him before Andrea showed up - failed. Stubbornly tried to refuse help when Ross decided to stay, pinned down by Andrea and stitched up with Ross' help. Made a fuss, but eventually slipped into a helpless mindset - a week of fighting everyone in the hospital to no avail, and now this, finally gave in to the futileness of her situation.

Parted with a few quiet words, then sought solitude.

28th September, 2019
Struggling of late, for a few reasons and due to a few things in and out of the forest.

Experienced the return of Vithara, somewhat wary, and noticed Fari's distance. Warmed up some and enjoyed some of their old antics, but kept a judgemental eye on the female the whole time. Pleased, overall, but waiting to see how things progress.

Had a few tense interactions with Raavas recently, repeatedly made her position clear in an attempt to garner specific reactions from him - unsuccessful each time. Until today! After a discussion with the bull a few days ago, resolved to hammer the wedge driven between them. Harassed the bull and Friti with the sole intention of goading him into a fight. Successful - until the intervention of Fari and Andrea. Spat and hissed at both, though gentler on Fari, and took her leave. Frustrated by Fari's persistence, eventually got the message across that she wanted to be alone.

Didn't get to be alone long before Andrea showed up. A tense discussion (with an intermission by Fari, who Grei didn't want hearing some of the things shared) that became circular quickly. Attempted to break the cycle by starting ANOTHER FIGHT?? And promptly had Andrea smash their skulls together. Went downhill quickly after that, though kept fighting despite her disorientation. Brought down by being pinned against a tree and thrown into a panic attack. Dazed, confused and losing consciousness, taken from the forest by Andrea to seek medical attention.

Going to be literally the worst patient this hospital has ever seen.

1st September, 2019
Crossed paths with - and by that I mean tracked her down and charged at her - the stranger from the day before. Threw harsh words at the female when approached afterward, culminating in a skirmish and another argument. Fuming.

31st August, 2019
Seemingly unconcerned with the unnatural speed at which her daughter healed - downright oblivious, if anything. Proud of how Vrasa has bounced back, at least.

Today, after a chance encounter with a stranger, left unsettled and seething.

28th May, 2019
Following an accident regarding Vrasa at the playground rocks that resulted in a broken leg for her daughter, keeping Vrasa concealed to the best of her ability. Stubbornly refusing the idea of seeking help from the few she trusts enough to ask.

8th February, 2018

23rd January, 2018
[12:29 PM] Wind: grei gives everyone anxiety
[12:29 PM] Sleepything: grei gives herself anxiety

this gif stays here...
7th June, 2017

thanks brit

Name: Greitai
[The] Raptor/ess, Feathercrest, Huntress
Gender: Female.
Age: 8th of July. Adult.
Set: Skull mask, magpie antlers, real deer pelts.
Species: Dromaeosaur-faced with an ungulate body*Part of a species, not a hybrid. Mammal mimic.
Diet: Carnivorous. Small prey, fish, carrion.
Speech: #6C733E. Capable of a wide range of sounds.
Sounds: x, x
Size: Just below 10.
Reference: x*Needs scar update.
Haunts: The Nest.
Tumblr. (nsfw)

Loyal, predatory, respectful, proud, inquisitive, spiteful, stubborn,
competitive, protective, skeptical, cautious, intimidating, affectionate, playful, reliable, impulsive, clever, hypocrite, vicious, masculine, arrogant, overconfident
snippets. situations themselves decide the reaction.


Expressive, bird-like behaviour and mannerisms. Eye pinning along with feather displays constitute a large portion of her body language. Also includes an array of sounds such as screeches, hisses, squawks, chatters and even coos.

Has a crown of feathers that are used primarily for display and communicative purposes. Has a few molts per year, usually at dramatic change of seasons, particularly irritable at this time and prone to excessive bathing and preening.

Long-legged and long-necked. Neck is flexible enough to allow her to comfortably rest it on her back. A lithe and athletic individual, well-muscled when healthy. Bears a bodily resemblance to lighter breeds of equine.

Mouth filled with recurved serrated teeth, designed for tearing.

Fake mammal™.

Feathers, when flared, can make her appear larger than she is.

Carnivorous, an opportunistic feeder. Will eat carrion, but not a preferred food source. Careful what, or who, she hunts.


Extroverted and social, though not without her need for solitude. Deteriorates without a steady social life, not shy about seeking others out usually.

Stubborn in many ways. Additionally, capable of convincing herself of things that aren't quite true in an attempt to keep certain thoughts or circumstances the way she 'wants' them to be. In denial over a few things in her past, including how she got to the forest.

Plays rough, especially with young. Intentional, controlled.

Falls easily into disliking others for petty reasons and then acting in such a way that prompts them to give her more solid ones, based on their reactions. Convinced she's proven right, can hold onto grudges like this for years.

Bisexual with a male preference, lacking awareness. Denies her feelings, though may flirt shallowly with women here and there - writes it off as something everyone does and is convinced it means nothing. Perhaps surprisingly, not homophobic, just misguided and confused.

"When the circling and striking are done, and I land,
Let me come back to your hand."

Finally.. ♥

Finally.. ♥


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... YES, FINALLY &hearts;


Thank you guys ;U;. IT'S

Thank you guys ;U;.

IT'S ONLY TAKEN... UGH... actually it's taken about a year for me to get off my lazy bum and do this... 8D

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This looks so great, with the

This looks so great, with the greens and the jungle bg. ♥

Jaja &hearts;. OhmyGod. You

Jaja ♥.
OhmyGod. You didn't tell me. Jorogumo, holy. 8U Why didn't you say something? ;AAAA;.

Thank you Ama ;u;
I got pretty picky in some instances.

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Oh wow, this is completely

Oh wow, this is completely gorgeous. ♥
I like how the dark green of the main box allows you to still see the main background.
+ everything here seems to fit her so well, of what I've seen. 8D

I'd like want to meet her one day, whatever the circumstances allow. c:


Oh thank you Dindin ;o;.

Oh thank you Dindin ;o;. sdfkgjhnadha. I'm so glad.

That would be awesome, I'd like that~ c:

the amount of times I have updated this blog since I posted it last night is insane. Cool Dun' worry 'bout it.

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And here all this time I was

And here all this time I was wondering why on earth I could never find a bio for this character!

Nice to see one up finally. ^_^

TRACKS Oh man I didn't know


Oh man I didn't know she actually saw Leon today. I think I must had been afk...well hopefully I'll see her again soon. I really like the sound of her

Well then I'm just going to

Well then I'm just going to have to make our deer get together then. Fosho.

+ one last thing.
I think I just crapped my pants. ;____; ITS DARK OUT TOO FUUUUUUUU-
Yet I keep replaying it. I think I recognize one of the sounds from Jurassic Park?

Oshit, is that what she sounds like? -Shudder.-


c: Ohyes. That is exactly


Ohyes. That is exactly what she sounds like.
She sounds like those raptors because I love them despite their inaccuracies.

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Ohgoodgod. ;___; Strangely,

Ohgoodgod. ;___;
Strangely, it makes me want to meet her even more now kjhiuhgdt.

Ooh, it does? Good, then.

Ooh, it does? Good, then.
I'll have her squawk in your character's face, then. ;DD

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Ooh, perfect~ 8D Time for

Ooh, perfect~ 8D
Time for bed, so mebbe tomorrow or later on.

I await the squawking moment (rofl, I never thought I'd ever type that. O__O).

You two are ninjas :CCC Lol

You two are ninjas :CCC

Lol Sight 8D. I kinda recognised it wasn't really fair of me not to have one for her. I'm just so damned lazy.

Alina. LOL. Leon was close to running into her at one point! xD You must have been doing something pretty crazy with the keyboard. He was running, leaping and everything. Another time, then.

...Dina, does that mean at some point you actually considered the improbability of typing that?

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Hi. <3
S still holds a grudge from their past fight, really, he's very unlikely to forgive or let go of someone who has hurt his mate. I agree with greitai though, he's very selfish at times, that place doesn't mean shit to him either. Hahahh, he evil.

'Ey. Can't blame him for

Can't blame him for wanting to protect something dear to him, really. Or holding a grudge against her for harming that something. The moment they're gone, you can bet she'll be all over the area xD.
All well, he has his reasons, evil as they may be. |D.

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Poor Waar. (8 HELLO Omg

Poor Waar. (8
HELLO Omg finally, I've waited for this for ages. Trackingg. :3


Poor Waary-pants ♥.

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omfg, like, FINALLY. 8D

omfg, like, FINALLY. 8D

8'D Ohhello there. I told you

Ohhello there.
I told you I'd do it, didn't I? C8

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/jumps everywhere/



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ROFL &hearts;. YEEEE~! LOL.


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Okay. Not now. Maybe later.

Okay. Not now. Maybe later. Be ready girl c:<

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*Readies battle

*Readies battle equipment*
Bring it >U

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Greitai... ? The doe walked

Greitai... ? The doe walked to the raptor, determinated as never before. Greitai... I need to speak with you. About something. She suddenly said. She swallowed with some difficulty, as if the next sentence was too hard to say. It's about Ariel. The porcupine-bitch who attacked Beren. She finally got to say.
She layed her ears down on her neck. She was waiting Greitai's reaction. She knew what Greitai would say after Nat-Nat's next sentences. She hurted Beren, and you'll certainly be the next. It'll happens. She knows... She knows that you both are my weak points. And she'll hurt you. She began with Beren. It was just warm-up to her eyes. And see Beren's state. He's strong. Physically and mentally. But Ariel made him afraid. I know him. He certainly hurted her. But... Ariel is more powerful than what she showed to Beren. She had rarely saw her brother like this before. In reality, never. That's why I ask you to protect each other while I try to kill her.
She said brutaly. She didn't want to beat around the bush no longer. The Ghost waited. Even if she knew what Greitai would say, approximatively.

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Her golden eyes were fixed

Her golden eyes were fixed upon her dear friend, though concern shone within them. "So that is her name." Oh she had been there. Poor Beren had been the main target, and her wounds did not allow her to keep up with the adversary that had come so quickly for Beren. She could hardly be surprised with the ferocity of Nat's speech, and a small smile tugged at her mouth seeing the ghostly doe fire up so. Her expression did not hold this small smile for more than a moment. "But how dare she. She's is a great coward, using those... dagger-like quills rather than fighting properly. Maybe we should humble ourselves in her presence, for her cowardice must be unmatched." she snarled, snorting loudly.

She listened, and shook her head slightly, "I don't think she's very smart, Nat'. She has a mind that seems to think of one thing at a time." Of course Greitai did not know this for certain, it was merely an observation. "I'll take her by the neck and shred her windpipe if I have to." Now this was big talk, for it was unlikely Greitai would be well enough to take such actions against such a dangerous foe. She was aware of this fact but simply refused to dwell on it.

"No. We are stronger as many." her voice was firm, and her eyes determined. Two golden eyes locked upon Nat's face. "If she let us think that was her 'real power' and she's much stronger than that, then it would be foolish for you to do this on your own." The directness and forcefulness of Nat's voice was enough to convince the raptor-doe that this was deadly serious. "Do you understand? Do you think that we would just let you face that pile of filth on your own? If she's coming after us anyway, then what's the point in staying out of it, Nat'? I... cannot allow you to fight without aid." She reached out with her muzzle, intending to brush it gently against dear Natou.

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Track. 8D

Track. 8D

Heiyah 83

Heiyah 83

-rubs herself all over this-

-rubs herself all over this-

Hey guys 8D &hearts;. Thank

Hey guys 8D ♥.

Thank youuu ;u;

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I'we seen her around alot,

I'we seen her around alot, tacking. <3

Thank you eue Speaking of

Thank you eue
Speaking of which, I haven't yet tracked Adriian's biography, have I?
I need to do that. He's such a darling.

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Nat-Nat was touched by

Nat-Nat was touched by Greitai's words. But an idea came up to her mind. Greitai... It's between her and me. She... She'll kill you. If you help me, she'll wait a moment when I'll don't be here. And she'll attack. Not when you'll be both here. No. When you'll be alone. When you won't receive any help. I don't want this. I prefer dying, more than seeing you hurted or... killed. The last word sounded wrong in Nat-Nat's mind. Killed. She tried to imagine a raptor-doe and a giant-wolf won by a porcupine-doe. It sounded wrong too. Then, she imagined her brother, the one she loved the more on this earth, and her best friend, who had always been here for her. She tried to imagine them killed. Killed by her fault, because she didn't protect them as she had to. She couldn't let it happens. The Ghost couldn't even suppose this option. It was impossible. She knew she maybe was pessimist. Greitai and Beren were both very strong. But, even if they get hurted by her fault... Nat' couldn't support this. She had tried to be reasonable, to listen at Greitai's words. She had failed. The porcupine wasn't just a porcupine. There was something else. Balthamos had told her. When he spoke of his ennemies, of the ones who wanted to hurt him... He said 'Them'. His voice was becoming little, afraid. His body was trembling. They were dangerous, whoever they were.
The doe looked down. Her anger faded away, to give a place to the culpability. The sorrow. Her brain stopped to act for few seconds. I didn't want to... To do this. she said. She sighed. Beren and you. I don't want you with me anymore. I... I tried to make you both understand that... That I didn't want you to p-protect me. But you... I know you both love me. And this is the problem. A weak point. Love. Family's and friend's relations. We can't let our feelings for each other make us loose. Make us hurted. Maybe die. I'm sorry.
Nat-Nat's choice made her shiver. She never thought she could do it. She knew that it would be Greitai's reaction : refusing to let her fight alone. It was the same for Beren. So she had thought about this possibility, and had created an option. A small and uncertain option. But at the moment, it was the only way for Nat-Nat to fight alone. Putting some distances between them.
Making them dislike her, or simply staying hidden from their eyes. So they wouldn't know anything from her actions. They wouldn't know anything at all.

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Pssshhh &hearts;

Pssshhh ♥

"And she won't kill you?"

"And she won't kill you?" and a snort, "That's when they all attack Nat', I'm accustomed to it." She refused to let this go. To allow her friend to go forth and battle something that was evidentially so dangerous, alone? It was preposterous, ludicrous and insane all at the same time. Perhaps is was that Greitai did not understand the gravity of the situation enough, or perhaps she was too damn stubborn to stand aside and lose another. There wouldn't be another Natou, not ever. She utterly refused to contemplate it being possible, and likewise refused vehemently to desert her friend in her time of need. Whether Nat' was aware of this or not.

"You do not understand. That is where we are strong, don't you see? One doe against a doe built much heavier and with 'apparent' hidden power. The odds? They aren't stacked in the doe's favour. If there were two that stood by her side, however, wouldn't she have a greater chance of protecting those she loves?" A deep breath was taken, the roof of her mouth sore due to an unfortunate bite upon one of the many quills that had adorned the porcupine beast.

Her mind raced, leaping and clawing at any and all arguments that could be used now. It was desperate, yet determined. "If you... look, Nat', if you were to fail then where would that leave us? Grief-stricken! What better time to finish us off, too than when we are mourning? I don't think she's stupid enough to leave us healthy enough to strike back at her later." She needed to be rational, but it was hard. The desperation lapped at the edges of her voice, which was less and less controlled at Nat's declaration - that she didn't want her brother and best friend with her. Greitai had nothing else here that was important, so this she clung to.

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"Nat-Nat..'' Concern in his

"Nat-Nat..'' Concern in his voice, he frowned. The wolf's eyes were fixed on his sister's. "You are my sister, and I am your brother. Who would I be if I'd let you go there alone? I don't want you to go there alone. And I won't let you." His voice sounded determined. "She got us into this now. And I won't turn back, especially if it has you involved in it. I would rather die helping you than just simply be killed." It was his choice, and no one would ever change his mind.
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I'm sorry, Greitai... But...

I'm sorry, Greitai... But... Did you think to me ? What if I loose you both ? I'll be alone. Forever. If you loose me, you'll still be together. She said, before being surprised by Beren. B... B-Beren. You're my brother. That's why... I... Won't fight with you both. I'll stay alive. Don't worry. She suddenly said, panicked. Her hoove couldn't stay one second at the same place. Stressed, she was trying to make them understand. And if she had to make them hate her, so she would.
She stopped for few seconds. And looked at them, stopping to move. Are you... Selfish ? I wan't to protect you. If you... If you get hurted or killed by my fault, I won't have any reason to stay here. Do you understand ? I won't live without you both. Stay here. D-don't move. I'll f-fight alone.
She looked down. Maybe they didn't understand her. Maybe they were thinking she was crazy. Maybe she was crazy. But her priority was to protect the ones she loved the most since her birth. The Ghost sighed, bad. She made herself a promise : to observe them both, hid, when she could do it. I can do it alone. I can. I promise you. I can do it. I... I'll come back, and all will end. Please... she asked.

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"Don't blame yourself. It is

"Don't blame yourself. It is my choice, forced by no one else but myself. I don't want to let you down again, Nat-Nat.'' The wolf knew he had failed to be there for his sister when she needed him, and Nat-Nat has never failed to be there for Beren. He felt that he is indebted to her and that he should return the favor, even if it would cost his life. "If I will have to die, I'll die for you."

/sorry for my short replies..

She had been about to retort

She had been about to retort once more when Beren made his presence known. She was silent for a moment, and then her voice was heard again. "And if Beren's made up his mind, then I'll doubt you'll manage to sway him. I won't abandon you now, Nat'. We can help, don't you see that?" she shook her head, remembering that even when Nat's soul had detached from her body, the ghost doe had tried to reprimand Greitai for her protective behaviour. "Would you sit back and let either of us do this? Look, Beren's entirely right. The moment she attacked, she brought us into this and now she must face the consequences" a growl and a nod of the head. Nat' was insane if she thought for even a moment that she would ignore their friendship and let Natou fight on her own. "I don't think you can stop us from helping, it's something we want to do." a heavy sigh, "If you come back, Nat'. If. Remember Seikin, remember how terribly you were hurt?" she had so many things to say, and yet they swarmed her mind and made it hard to concentrate on one thing. She was sore and tired, not the image of perfect health - that certainly wouldn't help convince Natou.

So she lifted her head and the feathers rose from their calm state, the eyes of each feather glaring outward. Feather upon feather, eye upon eye raised behind her head and about her neck. She hadn't been around to stop Seikin, but she would be around to stop Alice. Whether she had to drag herself through the forest tracking Nat' or not, and this determination was sure to show within those two golden eyes of hers. "We're in more danger if we don't help you, and I , too, would rather die fighting for something than pitifully and in sorrow."

{ Haha. Lol 'kay, this is a bad post. }

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[ Anti & Ammy - Your RP are

[ Anti & Ammy - Your RP are so amazing. So be quiet guys D8< ]

The Ghost sighed one more time. She knew she was stubborn. But she knew, too, that they were two stubborn creatures against her. She wouldn't win. Even if she decided to be distant towards them, so, she was sure they would be here when Ariel would come. She was touched by their words, their reactions. She tried to be at their place. She knew she would have doing the same for them. Tears in her eyes, she slightly smiled. I... I guess I can't... I can't make you think like I do... But... If something happens to you, I... She didn't end her sentence, too fragile to think about this possibility. She couldn't even think about it. And simply looked away. I remember Seikin. But... Yes, I was hurted. I don't really know what can kill me. Maybe love. Maybe... Something else. She gave them a concerned look, thinking to Akal at the same time. Maybe Ariel. She ended. Then, she gave them both a warm, very warm nuzzle. Th-thank you for being there for me... Always. But please. If... If I... If I... If something happens to me, just stay strong. Okay ? she asked. Balthamos told me they were more than one. Ariel isn't maybe the only one. She's... She's from the bad side. So she certainly has friends. We'll always be in minority. Always.
She looked down, pessimist. But not if we stop Ariel first. How to stop a demon ? It was a very, very good question. But at the moment, Nat-Nat was only thinkink to her brother and to her best friend. She said, a new time : Thank you. She couldn't even tell them how grateful she was to their friendship and devotion.

/ I don't have the time to correct any mistake, I'm sorry ;__;

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"It doesn't matter what she

"It doesn't matter what she can do exactly. I don't care. I won't leave you. And if something happens to you, I swear I'll end her." He frowned again, though the frown disappeared soon and he gave Nat-Nat a warm look. "But don't worry. Everything will be fine.'' The wolf reached out for his sister and nuzzled her, a smile appeared on his face.

She moved forward to meet

She moved forward to meet Nat's warm nuzzle. Long neck reaching out eagerly to affectionately and warmly return a caress to her dear friend. "If she even comes close to stopping your breath then quills or not, I am going for her neck." these words were said firmly, and with teeth like hers, Ariel would be wise to avoid them. Though it would be unlikely for her to get a good purchase on the porcupine doe during the midst of a fight, her teeth were backward facing and serrated upon either side - not the best mouth to have snapping at one's neck to be sure.

Balthamos. The... the little fawn whom she did not get along with? Well, one of them. Perhaps, if he was part of this, it would be wise for him not to be as frightened of her. She moved, standing beside Nat-Nat now, her neck resting so gently upon her the Ghost's back. A comforting gesture. Silent for a moment more, before speaking again "Ah, but you have friends too. I don't see hers around to back her up when she needs them. Do you?" a hint of pride in her voice. Her golden eyes glanced upon Beren, and there was a singular blink and a slight nod of the head. An subtle gesture of appreciation and respect.

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Can I add you on msn? >u>

Can I add you on msn? >u>

OhmyGod. Yes >

OhmyGod. Yes > u>

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