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Hecate Mallory Maria Desdemona

My name is Hecate, so is Mallory, Maria and Desdemona. I use and answer to all of them. Fret not to use your favourite of the lot. Though I always had a liking to the name Appolonia.
But in this dreaded place I'm confined to... You can see me under this pictogram.
(alternatively under the zombie pelt(starved)/secretary(content), magpie antlers and swan mask)

I would describe myself as a doe of high stock. A doe of graceful footing and tenacious nature. One that is young with a visage worthy of divinity;
My fur is both nacreous and smoldering.. still. The latter brought on from tormenting agony and the former, birthed from comfort to end suffering.

Despite my nature being very vain, I can admit that my body is more of the heavy set... And do not trifle with me: I do not allow to hear it by stranger mouths, the last who mentioned such ended in the gutter.

I prefer to ponder about philosophies with my peers. And in my past, I read many books. But I have a profound hatred for poetry. Rarely I fancied a poem.

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The sins of our past, frame the here and now

Does it make you jealous when I sleep with another? Do you long for something you get plenty of, my dear?
Or is it my affection that you want. Which I give to noone but you. An action passing, soon forgotten is not equivalent to the gushes of love and intimacy that blooms between. Sacral and pure to a disgusting degree.
Fear more the enturage I keep, than the mere pleasures of mortal bodies I indulge in.

~⚓~

Lately I had been visiting some individuals for blood. It is hard to keep convincing some vistims of mine to stay naive. That perhaps this all is an illusion. My halucinogenic venom helps slightly, but the question is how long can I keep uo the mirage?

I need the blood...

~⚓~

Today I sensed a, pungent magical smell in the air. It was thick and musky...like magic. Most of the forest denizens have been transformed into critters. Only way I knew they were deer by their smell.

They smelled particularly delicious in fact.

Eventually without notice I too was turned into a small beast with long ears and fangs longer than mine.
The spell vanished, but the mystery unsolved, I cannot but wonder what happned.

~⚓~

I am not yet ready to share my past or origin.
Today I feel rested but solemn. Something is amiss.

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My visage
Shapes:
-red dots are not markings but 'skinless pits'
-face is shaped like a a shoe, like a curving slope
-small and fat
-not pictured atm, but does have a potbelly
-actually used to be a thing beutfy, but something happned lol
-extremely long eyelashes (this time it's not my style)
-no hoof definition or gloss, as matte as the fur around it
-WATER DEER SPECIES 8D

Colours:
-coal black, may be more muted, matte
-iridiscent white that presents as a shiny, metallic gray
-face is powdery white, matte
-red dots may be pale red or bright red
-black lips and white nose

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Some stains are forever

I have a profound taste for cervines, perhaps one could even call me voracious...
The company I prefer is fearful of me, and I have no use for common rabble.

But I must admit, since my presence here is rather new and I do not posses the contacts of my formers. I could use to meet some new entourage.

patron
Unknown patron

entourage


cattle

Dama: I preffer my food naive...

profound fear or hate

Maggot: Disgusting wretch. I do not wish to see them again with how they treated me... Though I would not pass another bite on their putrid flesh.

noted:
Stria: Unsure, I admire her tenaciousness in the rut. Duva: Their joy vexes me. Kostya: Blueberries? Yes please! Ison: I observe when in the ruins. ...

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Simulacra

The idols made to look like me... are rather deceptive. An illusion. The hollow simulacrum.

Days in which I looked like this are now long gone and past. By Thais
Portrait of my white powdered face, by Vessan
Me, my grand posture, by Luksus