September 30th, 2022 - Returned to the forest with no clue how long he had been away, no recollection of the happenings that led to his disappearance. Back to his old, grumpy self.

» Omnivore, preference towards meat. Cannibalistic in demon form.
» Insane to some degree; suffers from schizophrenia and paranoid personality disorder. Often hears voices and converses with them. Never became aware that one of the voices he hears is actually the demon he consumed years ago. Despite that, occasionally has moments of clear thinking.
» Often uses plural first person pronouns when he talks about himself.
» Always stands behind his words. Even returned from the world of dead after leaving a promise behind.
» His trust and friendliness has to be earned and it's not easy to do. Doubts everyone's motives and usually is bluntly uncharitable with his words and demeanor. Can form bonds, but it takes a long while and unimaginable persistence and patience from the other party.
» Lives in another world completely alone. Calls the land Zabraz. Has to defend it against humans and thus loathes the two-legged creatures, despite not having a name for them.
» The demon inside him is able to take over if he's badly hurt physically or emotionally; an ultimate defense mechanism. His appearance changes (will draw that form one day but his body practically oozes tar, his skulls sprouts more teeth and his height increases) and there won't be clarity of any sort in his mind- attacks anyone and devours whatever he manages to kill. No memory remains of those rare moments.
» Fawns are not to be harmed. Weirdly enough possesses endless patience with them and lets them use his body as an amusement park if they wish so.
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Appearance...
» A pair of thick antlers with sharp tines sprouting from his skull.
» Extremely long, poofy and tangled mane; holds no interest in grooming it. Suffers from it during the summer, but it's a useful shield against enemies teeth and antlers.
» The main color of his fur is dark brown with a trace of golden hue on his flanks. White'ish stripes running down from the center of his back.
» Scarred body and skull. Some caused by enemies, some by himself.
» Long and sharp canines bordering the tip of his skull.
» Large and cracked, pitch black hooves.
» Sharp, icy blue eyes.

» Was once betrayed by his closest friends who incriminated him over a matter that was hardly his fault, eventually resulted in ripping the flesh violently away from his face after killing his family. Swore to never let anyone close to his soul anymore.
» Years later found a way to get back into his world. Literally hunt down every single one of his old friends, slaughtering them all one by one as well as everyone else. Was blinded from his right eye during the fight, by his oldest and first friend.
» Killed the demon who had made his life a living hell, the one who made all of his friends turn against him. Blinded from the left side this time. Consumed more than half of the demon after the fight, just to make sure the thing was indeed dead.
» Received his eyesight back and i'll write more of it sometimes let me rest now ok

Alice - Priority. His mate through good and bad. The mother of his offsping. Currently the only one who enjoys his full trust. The only one who has stayed no matter what and always found her way back to him. Adores and takes pride in calling her his mate.
Snorri - Son. Loved.
Lifa - Daughter. Loved.
Mika - Daughter. Gone.
Róta - Daughter. Lost. Disowned.
Xakar - Son. Lost, rediscovered. Uncertainty.
Káta - Grand-daughter, unmet and no emotional ties to.
Syn - Grand-daughter, unmet and no emotional ties to.


Positive...

Dampir - A former friend.
Freyja - One of the only ones to show kindness his way. Thinks she is a little funny in the head however. First one to ever gift him with something.
Illrose - The wise one. Still appreciated company, should the doe ever happen upon his path.
'lineandangle' -
Morikiah - Rough playmate. Partner for dominance dance. Also a silent fellow to sit with. Appreciated.
Nimh - A rare, kind soul. Appreciated.
Sherlock - Irritated by, besotted by. Wants to kill and keep close. Cannot forget what he did, but can think about forgiving? cunning bastard with a slithery tongue, should steal his butt virginity with painful ways. One of the most important relations, despite everything.

Neutral...

Nikodemus - No idea what to think about him.

Unsure...

prob a lot but i have a hole as a head and i don't remember anything

Negative...

6
Hamsa & Sitra
Kody
Nidhem
Ramsus
Ravly
Romulus
Umay

More?? Probably, hmu if you think I've missed your character, my memory is terrible.

Loathed...

Idk everyone

Met...

Thanos, Unnamed thestral foal, Astraeus, Akina

A golden French rooster coin from Freyja
God-created dandelions

Links...

Toyhou.se
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