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; l e m o n
{ the socially-anxious old soul...






emotions | Happy

health | Perfect

thoughts | "<3"

journal









; b a s i c - i n f o r m a t i o n

gender | female

title | 'the inevitable tragedy'

birthday | december 20th

eye colour | white

pelt | Silver Pelt > Starling Mask > Peacock Feathers
She may also be seen as a mini deer, or as a fawn.



physical appearance
Her face is shapely and delicate, with gentle, feminine features. Though her eyes have glassed over and clouded due to blindness, they retain a glimmer of quiet joy. A long, slender neck leads to a well-rounded set of shapely shoulders. Her thick coat of fur and fat gives her a slightly rounded appearance, specifically around her midsection. Her legs are long and lean, her hooves petite. Lemon is notably small in stature, standing only just larger than the average mini-deer.

Lemon's pelt is a lovely shade of blue-grey. The fur grows lighter at her throat, belly, and backside -- while dark grey stripes drip down either of her sides. When shedding her coat, small dapples of light fur can be seen near her hindquarters. She wears a single, modest peacock feather near her face, the base of which is threaded into the ribbon ties of her beloved mask.








; r e l a t i o n s h i p s

mate status | alone (but in love)

informally adopted | dovev, ba

family blood
Seed - Older brother
Nevilly - Sister (in-law)


miscellaneous relationships
Mystress - Spiritual adviser, Godmother
Queze - Mystic guide
Raunun - Best friend
Walter - Best friend, infatuation
Kaoori - Very close friend
Ba "Ball-of-Yarn" - Very close friend


lost, but not forgotten...
Peppa - Daughter
Seth - Best childhood friend, ex-lover
The Phantom - Guardian, father figure, best childhood friend
Hawey - Little sister
Complex - Niece










; p s y c h o l o g y


basics
A bit of a loner, lemon is very quiet and soft-spoken. She is easily overlooked, given her silent tendencies and shyness around strangers. The little doe is, by all definitions, an old soul. Demure, affectionate, and sweet-natured, there is much to be said in commendation of her personality.


romance
Lemon tends to play the part of the reluctant hopeless romantic. She is rather old-fashioned when it comes to love, and is certainly a firm believer in the concept of 'soul mates'. Lemon will sometimes develop innocent crushes on other deer, but almost never makes her affection known, for fear of rejection. She would prefer to remain single, but sometimes finds herself accidentally falling head-over-heels. Her low self esteem makes her very choosy in the romance department, as she does not believe that she is truly good enough for anyone, and worries that she will eventually become a burden to anyone she finds herself attracted to. However, she is a passionate girl, and feelings of love are not easily suppressed.

Also, it would seem that she has a thing for 'bad guys'.


friendship
Though Lemon can seem a bit taciturn to outsiders, those who know her well know that she is warm and generous. Her chronic fear of social situations and commonly melancholic moods often veil her true desire to fill the forest with love and light. There is not a single deer in existence whom Lemon would not attempt to befriend, given enough time. It is quite an impossible task to get on her bad side -- and even then, she is quick to forgive. She is quick to see the good in everyone, even those who have wronged her. Loving and gentle, Lemon is ever willing to put aside her own needs and desires for those of others.

Lemon tends to feel drawn to loner types such as herself -- but, of course, she makes no prejudice when it comes to friendships, and she has many close friends with all types of various personalities.


faults
Lemon is a creature of passion -- and this does not always go over well. She tries to remain optimistic at all times, to always be a beacon of love and light to the forest. However, with such bright light will always come deep shadow, and the little doe is prone to falling into occasional depressions over even the smallest things.

At times, Lemon is prone to small obsessions over other deer, sometimes stalking them for weeks on end, even if they have not formally met. These obsessions are entirely harmless, and generally stem from good will (such as wanting to comfort a lonely-looking deer, but lacking the nerve to actually approach).

Lemon has fairly low self esteem, but does not realize it. She is often quick to take the blame when bad things happen -- whether she is truly at fault, or not. She is certainly her own worst critic, and seldom escapes her own harsh self-judgment.










; n o t e s
♦ Lemon often turns into a fawn when she's feeling especially scared, sad, or ashamed. She may also be a fawn just because it's fun, or I'm playing OOC. During this time, she will not act like adult Lemon, she will really act like a fawn. She will only very vaguely remember her time spent as a fawn, afterwards (as if it had been a dream).

♦ Lemon was once extremely afraid of the zombie pelt, due to the overwhelming stench of exposed flesh. She has gotten over her fear a bit, but zombie deer still make her nervous.

♦ While once, Lemon would have run and hid during confrontations, she has grown to be a headstrong and courageous girl, and is not afraid to hold her own in a fight -- especially if she knows her foe well.

♦ Lemon tends to be a bit of a loner, and sometimes has trouble getting over her nervousness in social situations.

♦ Lemon is not shy around fawns, and often annoys them with excessive affection. She is sometimes known to informally adopt fawns, taking it upon herself to watch over them even if they already have parents (special cases of note include Ba, Rajan, and Dovev).

♦ Though blind, Lemon does not typically have trouble navigating the forest. It is likely that she has memorized the forest floor layout, so as to avoid this. As a fawn, however, this was a big problem -- quite often she would accidentally run into trees and rocks, trip over fallen logs, and accidentally fall into the pond.

♦ It has been suggested that Lemon can 'see' and even speak to the souls of other deer. She is also able to recognize pictograms, though she cannot see them in the traditional sense. Little is known about this, as Lemon finds it difficult to describe her extra sensory ability -- just as it is difficult to describe sound to one who is deaf.








; w r i t t e n - a r c h i v e s
December 2008
pre-journal entry - pre-journal entry 2
Pg. 1 - Pg. 2 - Pg. 3 - Pg. 4 - Pg. 5
Pg. 6 - Pg. 7 - Pg. 8 - Pg. 9

January 2009
Pg. 1 - Pg. 2 - Pg. 3 - Pg. 4 - Pg. 5
Pg. 6 - Pg. 7 - Pg. 8 - Pg. 9 - Pg. 10
Pg. 11 - Pg. 12 - Pg. 13 - Pg. 14 - Pg. 15
Pg. 16

February 2009
Pg. 1 - Pg. 2 - Pg. 3 - Pg. 4 - Pg. 5

The Encounter
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4

March 2009
Pg. 1

July 2009
Pg. 1 - Pg. 2

August 2009
Pg. 1

November 2009
Pg. 1 - Pg. 2

2010
September





Hehe, sorry about Seth

Hehe, sorry about Seth randomly logging out of the forest a few minutes ago. :X My internet went down.

D'awww! Why is Lemon sad? D8 Well, I hope Seth cheered her up. <3
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lol, that's okay. xD After

lol, that's okay. xD After you came back, I thought maybe you'd just gone to retrieve your mask. :>

And of course he cheered her up. <3 He always does.

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That's actually a spell that

That's actually a spell that gives you a default mask. I think it's a good idea, so you don't have to sneeze off all your other masks. He said it felt nice to not have the skull mask on. xD

I was laughing so hard when I made him turn into a fawn. 8D It seemed like Lemon liked it! xD
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Haha, yeah. Lemon WOULD

Haha, yeah. Lemon WOULD think that Seth was handsome, even without a mask. But she can't say that, because she wouldn't know. Being blind and all. |D The zombie mask and antlers are her favorite, though. <3

LOL, indeed. That was totally unexpected, I was giggling like crazy. Especially when you spazzed between being a fawn and an adult. xDDD

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Seth: -blush- Aww, she

Seth: -blush-


Aww, she really does like the zombie mask and antlers? 83 I could send you his spell data if you wanted them. <3 (It also has the pelt. I don't really care for it, though.)

Yeah, you get the option of doing that when your deer is grown. It's crazy when you have a spazzing party. xDDD
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lol, nah that's okay. Lemon

lol, nah that's okay. Lemon only likes the zombie mask/antlers on men. ;DD

Lemon: -horrified- Shocked

Butyeah lol. I'm not a fan of the pelt, either, actually. :> Just the mask and antlers, really. <3

And bahaha, it looks really insane, I'll tell you that. xD <33

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winterleaf's picture

Hey Lemon! your almos all

Hey Lemon! your almos all grown up! what are you gonna look like?
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Lemon: Hi Winterleaf! I

Lemon: Hi Winterleaf! I know, I'm extremely excited for my doe-day! :'DD Only a few more days! I'm going to wear a silver pelt, with the starling mask, and doe antlers. :3

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WinterLeaf XD Im so happy

WinterLeaf XD Im so happy for yous! which one is the starling mask? do you want a mate? do you have one in mind? do you has a crush? huh!huh!huh!!!

Jadine Hiya! excuse WinterLeaf. he had tomany vaults today >.>
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Lemon: Oh, well er... I..

Lemon: Oh, well er... I.. -blush- do have a crush on someone. He doesn't know, and... I can't imagine that he feels the same. In fact, I'm pretty sure he doesn't... see, he's much older than I am. But, I.. um, I am going to tell him how I feel, soon. If I can get up the courage, that is. We'll see what happens, I suppose?

And Jadine, no worries. I don't mind. :')

This is the magpie (I call it Starling lol) set: click!

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xhunter's picture

if you are new to the game,

if you are new to the game, you should grow out of it.

because you will have lots of new friends Smiling
*cheers*
inspirer writing and poems //// if you like dragon eggs you can look at mine. at http://dragcave.net/user/xhunter Smiling
lemon's picture

Thanks, hunter. x) Do you

Thanks, hunter. x) Do you mean Lemon's shyness?

Actually, Lemon has social anxiety because I do. It may seem strange, but it is actually even hard for me to meet pixilized virtual deer, just because I know that there are humans behind them. x____x So, naturally, I can't really make a deer who's totally friendly and always willing to play.

But <3. Lemon has made quite a few friends, and she (and I!) love them all to bits. <333!

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ya, i was talking about her

ya, i was talking about her shyness

i was the same why a few weeks ago. i used to be so bad about that i litterly got off the game for a wile. Smiling
it was the same for other games too.

but i grew out of it, after i found some friends.
It's rather funny for me to look back at the way i acked before. Smiling
inspirer writing and poems //// if you like dragon eggs you can look at mine. at http://dragcave.net/user/xhunter Smiling

Heh, well the reason I

Heh, well the reason I logged Seth out is because I thought my mom said it was time to eat dinner, but she really said she was going to get dinner. xD

I guess I'll get Seth back into the forest! xD
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=/ Sorry if D was bothering

=/

Sorry if D was bothering Lemon today...he really likes her, has for a while, but she doesnt seem to like him as much ^^; So, sorry. He wont go after her again.

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Bothering Lemon? D: Oh no!

Bothering Lemon? D: Oh no! If she was running away, it was either because I didn't notice you, or she was trying to keep up with the Phantom! xD

She adores Darcy! <33 She went to give him a nuzzle just a moment ago, but he backed away, so I assumed you just wanted to be left alone. xD D:

Also: who was that deer he was with? Lemon was intimidated by them, she's never met them before, and she's feeling rather skittish, today. :<

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Shiori's picture

Oh... Well it just seems

Oh... Well it just seems everytime he goes over, they briefly greet and then she runs off with someone else >< He'll follow a couple times but doesn't usually persist past that...

And it's ok about the other deer, he understood..


winterleaf's picture

"Thanks for hanging with me

"Thanks for hanging with me today, I've been depressed for the last couple of days, and it was about time our deer oficialy hang out anyway."
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Shi -- Aww, I'm sorry.

Shi --
Aww, I'm sorry. ;____; lol I didn't mean to make you feel bad, honestly. <3 Like I said, Lemon absolutely adores Darcy. :3 She is a relatively flighty creature, as it is -- and add to that the phantom, who is nearly always on the move, she doesn't stay in one place for long.

So sorry, dear! ;c <33

Winterleaf --
"Don't mention it, dear Winterleaf. Nala and Dynamite are two very, very good friends of mine. That alone is reason enough for me to try and cheer you up when I know you're feeling down. But aside from that, you're a very nice deer -- you're quite pleasant to be around. I was more than happy to spend some time with you, today!"

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Oh! I didn't know she was

Oh! I didn't know she was blind! I wonder how she was able to stalk Fenko. Probably because he makes a lot of noise Sticking out tongue


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
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Haha, yep, she's blind.

Haha, yep, she's blind. <3

Because she lost her sight, she has come to rely on scent and hearing more than anything. Her hearing is exquisite, and she has a sharper nose than most deer in the forest, because she trained herself to be more reliant on her ears and nose.

Regardless, she still runs into the occasional tree, and she's really wary around the playground, for obvious reasons. xDD

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Flyra's picture

Hai there! <3 Just wanted to

Hai there! <3
Just wanted to know if it's okay that I use your epic fanart for me as an avatar? ^^
And btw, my looong overdue half is almost finished. I'ts never as awesome as yours, but I hope you'll like it anyway. =)


Lightcreator
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Lemon is my homedawg cB

Lemon is my homedawg cB


BIOGRAPHIES AND UPDATES
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Flyra -- Of course I don't

Flyra --
Of course I don't mind, I'm honored! :'D
And haha, don't worry about being late; I'm WAY behind on all my art, so I know how it feels. <3 Take your time, no stress! :3 And I'm sure I'll love it! <333

Emiva --
LOL! <333

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Flyra's picture

@LT: Okay! I'm just feeling

@LT: Okay! I'm just feeling so bad, because your fanart for me is just awesome... it's perfect for an avatar, thanks again so much!
I hope I can hurry! ^.^


Lightcreator

Hey Leeeeeeeeeeeeemon. 8D

Hey Leeeeeeeeeeeeemon. 8D Uhm, I'm sorry for not having Seth in the forest lately. 8( I have a huge project for school, and I'm using most of my time for that. <3

I might be able to get him in the forest tomorrow, but no promises. <3
Aaaand, I'm TRING to make a portrait of Lem for Valentine's Day, buuut I don't know if I can get it done in time. 8( 8( 8(
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cool song on the link. the

cool song on the link.
the song that fits my mood is this one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7VdTfZCZ3g

joking this is the real one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8C8AVWLhwI


inspirer writing and poems
if you like dragon eggs you can look at mine. at
http://dragcave.net/user/xhunter
inspirer writing and poems //// if you like dragon eggs you can look at mine. at http://dragcave.net/user/xhunter Smiling
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Echo -- Awww, don't worry

Echo --
Awww, don't worry about it. I have a ton of schoolwork to do, too, I haven't been around all that much, either. :<

I made a picture of Seth and Lemon for Saturday, but I'm still not happy with it, so I'm starting over. xD We'll see what turns out. <3 And don't worry if you don't get it done in time (or at all luls), I know how busy life can get. <33

"I miss you, my darling. <3"

xHunter --
That actually sounds like a very Lemon-y song! 0: The second one, that is. Sounds absolutely perfect for her. xD She and you must be quite similar! <3

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Seed's picture

What had Lemon so down, out

What had Lemon so down, out of curiosity? ((Seed was glad to help cheer her up ^^))
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Serpanther's picture

Ohwhoops. Sorry for being

Ohwhoops. Sorry for being all hyper on her! ^^;
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~Liëka~FIU~~Artemis/Hunter~Troll~Deer Of Deermuda~Mourner~Irish Elk~~Iranu and Ovavu~
Current obsessions:
Emiva's picture

Crappy on Valentines day?

Crappy on Valentines day? Oh, that just wont do! I'd send Emiva or Lenore into the forest, but my dad is currently on the TEF computer.
-shrug-
Well then.
FEEL BETTER SOON, M'DEAR <33 <33 <333





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Hugs and kisses,
Emiva <3
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Meh, thanks guys. And

Meh, thanks guys. Smiling And it's okay, Lieka. xD Sorry for not playing, I need a forest-break for a while...

As for what's up her bum, it's partially me, since my boyfriend's being a total jerk, today. Of all days. It's also partially leftover phantom-drama, since he's in the forest, today. And it's also partially a very dark secret which Lemon has been holding on to, and is currently making her feel incredibly guilty. Eye But that will come later...

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Emiva's picture

sdfjkldkfj TELL ME.



sdfjkldkfj TELL ME.



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Hugs and kisses,
Emiva <3
Serpanther's picture

*sees The Phantom sitting

*sees The Phantom sitting with Lemon and decides to shove off for a bit*
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~Liëka~FIU~~Artemis/Hunter~Troll~Deer Of Deermuda~Mourner~Irish Elk~~Iranu and Ovavu~
Current obsessions:
Verdalas's picture

I.. um. I told Walter that

I.. um. I told Walter that he wouldn't be here for his Birthday and he.. uh. Got angry. >_>

In fact he tried murdering half the Forest.. x_X;
lemon's picture

I noticed. ;_____; And

I noticed. ;_____;
And Lemon's trying to save his butt, pff.

But it threw a nice twist into my story! 8')

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Verdalas's picture

He asked me to apologise on

He asked me to apologise on his behalf whilst I'm cleaning these fleas of his out. He won't stop scratching!

aand the other stag was Draco, an oooold friend of Walter's. They used to be rivals, since Draco is as equally as strong as Walter. Seeing him made Walter miss the old days when does were objects to be collected and other stags should be dead.

GOOD TIMES, GOOD TIMES. <3
SaritaWolf's picture

Lemon won a fight against

Lemon won a fight against Walter? Can't wait to hear about this one. XD
Shiori's picture

Aww....She, Kail and Uio can

Aww....She, Kail and Uio can be gimpy Walter victims together @__@ heh

celticmystress's picture

Heulyn, I applaud your

Heulyn, I applaud your efforts and your victory, as I have heard of your quarrel. Surly the angels are singing in Heaven! Yet I wish to know if you're ok-- is everything alright?

Heulyn = celtic word for "ray of sun shine"
edit: I'm putting Myst in the forest for about a half-hour or so.


Founder of The Lightbringers
"Indeed, the captain's fears were verified. For an hourglass with no sand, in either the top or bottom half; was revealed sewn in perfect white against the black flag."
~The Beech Tree
Zergarikiaka's picture

Zerg's a bit overly hyper

Zerg's a bit overly hyper right now, but Mar Sart would like to see Lemon just to know if she's alright.



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I'm a bit weird, but so is everyone else in the world, thus weird is normal and normal is weird. This in mind, I'm actually a little normal, and anyone who is completely normal might really be a serial killer. <- My logic. True self quote.
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Verdalas -- xDD Aww, poor

Verdalas -- xDD Aww, poor old jerk. <3 I hope you get all those fleas out; Lemon's lucky she hasn't caught any, yet...

Aww. Writing about Draco and Walter in my latest chapter made me miss my evil-womanizing (to put it lightly) character, Devlin. ;u; He was an awesome character, though highly inappropriate. xD

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Sarita -- Well it wasn't much of a fight. x) But lol. <3

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Shi -- Haha, yeah. Lemon was sleeping next to Uio and Kailani last night, in the pond. <3 She was kind of glad to know she wasn't the only victim of Walter's rampage last night, though she was sad to see that Uio and Kailani (and who knows how many others!) were hurt.

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Mystress -- "Thank you, Mystress... I am alright, I suppose. A little shaken, a little hurt. But I'll be fine. Thank you so much, Bidelia, for your concern. You truly are the purest spirit."

<3

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Zerg -- I noticed. xD Sorry for Lemon being so slow and boring, but she's not exactly in the mood for bouncing around. ;c I took her out of the forest because I felt that she was sort of dampening everyone's day. xD I'll bring her back in, a little later. <3 But she'll be okay. Just a little shaken up.

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Ess's picture

Yay Lemon!!! Hope she is

Yay Lemon!!! Hope she is feeling bright today!



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celticmystress's picture

Lemon seems to be quite

Lemon seems to be quite happy today! Mystress was overjoyed to see her, and Walter was really happy today in the forest as well, which made Mystress almost want to tip-toe around afraid something would upset him, but he was bouncing right along with the pack (and 21!)...:') Hehee.

Today was a good day!

And I can't help but ask:
"My school needs to get its act together."

Those are my thoughts exactly about my school... lol, if you need to vent about it I'm right there with ya....

Founder of The Lightbringers
"Indeed, the captain's fears were verified. For an hourglass with no sand, in either the top or bottom half; was revealed sewn in perfect white against the black flag."
~The Beech Tree
lemon's picture

Yes, today was a VERY good

Yes, today was a VERY good day, for Lemon. x3 She's still really nervous around Walter, and she doesn't really want to risk spoiling such a wonderful day by trying her luck with him. Having so many friends around has put her in a euphoric state -- everyone just seems so happy and playful, today. <3

I thought it was quite funny that everyone was copying Lemon, every time she went to lay down. xD <3

And ugh, school. Don't remind me. xD Thing is, my homeschooling program is fairly new, so they're still kind of getting set up. Unfortunately for me. x____x It's a lot of lost paperwork, really busy teachers, late replies, etc. Just a lot of extra stress, in addition to the stress of needing to get all my credits in for graduation!

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celticmystress's picture

That's exactly how Mystress

That's exactly how Mystress felt today too. And Yorres showed up toady also, and she really felt good then, and then seeing Queze, Lemon, AND Walter, her day exploded in happiness!

Sorry about your homeschool program! I'm homeschooled also, and my mom has taken the reins and it's her cerriculum that we follow, instead of the state's. I'm in New York, I don't know if there are any more "strict" rules you may have to follow. Sorry about that, it sounds really stressful. :'( Poor Lemon.

<33




Founder of The Lightbringers
"Indeed, the captain's fears were verified. For an hourglass with no sand, in either the top or bottom half; was revealed sewn in perfect white against the black flag."
~The Beech Tree
Verdalas's picture

Walter was upset that Lemon

Walter was upset that Lemon moved away when he sat next to her. He's now moping and thinking that he's going to have a crap birthday.
lemon's picture

Aw, poor Walter. xD Lemon

Aw, poor Walter. xD Lemon is sorry for doing that; it made her feel really bad. But Walter, you can't expect to attack a deer twice (even if she was asking for it, lol), and then assume they want to get all cozy next to you, now. x_____x

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celticmystress's picture

:'( Amen. Founder of The

:'(

Amen.

Founder of The Lightbringers
"Indeed, the captain's fears were verified. For an hourglass with no sand, in either the top or bottom half; was revealed sewn in perfect white against the black flag."
~The Beech Tree
Kaoori's picture

sorta off topic, but I love

sorta off topic, but I love that song. when I'm really depressed I listen to it. It helps me feel better. <3

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres