yasu | i shine only with the light you gave me

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Vessel Healthy. Spirit Content and curious. Stable. Note ...


started her day meandering a bit aimlessly about, feeling restless considering her lack of sleep lately. finally came to settle at the statues she's so familiar with, leaning against the larger for a time and thinking until she was found by harin. pleasantly surprised and welcomed the albino's company. had a little conversation about how the other had been doing, learned of the troll's plan to get a tattoo around his neck and was made exceptionally curious about the pain factor of such.

told him of her relation to the various stone idols of the forest and how she viewed them as friends but felt a bit silly about the whole thing after telling him. reassured by the pale that it wasn't a particularly strange belief and found herself relieved the other didn't think she was absolutely marbles.

had the conversation cut a little short when she got a bit overwhelmed with others joining the group, including eremes who she felt a need to get as close to as she could but didn't want to be rude. generally didn't want to seem like she was spurning the others' company for the sphinx alone, so remained with the group that had accumulated (ross, harin, mischief, feige) before finally deciding to ask the sphinx if he wished to go off elsewhere while giving him a snoffle to the ear. left the group after bidding goodbye for the time being.

felt a little of her overtiredness kick in as a second wind, leaving her more impish than she usually was. dared the sphinx to chase her and romped a bit with him (and actually laughing! incredible!) though had to stop because she sensed the play had worn on the other's old injuries. let him catch his breath while she sidled up to him and lead him to the playground where they settled near the den she was born. told eremes as much, but dared not settle within it for fear of the draxos that had taken up residence there.

engaged in grooming that devolved into intimacies before she finally managed to fall into a dreamless slumber while peacefully within the sphinx's embrace after days of not having had more than a couple of hours under her belt.


yesterday... met neli after the doe ended up near her (yasu's) usual spot, and was a little bewitched by how pretty the other hind was. oof. greeted her and enticed her to sit a little closer, of which she was happy for. kept the other company throughout the day. happy when favager also joined (and gave him kitty kissies), and eremes for a bit of time.

teased by the sphinx, pretended to kind of hate it but secretly enjoyed it a lot. stole glances at each other when they could. found herself suddenly missing the fact he was no longer there when she went "home" from the forest. buried the feeling deep, none of that in this house!

today... approached out of the blue by daiyu, and glad for his company. interested vaguely in the kirin, but having seen him in mischief's company, found herself feeling awkward when approaching him if he wasn't alone.

speaking of that! approached privately by the other kirin after daiyu (and mischief and severon) had departed from the ruin. pleasantly surprised when the creature apologized to her for his previous actions that had spooked her. thankful for his apology and offered one of her own for her standoffish behavior. felt a sense of relief at the fact the rather awkward matter had been settled.

warmed slightly to the kirin for his amicable behavior. may make it a point to seek him out at some point and give him the spar he wanted.

later on, played a little with hrokr and hung with the crow for a bit of time. got a little wary around a large red beast in the pond and went to sit near the idol instead. passed by feige, who she inspected and found the fae a bit wounded. concerned, asking who did it, but getting a vague answer in return. decided to leave the matter be for the time being, remembering eremes' words to her in the cabin.

after a while, found harin and rested with him, favager, and sadiki for a good bit of time. kind of an uneventful day but that fact certainly didn't bother her.

notably, has not been getting a lot of sleep, spending a lot of her time at home reading research materials that indra's been bringing her from other realms. trying to get a handle on how to portal more effectively.


"Thank you for being in this universe. For falling in the pond. If not I would have never met you."

"Even if it cost my rosary, I would gladly give it a thousand times over if it means I would meet you in every life thereafter."


spent the morning alone until she went to have a drink at the pond and was found by harin, and quickly after eremes and ross. sat around while harin and eremes did... boy things. :unamused: groomed the sphinx when he was done horsing around with the albino, including snoffling in his ear.

watched ross and harin mess around then it turned into a mud fight that she was hesitant about joining at first, but eventually did and found herself having a good time despite her reservations. got smooshed by eremes and got a little blushy about it. uh oh!

watched eremes and harin tussle while naked for a bit until everyone settled in a sun spot to dry off because they were all disgusting messes of pond mud. nice. when harin and eremes were gone, and ross was napping, slipped off towards the stone idols in front of the ruin to contemplate a little bit to herself. thinking about stuff, and things.

later.... return of the happy place.


had a little conversation with hrokr and relaxed in a patch of flowers with him for a good portion of the morning.

later on was approached by jae and got into a spar with him. confused greatly by the godless but thinks of him a bit like a puzzle to solve, and made intensely curious of him because of it. either way, enjoyed the roughhousing, finds it's rare she can let go and put some of her training to actual use instead of just holding back in her spars.

watched him and feige get into a lover's quarrel while she sat with sadiki. reminded suddenly that the desert stag resembles someone, and finds herself wondering vaguely what it could mean. keeping the knowledge to herself, for the time being.


finally re-entered the forest again for a while after fighting with a bout of insomnia. spent some time in ashira's company and exchanged names, learned she was called "nakti". warmed by the conversation, little though it was. found herself growing more fond of the amalgam.

then wandered off and found leto and harin and pursued a conversation with the two about how eremes and favager were faring, along with discussions about different worlds. was made aware of how sheltered she was at the mentions of certain topics, but was eager to learn more about their world. accepted an exchange of trips at some point, offering to bring them to her mom's cabin. didn't offer her parent's realm for various reasons, but may bring it up in the future.

was left alone by the two trolls after a time and kind of just strolled along until she found inaria. wonders who in the hell keeps leaving this child by herself in this godsforsaken forest.


tfw ur friends are simps and you have a savior complex

came into the forest on the suspicion something had happened via indra's prodding. found eremes and later favager in horrible shape, mortified that something did this to them. able to deduce from her teacher's words what likely took place. overwhelmed by guilt and anger and maybe just a few vengeful thoughts.

watched like a rock as ross, leto, and harin treated eremes and favager. tried her best to offer some passive comfort, fetched some sticks for ross to use as splints. distantly grateful to the former three for their help. later, ported both men to her mom's cabin once the three were alone. intent on helping nurse them back to health, if she can, and keep them safe until they're better. willing to seek help from the fae and two trolls if needed.

trying very hard not to cry. realizing how much she cares for the two of them, and what that means.


started her day greeting harin after finding the albino again by himself. was about to converse more thoroughly with him again when feige rumbles past with a massive creature on her heels. jumped in almost immediately without thinking, roaring an apology at harin until she realized the troll had followed her to take on the attacker.

did her best to try and put herself between feige and the beast (razdor), all the while employing plenty of her personal arsenal of power. kept her earthen armor for as long as she could stand, and tried to keep up with the chase. nearly angered when she saw another huge beast (bezdna) join in, and refused to stand down until the other creatures finally seemed to have their fill of herself and harin's interference. put on a brave face to drive them off at last, despite the deep wounds to her shoulder from the latter creature's horns.

collapsed at the blue bowl with harin and feige, joined later by favager and then leto. thankful for the warcat's presence, and leaned on it while she caught her breath and tried to recover under his watch. exchanged names with feige and thanked for she and harin's help. talked a little with harin and leto. greeted her teacher later on when the imber entered the forest and inquired about what happened after finding her. told her to some extent, but expressed not to worry about it.

could tell the imber was enraged, but did little to quell her anger.

finally just relaxed and dozed a little bit while laying like a sad, fluffy pancake beneath favager. found by eremes not long later and surprised by the concern he showed for her wellbeing (why tho girl). a little embarrassed he seemed angered by the fact he couldn't help, but by god she wouldn't want him to have to tussle with either beast that she ended up fighting with. gave him a little reassuring affection in an attempt to show him that she'll be fine, she's made for this, for protecting people.

cuddled with eremes thereafter with favager around, grateful for the big cat's presence, for both of them really, and felt more at ease with the two of them around. visited briefly by her parent, asked if she'd like to be taken home, but declined the offer, saying she'd rather stay with the boys. bid the hearth goodbye for the time being, glad for their check.

eventually left alone with eremes and asked if the sphinx would accompany her home, citing that she didn't want to sleep alone. glad when he accepted, and when she felt sufficiently ready, ported him home alongside her.


sparred with sadiki, cuddled and teased eremes until he ran away and was found by favager not long after the sphinx escaped to the pond to cool himself off from yasu's prodding. ended up going with the big cat after making sure eremes was okay, but still worried about him.

relaxed with favager at the warcat's tree, distantly concerned she upset the sphinx.

7.16.20 - 7.18.20

accidentally kept eremes in her parent's realm while time passed in the forest. also may have done a few Things (wink) with him without intending to in the beginning.

still, pleased with what became of the visit. grown fonder of the sphinx because of the time spent. also had the best sleep in her life probably as a direct result, a discovery she intends on exploring at a later time because god knows this girl don't get enough sleep.


started her day meeting hrokr and spending a little time with him, conversing a bit until sabit dropped by. got invited to join their family by hrokr and sabit, and followed until she got distracted by seeing harin. said hi to him and his friend? comrade? (gair) nearby. when it was clear they were on their way out, she sniffed out hrokr again and joined him for a while.

that was until she saw a certain sphinx shaped blob at the edge of the pond nearby, skittering over to greet eremes as he took a sippy. noticed rather sadly that favager seemed absent today, so was happy to have the sphinx around. felt admittedly a little overwhelmed by hrokr's family (through no fault of the stag's, she's just highly unused to groups) but was grateful for the invitation regardless. said thank you and farewell to them after eremes asked if she wished to go elsewhere.

guided him up to a sunspot near a patch of dandelions and settled there for a long while. noticed that hrokr stopped by as well at some point, but didn't stick around.

finally growing weary of the forest again, yasu made to port home after bidding farewell to the sphinx, and accidentally pulled one very distracted eremes into the portal with her............................................


Spent a very happy day alongside both eremes and favager for the most part, also visited by yani who she was, frankly, always happy to see. also met aamali and made her a cool beetle shaped rock because yasu likes kids well enough and wanted her to be at ease.

however, noticed things got a little shaky when a large creature came by (prism haha) and was seemingly trying to step around a few adolescents. watched as two of them attacked her (including vakr, who she recognized) and thought about jumping in until she watched as aamali bounded over to the creature receptively. hm. watched as another large beast (plague) jumped into the fray against prism, at which point she was firmly not interested in getting involved and stayed beside favager (because eremes had wandered off at this point, leaving only her and the warcat and a friend of his, para).

when that settled down after an ear-shattering roar from the creature that'd been attacked, returned to her resting spot with the big cat. eventually eremes returned, and she was happy again. happy place.

when eremes left, asked favager if he wanted to join her at her mom's (Cassie) cabin for some cocoa because she was admittedly kind of tired of the forest's antics for a bit. happy when he agreed, and left the forest with the warcat.


had a pleasant conversation with a couple of strangers after one invited her down for a sit (Leto and Harin), learned what the internet was! cool! almost told random strangers her parent is a god! not cool! avoided that, and in doing so, learned some very interesting things and shared a few of her own for the sake of idle talk. overall, enjoyed it a lot actually? socializing can be good?

made a note to seek the two out again, at some point, should she find them.

drawn away by the feeling of a life snuffed out, and found a dead youth. oh. that's a shame. felt slightly guilty for not being able to protect the small thing. also noticed fav nearby and called him over to have a look at the body after a couple of other small creatures scattered from it that were probably other kids she thinks (mazhar and kalei). was about to take the head and spine for herself for the sake of the bones (she didn't have a skull from the endless yet!), but the warcat seemed to think the act distasteful, so she decided against it.

left the body alone and perched with fav on the nearby rocks to sort of watch the rest of the goings on. got greeted by sabit at some point after they were back on the rock. watched several other creatures rove around the body, scavengers she reckoned. after a bit of time passed and the body had lay neglected for the span of several hours, finally worked up to go looking at the spot it had been. managed to find a handful of bloodied vertebrae that she portaled back home for later.

asked by favager what she wanted them for, and gave an honest answer. planned to clean them properly and put them in a nice jar to set on her shelves back at kerosene's temple. did feel earnestly bad that whoever it was met their end so gruesomely.

also at some point kero came around and embarrassed the shit out of her by staring affectionately at her and fav. mother ): still. not a bad day all in all.


brought a basket filled with 3 bentos and some gifts for eremes and favager for their help, and company.

basically had a lil picnic with the boys. chatted with eremes a little, per usual it seems. had a nice day in general, glad both her gifts were well received by the sphinx and the warcat.


entered the forest to a little bit of chaos when she noticed ashira almost right away being... heckled? playing? wasn’t quite sure what was going on there but eventually figured out that it was probably just play considering ashira wasn’t trying to get away entirely. felt less worried when ashira came over to investigate her (very excitedly because she guessed she was just hyped up from whatever was going on). got checked out by umay when she strayed near just to make sure nothing untoward was happening.

after a bit just decided it probably wasn’t anything to be concerned about, she was hesitant to jump in to help anyway after the incident. cut her losses and went on her way to shove herself between the twin idols in front of the ruin.

when the playing made its way toward her again, got up to have a look, and distantly thought about joining just to return some normalcy or joy to her visits to the forest. however, her awkward staring caught umay’s attention, forcing her to skitter away as the scorpion came over to stare her down. quailed to the lioness and apologized for her interruption. when she left, yasu lodged herself between her familiar stone friends. even with umay’s acknowledgement of her apology, felt awful about the entire interaction for several reasons. decided, ultimately, to move to the playground to shed a few tears over it. sigh. understanding of why things happened the way they did, especially with the nature of the forest. still, felt daunted and very mortal ever more by the loss of her protection.

was alone for a good bit of time until indra joined her. did a bit of wandering with her teacher, who tried to cheer her up when she told the deluge why she was wallowing. too bad indra is awful at feelings. refused to blame anyone for her own reaction despite the storm pressing her for who dared to upset her. also understood how indra could get when she had retribution on her mind, and could see the fury in the deluge’s eyes. in general, not interested in causing trouble and steered the conversation elsewhere.

got asked how she was feeling besides the crying, and stood by the idol as they made idle banter about how things were going elsewhere. glad for the distraction of her teacher’s words, and was reminded of a few things by the storm who was earnestly doing her best to make yasu feel better, as far as she could tell.

"Don’t let this place get to you, it really ain’t worth it. Besides, you have all I taught you. You'll be okay."

"I know."

given a small nuzzle from her mentor before she dissipated back into the aether outside of the forest, and yasu was left on her own again. found favager pretty quickly afterwards, curling herself up against the cat almost immediately. inquired about how his injuries were healing, and told they were doing alright. pressed her nose into his mane to sniff for any infection anyway, pleased when he appeared to be right. asked of her own and told him that she was just fine, she managed to get away with only some heavy bruising, all of which was hidden beneath her thick pelt anyway.

eremes would come to join them after a bit and with both boys there, yasu could feel a lightness begin to enter her heart again despite the events of the morning. struck up a conversation with the sphinx about the forest again, apologizing again for what had happened when she learned it had been his first day in the endless that he fished her out of the pond, embarrassed by it all. told by the sphinx it wasn’t a problem, reassured he was glad to do it.

"Despite all of that, I met you. So it doesn't matter."

could feel a certain warmth at his words, something different and new.

a lil raccoon dog happened by that favager wanted to eat but yasu gave him a few snoffles in his ear that appeared to sufficiently put him off the idea.

ended up asking eremes why he came to the forest anyway, noting he was likely not an old face to it. felt bad about asking when the sphinx grew visibly uncomfortable with the question, though was told that he was looking for someone. offered to help if she could, that it was really the least she could do for him. thanked, and given the same offer of help in return should she need it for any reason, even if she perhaps DIDN’T need it necessarily. the sphinx’s pointed glance at the warcat nearby forced a little bubble of laughter from her. gave favager a smile and a little press of her nose to the side of his face when he looked confused.

after that, rested peacefully with fav and eremes even though the latter would eventually take his leave of the forest. found that her heart was much fuller than it previously was, and, tired from all the emotions she’d experienced in one day, fell into a light sleep while tucked in the circle of favager’s body.

markedly, the first time she’d slept in the forest since her childhood.

then my computer restarted and yasu ended up teleporting so she went and sat with yani and shira since they were nearby. :’) good stuff.


returned warily to the forest after a night with barely any sleep, seeking out favager immediately and curling beside him, squished pleasantly between the warcat and the tree he frequents. didn't sleep, but drifted aimlessly in her mind through the entirety of the afternoon until the early evening.

it was then she thought to try and find eremes, so she dislodged herself from fav to go looking. eventually came across the sphinx by the pond on the very edge he'd rescued her from. now that she could get a better look, her suspicions were piqued even further. still, she decided now wasn't the time to go snooping. instead, thanked him for his help and apologized profusely for endangering him and getting him involved. was told he was happy to do so.

engaged in a little more conversation about the forest, how it behaved, how many people end up passing through. found herself interested, and gave him a few answers based on her years in the endless, and her birth there. when the sphinx seemed pleased with her answers, was happy she could provide them. found him rather charming, actually.

noticed fav coming back to her and greeted the cat with more affection than she meant to, but... you know. kittie (: anyway, ended up inviting eremes to sit with them both for a while until would ultimately head back to his own home. stayed behind with favager and rested with him, oddly content despite her harrowing experience the day before. took comfort in the great wall of the cat's body beside her.

still troubled by many thoughts, mostly of aischro, some of her parent and teacher, along with missing her brother and mom in the strife, but glad at least to have a couple of new friends and allies beside her.


the day started out fine, as she entered the twilight forest again. found favager pretty quickly and ended up sitting happily with the firecat at first.

everything was great until the fire aischro nation attacked. well, more accurately the trickster approached the pair, and yasu was... wary. as she always was with the god after the warnings of her teacher and parent. was questioned about her hostility once again, but this time refused to be apologetic about the uneasy feeling the grufted gave her. also, didn't want to get favager involved, and placed herself bravely in front of the cat who was uhhh several times her size anyway oh yasu.

aischro, being aischro, decided he'd had just about Enough of her nonsense, got up in her face, and before the moonquake could retaliate, ended up clipping her rosary and breaking the thing. the resulting collision between the deity energy stored within the necklace and aischro's own caused a fierce blowback that shattered the rosary, and sent yasu stumbling back into the forest pond. shocked, hurt, and forlorn she struggled in panic toward the high shore where she was pulled out by a face that looked very familiar to her until she realized it wasn't who she thought it was. not disappointed, but curious all the same in that moment albeit distantly. thanked eremes for his help in getting her out, and apologetic for her scrambling at him.

noticed the fight with favager and ai nearby, trying her best to keep tabs on it despite her current state of being. dissolved her mask for the sake of not feeling so claustrophobic while catching her breath, and placed herself firmly between eremes and the fight so the sphinx wouldn't get hurt by accident. even in her unfortunate state, she didn't want an innocent bystander hurt. contemplated running in to help, tried to tune out the background noise of the forest's souls, and thankful it seemed... quieter than usual. until a great crack and the hum of winds whipping assaulted her ears.

her teacher had arrived.

she barely saw the storm as indra rumbled by and began a chase with winds howling about her. instead, stayed behind to discuss with favager and check on the cat, along with eremes. admittedly paid more attention to the firecat than the sphinx but can you blame her............. let her teacher run off the trickster before she returned with... an arm. a very gross smelling arm that she assumed belonged to the god. said arm was spat at her feet as the deluge paraded proudly despite the damage to her form, told it was a trophy and to take it.

glanced back to see eremes gone at this point. made a note to seek him out later, and apologize.

turned her attention back to favager, and pleaded to indra to help his injuries. felt awful that the other had gotten himself involved despite her efforts to ward off the trickster. cursed herself for escalating the situation and allowing it to happen, giving a few apologetic nudges of her nose to favager for it. after her teacher had done what she was asked and gone off, settled down with the cat properly and apologized to him. was told he would gladly do it again and asked what the trickster had broken.

saddened again by its loss, she told the firecat what the rosary represented and why it reacted the way it had. laid herself against him until he deigned to get up, to her confusion. that was, until she saw he had retrieved an intact piece (the only intact piece) and brought it back to her. she thanked him, nudging the magatama to her fur to take home later, along with the "trophy" from indra that lay elsewhere. heartened by the fact a piece of the sentimental object remained, even if its power was now gone, laid herself just a little more contentedly in the curve of favager's body and rested with him.

visited later on by her parent and had a small conversation with them. told them of what had happened despite knowing that indra likely told them when she had a chance. given comfort, assured what happened was hardly her fault, but still can't help but blame herself for what occurred. still, happy to be with her parent for a time until they suggested taking her home for something to eat and left the forest.

6.30.20 - 7.2.20

really hasn't been doing much besides thinking about life and the things little demigods think about. finally asked favager for his name and ended up more engrossed in a conversation than she meant to get, as she was made curious of the cat and some of the things he said. spending time with him when she finds him, usually. also keeping a nose out for sadiki, even if she's trying to sort out her odd feelings for him.

otherwise, if either's not around, finds herself wandering a bit aimlessly until she comes across a scent she recognizes even if vaguely. what's being social? don't ask me. came in today (7/2) to find it raining. rolled in the mud at the pond for a bit and then took off to chase down ashira's scent.


after a strained conversation with her parent in the morning hours about her meeting with aischro the day before, was told in no uncertain terms to stay as far away from the trickster as possible. asked why, as she is prone to do, but was given a rather cryptic answer from her parent. frustrated and on edge about the whole encounter and her parent's reaction, but likely to heed their warning regardless.

entered the forest with ideas in her mind, took a drink and wandered before sadiki found her. perfect! just the stag she wanted to see. challenged him to a spar (except it was less challenge and more "please spar with me senpai" unfortunately) and had a surprisingly good time locking horns with the desert stag. also learned a few things about both her style of combat and his, found the whole fight rather enlightening from a tactical standpoint.

thanked him generously and sniffed him up to make sure she hadn't done any permanent damage because she'd feel awful if she'd managed to Actually Hurt him. uh oh he's hot when he's out of breath and messy did not pay attention to any surrounding bystanders because she was coming down from the high of the fight, though that didn't take her very long.

went and got a drink, greeted feige politely, then settled near a tree to cool down. relaxing, but finding her mind can't quite stop running. keeping a watch on sadiki as he rests (even tho ur also beaten up a little, idiot? oh yasu) stayed with the stag until he went back home with a polite goodbye, then just kind of... wandered for a while. eventually came across ashira, rather glad to see her well and joined her after very awkward greetings.

at least. it was fine until aischro came wandering by and struck up a conversation with her again. told some things that made her question her parent, but also remembered the warning of her teacher, indra, before she'd left to the forest today.

"Every god has a purpose, he's good at his but that just means you can't trust his ass even more."

Still, recognized a few truths in what the trickster told her, unfortunately. passively trying to protect ashira in case he tried anything, but seemed to realize he wasn't interested in the osedax child.

eventually ended their conversation with a firm word. shot a few apologetic looks to ashira who was (reasonably) uncomfortable, and settled back down despite aischro taking up space nearby. glad, at least, that the canine didn't seem upset with her over the matter as she returned to her distant company. at some point, watched ashira sit with someone she didn't know who'd been sleeping nearby but assumed that the other did because of their proximity. hung around for a while after this, but eventually decided to leave her to it and went quietly on her own way.

decided to grab a drink before she pondered leaving, approached by a... creature (mischief). wasn't all that alarmed until said creature got too close and ended up making contact with her. did Not Like This after the long day she'd had and the conversation with aischro that'd left her in a precarious mood. proceeded to be a bit of a baby about it because she had NO idea what was happening and whether the aquatic creature wanted trouble.

after the kirin backed off, kind of just slunk regretfully off to the ruins, flopped herself between her two best friends (the stone idols in front of the ruins, what a fucking loser) and returned home.


wandered around until she found ryuusei and was invited to join him and his mother for a time after waffling about nearby like the awkward wallflower she is. conversed with him about the forest and life, and found his insight intriguing. divulged a few things about herself to him in turn, and decidedly liked the stag's company. at one point, heard her teacher in the forest but didn't opt to visit her, instead just figuring the deluge had her own reasons for being there. besides, it's rude to leave company. then, the forest began to grow dark, snow drifting down. ah.

the weather prompted her to move again as she bid a polite goodbye to ryuu and his mama (who she also thought was nice for letting her sit). enjoyed the snow and darkness as both things appealed to her nature, but doesn't enjoy the tense act the forest puts on when darkness encompasses it. considering she was having a far easier time being able to see, she roved about and passed a couple of fleetingly familiar faces (thais, nix) but decidedly didn't disturb either due to the fact they already had plenty of company otherwise.

then................ met "uncle ai" aka aischro the trickster eidolon himself. of course, knew little to nothing about him going into the conversation because she is kept out of Deity Matters. was introduced and found out as a halfling god by the male, learned he was one of the gods of the inbetween from which both her parent and teacher hail from. curse the scholar in her wanting to know more about the affairs she isn't part of, and other gods in general.

"Are you close with her? Your Mortal mother?"

"I am."

"Tell both her and Kero, then, 'Hello' from Aischro."

after an off-kilter discussion with him, found herself unnerved by the entire encounter. that and he touched her face (disgustang). left him with his thoughts as she made her way to another part of the forest, finding favager and thankful for a familiar face as she sat in peaceful silence with the cat until she decided to head home for the night.


Enjoyed the random snowfall a lot, generally just hung out and let it accumulate on her like a horrible little snow poff. swung by a couple familiar faces but both seemed occupied or already in company so decided to just slink off on her own for the time being

found sadiki eventually and sat with him, finally getting to introduce herself properly to him after he spoke up to her. also noticed the injured stag from the other day nearby, but was rude af and didn't say shit to him whoops


uhhhhh did some things, chased jae away from ashira and that's about all that's notable unless i'm forgetting which i could be because i have the memory of a fuckin goldfish whoops


spent pretty much all day with inaria, keeping the little fawn warm and out of the rain in the ruff of dense fur around her neck. did, at some point before that, see the strange machine broken in the muck of the pond and examine it to little avail.


sat in the mud again today with olaniyi and carys, but not before visiting sadiki (and llyr!) to check up on the buck. at some point before carys came along, had roved by a fresh kill by what appeared to be the same raptor that had drove her away previously after she'd heard a rumble across the pond and sensed a death. removed a few ribs for her collection but was perplexed by how to clean them while in the forest. offered them to olaniyi who proceeded to turn her nose up at them. she, herself, did not eat red or gamey meat.

bless carys, who was starving and very good at cleaning bones for doing most of the dirty work. the bones were then teleported home by yasu so she could set the rest to her beetles to clean later.


earlier, sat with sadiki in the mud and just provided him with some company after the fight the day before. was.... concerned for him and stayed by his side, especially when a fight rumbled by that seemed to be rather large. was put on edge as she and the stag watched, but didn't intervene despite her wanting to. no! must guard sadiki. so she did. and she stayed until he left off.


chased a predator away from ashira, hung out with alika, and met olaniyi who warmed up to her quite fast. hung out with all three for a time until she fell asleep with her head slung over her sister's shoulders.


went to visit her old birth den and was chased off by garai. got inexplicably really upset about it and went to go sit in the pond mud and cry. was approached by ryuusei (who she didn't even realize was there at first whoops) and asked what was wrong, proceeded to engage in a little conversation with the stag that made her feel better. eventually he took his leave and she just sort of continued to wallow in the mud.

later, heard scuffling in the distance and she discovered the scene with niklaus, sadiki, inaria, and eventually iva. sort of just inserted her ass between niklaus and inaria after assessing to understand what was happening. joined by sadiki, who was in less than stellar shape. mostly just guarded the bab but did take a little bit of a pummeling when the fighting started back up again.

once niklaus had been chased off with iva, she just sat by the baby with sadiki. noted after some time there were two deaths in the forest. wondered about it and wanted to collect some bones from the corpses but the forest seemed.... mmm dangerous today. best not to leave the little beeb. after a while, met carys, witnessed ANOTHER fight with different combatants. she was right to stay and guard. did that until finally she had to set abouts to home.


Cache of Bones: Collected from various dead things in the forest. Currently includes: 3 rib bones from a raptor-like predator, an almost complete set of arm bones from Aischro (black, with glowing blue claws), several vertebrae from a chimeric adolescent.

Fox Skull Helm: Worn always in the Forest if only because she roves across many souls and doesn't wish to be drown if she needs to engage a crowd. Used to protect her face as well. Durable, and divined to grow with her as she ages. A gift from her parent.

Cassie's tine charm: Holds no special properties but cherished all the same. Hung over her bone collection. The combined rune means the following: Isa - Ice, standstill, block, challenge; Ehwaz - yew tree, stability, strength, reliability, enlightenment; Ansuz - communication, insight, truth, wisdom.

CSS by Shey with edits by me.
IC at all times, damage accounted for. Yasu is not me but I am responsible for her. If you have any questions concerns or just want to interact, contact me at snartie#0122 on discord!

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